I lost 15MARKS in phy today! La la la la..ARGH!!! This was what happened..we're supposed to answer all ques in SEction A and any two ques out of three in section B but the smart me answered only one question in section B. I finished everything at 8.30? We started at 8..fast right..then i was jsut merely looking around and i was really wondering how come they're so busy with their work. I sat down there,checked my paper again but i still failed to see 'In this section B answer any TWO questions' I was simply relaxing there..till the last 10 mins carol asked me which questions of sec B did i do,i told her about the metal hammer(what i chose) and she was surprised how come i told her only one, awhile later she asked me about the other question and thats when i realizd we have to do TWO! Time was RUNINGGGGGGGG OUTTTTTT!!! I simply choose a ques,i dont know what i was doing for NUTS okay! I just anyhow ans,i PANICED!!! I didnt even think..NOT AT ALL!!My heart was beating so FAST and my mind kept on reminding me TIMES UP TIMES UP!!! I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS ANSWERING,I READ NOTHING,I UNDERTSAND NOTHING..IT WAS ALL BUT NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Taking a Deep breath*

I HATE myself for NOW!!! REALLY,not JOKING! I mean i spent so much time there looking around,laughing,whispering and bla bla bla!! Next time im just gonna READ OUT THE FREAKING INSTRUCTION GIVEN AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE MAN! Soooo FRUSTRATED!!! Overall the paper was pretty okay lar..section A at least!

I hate number TWO!!!! say bye bye to around 15 MARKS?!!!!!! Man,i cant ACCEPT this! Mr.RAM gonna kill me? YES,PLEASE DO SO!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS,PFFT!

Wahh..i studied physics for the entire day today man! Of course not continously lar,what i mean is that physics as the only sub for the day. Teacher said tmrw's paper is something that WE all can manage to ans,its not hard! So long we read the question,think abit then we'll able to solve it. Hoepfully,its really that simple lar! At times,the more simple it gets,the more mistake i make! Hahaha..im gonna have only phy p2 tmrw,till 9.45..afterthat i probably have to stay back for malay oral with mdm teo. Man,im SCARED!

I went for badminton at around 5.15 and played till 7 ish nearly 8. This was what happened,when i reached home my maid was there outside the carpark. I had my samsung fone hanged over my neck then out of the blue my maid came up to me and said 'you're like wong already,having the fone hanged over ur neck' I didnt catch her at first and i was like 'HUH?,Wong? who is that?' Then she said 'Ah wong!' I immediately burst into laughters! Hahahha..i really didnt expect her to say sucha thing..like so sudden. Ohh yeah,i nearly fell down in Panaga club's toilet!! The cleaner just mopped and i was running into the toilet before badminton game starts,woooh,nearly fell man! Thank god i didnt! Hahahaha..

Mmm,Jessica's starting to shoot a new series pretty soon. Location of shooting includes HK itself,mainland and parts of canada! Wish her all the BEST!! Miss her alot man....ohh,she looks great in her new short hairstyle though she was reluctant to cut it in the first place. This sorta implies she prefer long hair huh? Guess so...heheh:d

Gdnight,GF at 11 and probably there'll be news about the press conference on astro as well.

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Harloww!! I feel pretty GOOD today..hahhaa,amaths p1 was quite okay! I finished pretty early..it took me about an hr plus only? I first thought i wouldnt have enough time like yesterday then when i finished i was like 'OKAY DONE! should be almost time' then i looked up to the clock and its only 9.05??! 'So early still??!!' i whispered to myself..hahhaa,i even stared at the clock for awhile. Well,i had a maths p1 only today. After a maths i went up to library to study physics then around 11 i was so hungry,GASTRIC! coz i didnt have anything in the morning so i went back to my aunts house to eat. After that around 12.30 my mum picked me and my youngest bro up. I watched below the lion rock from 1 to around 1.30,suppose to watch GF after that but i was too tired so i went to sleep till 3. Woke up..walked around the house for a while then i studied physics for only a short while.

Gonna cont again later..relax for a while first lar! Hmm,its 6.20PM and im very hungry..GASTRIC again actually..very often eyy? YES,always! Gtg noww...

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Harloww!! I feel pretty GOOD today..hahhaa,amaths p1 was quite okay! I finished pretty early..it took me about an hr plus only? I first thought i wouldnt have enough time like yesterday then when i finished i was like 'OKAY DONE! should be almost time' then i looked up to the clock and its only 9.05??! 'So early still??!!' i whispered to myself..hahhaa,i even stared at the clock for awhile. Well,i had a maths p1 only today. After a maths i went up to library to study physics then around 11 i was so hungry,GASTRIC! coz i didnt have anything in the morning so i went back to my aunts house to eat. After that around 12.30 my mum picked me and my youngest bro up. I watched below the lion rock from 1 to around 1.30,suppose to watch GF after that but i was too tired so i went to sleep till 3. Woke up..walked around the house for a while then i studied physics for only a short while.

Gonna cont again later..relax for a while first lar! Hmm,its 6.20PM and im very hungry..GASTRIC again actually..very often eyy? YES,always! Gtg noww...

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Ohh man,i screwed up in AMATHS just now!!! ARGHH!!! I guess lipin and charm have to do me another video to cheer me up and that's when lipin is in good mood! I dont know what exactly happened to her but she's isnt the lipin i used to know. Something must to pissing her or distracting her,watever it is i'll still be there for her unless she ask me to leave her alone. Hahahha..

Tmrw will be Amaths p1,hope it wouldnt be as tough..teacher deepa really killed me lar! I guess i can no longer wish for the best instead i just have to preapre for the worst lor..sighs! Mock's ending pretty soon actually,less than a week.

STUPID AMATHS WAS SO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TOUGH!!!!! EEEEeeeee..GRRR!!

Gtg now..lunchie!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Ohh man,i screwed up in AMATHS just now!!! ARGHH!!! I guess lipin and charm have to do me another video to cheer me up and that's when lipin is in good mood! I dont know what exactly happened to her but she's isnt the lipin i used to know. Something must to pissing her or distracting her,watever it is i'll still be there for her unless she ask me to leave her alone. Hahahha..

Tmrw will be Amaths p1,hope it wouldnt be as tough..teacher deepa really killed me lar! I guess i can no longer wish for the best instead i just have to preapre for the worst lor..sighs! Mock's ending pretty soon actually,less than a week.

STUPID AMATHS WAS SO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TOUGH!!!!! EEEEeeeee..GRRR!!

Gtg now..lunchie!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Ohh man,i screwed up in AMATHS just now!!! ARGHH!!! I guess lipin and charm have to do me another video to cheer me up and that's when lipin is in good mood! I dont know what exactly happened to her but she's isnt the lipin i used to know. Something must to pissing her or distracting her,watever it is i'll still be there for her unless she ask me to leave her alone. Hahahha..

Tmrw will be Amaths p1,hope it wouldnt be as tough..teacher deepa really killed me lar! I guess i can no longer wish for the best instead i just have to preapre for the worst lor..sighs! Mock's ending pretty soon actually,less than a week.

STUPID AMATHS WAS SO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TOUGH!!!!! EEEEeeeee..GRRR!!

Gtg now..lunchie!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Man,i just realized how time flies! Its like so so so fast...mock is sorta ending already and ive already received my GCE timetable. SO GAY! Hahahaha..there is this one whole week where we all gonan suffer coz totally no break in between! We probably have 3 exams one day?? I mean ive always told there is break in between. Anyway,gonna MUG MUG MUG!!! ARghhh...the whole 'WAR' ends on 16th november! Way to go man...cant wait for HOLIDAYS!

Today I had emaths p2 and poa p1! Finished before 12 and then attended a maths class. Will be having chem p1 and add maths p2 tmrw. Add maths is not gonna be easy definitely...teacher sorta hinted. I hope for the best and prepare for the worst! Wish me luck..

My mind is currently elsewhere..gtg now!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Harloww!!
Its monday! Luckily its a holiday..heheh! It rained like cats and dogs early in the morning!Around 8 something my youngest bro came into my room to get his clothes coz they're going out for breakfast! I was awaken by his bing bang closing of the wardrobes! Grrrr..!! I went to bed at 10 yest night,suppose to just rest for a while and wake up at around 11 coz i wanna watch bdminton finals,only this morning then i realize i didnt actually wake up. I slept thru' the whole night,hahaha! So tired eyy..

Today all i did was study..poa and chem! I finished both..i did practise Add maths as well. Will be going to deepa for emaths later on at 8 to 9.30! Tmrw im having emaths p2 and poa p1! I had sucha heavy breakfast so didnt eat for lunch! I did take few bites here and there lar..as always:).

Gonna have steam fish for dinner!! YUM!! Got to go now...

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Bla bla bla bla..early in the morning!! My youngest bro was shouting at the top of his voice..i was like 'man,be considerate!!' I think coz my father woke him up or sumthing..hahah! Anyway,i woke up at 9 ish. My stomach was growling coz i didnt take much yesterday night though we went out for dinner. I went directly to the kitchen and i found fried mee hoon on the table but i didnt wanna take that so i ended up eating 'tau fu fah' only. While eating,i watched badminton(repeat) till around 10.15 then i studied till around 12pm! Of all subjects i went for POA,WAH SHOCKED!! hahahha..for the first time,usually i dont give a damn to POA! Hahahhaa..

I think im gonna have dinenr again tonight,STEAMBOAT! Hahahaha..tmrw is a holiday!!

Okay,bad news! I just read that Jessica has this helicobacter pyoli bacteria in her stomach which can cause infections and that was the main reason why she fell sick while filming in s'pore. However,the doctor said she'd be fine after a furthur two weeks medication! THANK GOD FOR THAT!

Jessica is not longer with TVB,apparently she'll be under her sweetheart Carrie Ma again..heheh! Im happy for her! Its not a bad thing that she decided to terminate her contract coz i'd rather her get more time to rest and do things that she love doing instead of just WORKING day and night! I probably dont get to see her much on TV anymore as she's no longer under tvb after the 60epi grand production 'Changing Times.' Though she's not gonna be with TVB,everything is still gonna stay constant for me ie she still have my SUPPORT!! :D

Lunchiiee!!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

I had Eng p2 and BMp2 this morning. Well,i eng was kinda okay but because im known as one who has 'ALIEN' thinking so what i think may not be what the teacher thinks and therefore i may end up getting everything wrong. BM2 was REALLY TOUGH! The puisi and the klasik specially..i read the puisi and didnt get it fully so i decided to turn to klasik. WORST man,cant get a thing..hahah! I ended up doing puisi..so yeah! Puasa starts tmrw and i wish the muslim 'SELAMAT PUASA.' Got such ting?? I think so lar..hehehe!

I didnt blog yesterday..wasnt free! I wanted to blog at night but then i went out for dinner till around 10. I continued chem Q and A solution book till around 11 only and i slept coz i was pretty tired after the so called 'BALLOON COMPETITION' between we 5 girls and the musical chair in class which we made up ourselves! Hahahaha..so much fan..we even dragged teachers to play musical chairs! Laughed so much..so tired! Ohh,we bought three cakes as well..HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY one word for each cake. We bought blackforest,fruitcocktail and of course my fav OREO CHEESE CAKE!! Hahaha...i guess i have the same taste as most of the peep coz oreo cheese cake finish within no time:) YUM YUM! i managed to have one small piece for myself..SLURP! Form 5's were praised for being so well organized!

Well,im gonna have dinner tonight as well,sy's farewell!! She's leaving to perth tmrw..MAN! im gonna miss her sooo muchhh!!! I probably wouldnt see her in the near future coz chances of her coming back to brunei is really slim or almost 0? Sighhsss..We lose another badminton player! Of course,she's not only a badminton player lar..she's someone more SPECIAL! Hahahaha...;)

Gtg noww...gdnight!(though its afternoon,im sleepy!)

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

I went to the beach in the evning around 5 and while walking back i saw the so called "FLAT FISHES'' Its a kind of fish and its so weird,its liek totally FLAT just with that two eyes there. I see no fins nothing..dark brown in colour! Apaprently,it's very tasty when u fry it! Hahahha,i encounter this kind of fish for the very first time in my LIFE man!

I completed my chem notes already,next will be solution book! I relaized that i study HARD and not SMART?! How to study smart?? WEther u study smart or hard u still have to read the whole book right?? Like most of my classmates they dont do the whole book but i do,else i dont feel so secure?? Ohh,my internet is BACK,FINALLY! hahaha..Another 8 more mins to GF on TV!! Wootsss...


GTG noww...ciao! NITES

Take care
Luv,
JeSS

Im suppose to go out for breakfast at 9.30 and my bro woke me up at 9.23!!! I rushed to the toilet,bathe for 5mins ONLY!!! Lets just say i rinsed lar okay..thats just crazy! Spent teh morning outside town,now its 12 already and im gonna study pretty soon. Anyway,i did chem and dmaths yesterday and after that i watched GF at 11 to 12! I went to bed after that coz i was pretty tired. I was about to fall alseep while reading chem and luckily my eldest bro came to my room to talk to me. Hahahaa,after that was okay already. I stopped at before non metals,gonna continue today and will try to finish my notes after that do the solution book again. I have dmaths to do as well,so yeah!

Good news,my bro bought the adapter for the router thing already so i guess internet is gonna be back soon! I hope sooo!! TMRW is teacher's day..shall see how it goes,form 4 peeps are the organizer! Hehehe..we form 5 just relax?? No actually,its coz we have NO TIME for all this thing. Ohh yeahh..miss yeo just told me that mr.ram actually talked about me to few of the teachers in the staff room!

Mr.Ram:Once Jess come into practical,she mess things up,she's sooo nervous
Miss yeo:Coz she never go to the kitchen!

So MEAN ehh miss YEO! I go to the kitchen everynow and then okay,to ask for the menu for dinner only..hahaha! I love to cook but hate washing! I'd love to bake cheese cake..no recipe yet! Miss yeoo cna really do NICE cheese cake man,i tried before! YUM YUM! Chocolate+lemon+fresh grapes cheese cake with biscuits at the bottom! SLURP!

Ohh,miss yeo was the one who gave me XUAN XUAN's poster!! Hahahaha....no matter how MEAN she can be i still have to love her..hahahha:).

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Okay now! Ive not visited bnet,ive not blogged,not checked my mail,not talked online??!!! Its really killing me man!!! My router has to be sent all the way to s'pore just for repair???!! How long do i have to wait??! Sien arrr,the worst thing is i cant go to BNET!!!! Goshhh!!! Not going there for one day is like 'haiyorrrr,how how how?? any updates,and news??'

Anyway,yesterday wasnt my day,i screwed up in maths, i think! My phy p1 didnt go well,i misplaced my fone,i lost my bio rev guide(dont know whoever took it). I did check phy with my teacher today and so far i got what we checked correct but still i dont know why,it just didnt convince me that i did okay. Im just really worried! My instinct tells me that ive not done it 'THAT' well and i'll be disappointed? I hope my instinct is wrong!

YAY! tmrw is a holiday and friday is teachers day. Probably sat or mon will be a public hol too,depending wether or not they can see the moon on friday night which determines wether puasa falls on sat or mon. Hehehehe...i can at least relax abit..just abit!

Gtg nowww...

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Ohkay!! First and foremost,im RELIEVED! I had my eng oral done and i think its alright. They seriously asked me lots of ques,like the more i talk,the more they ask me? My topic was on languages. Like english,how do i see it?? Then i was asked about my ambition,why i choose so..i kept on elaborating and they kept on coming up with ques? I thought the more i talk,the lesser ques they gonna ask,i was WRONG! Anyway,i have to THANK GOD! I was a bundle of nerves before entering the room man,like 'ohhh no,how how??' I had my english and malay p1 today! Malay kinda messy lor,hahaha! English was kinda okay,thats what i feel but sometimes instinct goes wrong. Sooo i hope for the best and prepare for the worst!

Tmrw,im gonna sit for phy and emaths p1! So i guess its time to stop blogging..not much today coz im very lazy to tell each and every detail. Oh,my house internet not fixed yet,have to bring the router all the way to S'PORE?!! Man,for how longg?? Anyway,CIAO!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

I woke up soooo early today just for that badminton match and it was soo boring man! Haiyorrr...cut that crap! I didnt feel good yesterday night,headache!!! I stayed up kinda late also,slept at 1.30am only! Suppose to sleep at 2.30am but i decided not to just in case i cant get off my bed in the morning. I reached home from the whole badminton thing at around 10sumthing. We went to comosi this comp shop to change something,im not going into details. The whole story is that i have no conenction at home for the mean time till i change the so called router?! My bro asked me to off it when i go to bed coz its in my room so he kinda shouted from his room and i was watching FOJ4 in the leaving room. I did hear though but i didnt say okay coz i was so much into FOJ. Then i sorta heard him going into my room so i ASSUMED that he has offed it. When i went into the room,i was so freaking tired already that i didnt bother to take a look! Now,the whole thing cant WORK!

I think i have to go eye clinic to get my eyes checked! Must be something wrong thats why i get headche lately. Hmm,im freaking out man..oral tmrw!!!! I DONT WANTTT!!! GET ME OUT OF THISS..!! Im afraid i cant speak,tongue tied??! WIsh me luck man...!!! Gtg now..FOJ time!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

WEEKEND!! Wooo,GREAT! At least I can rest abit..now,went to sch as usual today but didnt study much,teacher gave us one 'LONG' maths ques and we did nothing during chem. Mr,Ram lectured us on our practicals only. After that,BREAK! No classes after break coz its a half day report book day. Hahaha..Well,im in position 6! Mmm,okay lar..not too badd,there is still room for improvement! Anyway,i called my dad and he brought me home else i have to wait till around 1pm together with my bro and mom. O level english oral starts today,the first 18 students,im not included..im the last candidate! Goodluck to all the first 18 students!

Lets go back to yest,went for badminton session and sylvester brought me cookies made by her sister michelle. The cookies was good,brought it along to badminton court and aunty jenny brought cake along as well. Sylvester was too hungry that he finished up the cookies brought by he himself and the cake aunty jenny bought. There were two pieces,he ate one and the half. I ate the other half. Hahaha...We took off our shoes already and change into slippers coz i thought my father is coming to pick us up. Waited waited for quite sometime,i feel like playing singles so i asked sylvester to put on his shoes again. Hahaha...in the end we did put on our shoes to play doubles with tracy and anthony + both of us. During the middle of the 2nd match anthony has to leave so we stopped. Sylvester asked me to play single but i told him i was tired,then he decided to take off his shoes. While he was loosening his shoe lays,half way thru' i said 'okay,lets play!' Hahaha...i wasnt tired actually,i was just merely joking around. Hahaha...played till 8.30,around that and we ended up following tracy home coz my dad forgotten he has to bring me and sylves home! When i reached home my dad was like 'sorry sorry,i forgot.'

Badminton tourney tmrw at 7.30AM! Crazy time..i wonder how those ppl from bandar reach here at 7.30AM! Hahaha..it takes about 45mins to 1 hour drive. Im pairing up with vivian! Hehehe..

Okay,blog again!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Gdmorninggg...!! I woke up so EARLY today man,before 6.30! hahahhaa..i slept at nearly 12 i think,didnt look at the clock before i go to bed. I studied from 8.30 last night to around 10 like that then i waited till 11 to watch GF! Guess what,at around 11 it was rainin like cats and dogs and thus i couldnt watch astro which means i miss GF lar! Since its so,i decided to cont with physics. Did 3 topics then sleep lor! I kept my fone silent yest night coz i dont need alarm this morning,unlike usual sch days i cant turn it to silent mode else no alarm and usually im disturbed in the middle of the night by stupid msges! Im using samsung therefore unless i open the msg,the msg tone will not stop!

Since i woke up early today,i watched GF at 7am then at 8.30 i ate half of my breakfast,fried noodles! Hahaha..at around 9 i practised maths till 10+. Dmaths! Will be doing bio later on and phy..see,my life is so predictable now. I cant do nothing much besides studying? There is this eng workshop going on in sch but i was too lazy to attend..so yeah! Hehehehe...tired leh! Its already friday and this week is gonna end in no time! Mock starts on monday..REALLY FAST! TOO FAST!! My 'O' level english oral is on monday itself as well. Tmrw is report book day,normal classes till 10 only,i dont feel like going to be frank but i have no choice coz i have to get my bio longman revision guide back from the twins. Dont think i'll be bringing books along with me,okay,my pencil bag and dmaths exercise book lar maybe. Hehehehe..

Badminton tourney this sunday at 7.30AM! So early right?? Ppl seem to be racing against time..hahah! MY partner couldnt play she has this seminar to attend so i guess i have to find someone else or dont play. Not so sure yet,i've msged the uncle in charge. I just have this really strong urge to play. Im playing for my mom's assiociation that is HAINAM association:). Hainam association was the champ last year,we played against other 4 associations. A very memorable one,we celebrated in sea view hotel,steamboat,karaoke and bbq! Will it be the same again this year? Hopefully a'YES' and i really need a PARTNER!!!!!!

Okay,got to go noww...

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

NG!!! Miss me too much eyyy?? Ahem ahemm!!! Anyway,WHY ARE U BLOGGING in my BLOG??!! HMM HMM??..like all of a sudden?? You're not that MODEST after all horr...hahahahha,u love this blog not coz u did it,its coz it belongs to ME! Hahahaha...yealar,must thank u for avthing lar!

Seriously,if everything goes smoothly,like ive always said..we'll meet! You better stay in SPORE okay..im more imp than ur HK trip!!! Hahahaha...twist abit,im indirectly saying sumthing:). Hahahaha..

Okay,back to my part! Phy prac this morning,i was the second batch! My god,kinda messy lar..i dont know why but i just had no confidence?? Like the very first expt i was doing,was the toughest of all and its only a 20 mins one?? I PANICED! Others went kinda well,the 1hr expt turnd out to be the easiest one,electricity? HAhaha...weird eh,usually the 1hr one gives prob but its the 20mins one that gave me problems. Most of my classmate said the same thing as well. After that 2 hr practical,my teacher talked to me, 'Jess,u r way too nervous,u get nervous easily thats why u cant perform ur work properly. You have to do it like how u usually do during normal prac,this is only mock exam and ure so nervous what more GCE'O'? Come into the lab,with no stress nothing Jess,now u go home and RELAX!' Mr.Ram said. This teacher always ask me to RELAX,why?? Am i forcing myself too much?? Probably arr coz i sorta give myself pressure instead of my parents? They never forced me to study,they let me do things as i like and give me as much freedom as possible. I dont like being pushed as well,so yeahh:). Nevertheless,results do matter to them.

Im very hungry noww...i smell food!! Mmm,diffusion taking place..heh! NG,thanks for avthing AGAIN!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

HELLO HELLO!

MUST THANK ME OKAY! i always do links for you. haha. i love your blog! i mean. hm. i did this thing. so of course must like! i want to watch GF! and FOJ! and you get to watch jessica shows EVERYDAY?! and must always tell me. pfffft.

I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT I'M GOING TO MEET YOU THIS YEAR!

i dislike sally. she got soooooo many pictures. hmph.

anything else i need to say? no. i dont think so! goodnight! BYEBYE! :D

-lipin

Okay nowww..my alarm rang at 6.20 but i woke up at 6.40! Hahaha,my maid woke me up. When i reached sch i saw the lab assistant then i was like 'ohhh shoots,gonna have chem prac exam today lar then' I went to my class and told my friends about it,not long after MR.RAM came and inform us,its ON! Then most of us sorta make a big fuss? Coz we werent prepared for it as it was said to be cancelled and this is MOCK EXAM! Excuses me..anyway,we had no choice coz the lab assistant has already prepared those oxidising agent and solutions moreover we really cant fit this prac into our shcedule so we decided with this okay-die-die-lar atittude. Hahaha...i started at 1.30 and ends at 3!

During the whole practical,thigns went kinda smooth..okay lar can say! But then there was this part of salt analysis that i didnt test for the gas evolved? I mean i saw bubbles but it just didnt came to my mind that i have to test for gas? I was like how come the bubbles like sticks on the test tube? Alright,what pissed me off is that we were asked to indentify what 'SOLID S' was..what i have in mind was CATALYST but then one of my friend who was in front of me said its oxidising agent. Then i said 'how can it be an agent when its a SOLID?' Times up already,im suppose to leave the lab already then i dont know what makes me write OXIDISING AGENT! SO FREAKING STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!! I handed my paper to the teacher and my teacher checked what i wrote lor,then he said its not 'OXIDISING AGENT' then i said its 'CATALYST' right?? Then the teacher nodded his head in a split sec then i was like 'SEEEE,I KNOW ITS CATALYST' My teacher laughed and said 'why didnt u write?' Then i said,i dont knowwwww..WHAT THE...ARGH!!

I have no idea WHY,seriously...on that moment what i had in mind was what my friend said!Thought its only 1 mark,but still!!!!! It may really make a difference leh..HAIYER!!!! PFFTTT,PATHETIC!!!

Whatever it is,i got to go for dinner and STUDY! Phy prac tmrw..wish me luck!!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Woootsss...i came to the correct ans for that relative velo question. FINALLYYY!!! It was liek stuck in my mind eversince yest night. It took me really long to figure out...i tried so many times,drew so many lines,cancel so many numbers,earse so many things,used the whole paper just for workings and THANK GOD,I DID IT! Letssss celebrate mann...!!!! My teacher told me it took sometime for her to think as well..the satisfaction I got is just..WOAH,GOOD!

The feeling is like 'OH YEAH MAN!!!' It has been sometime since i had this kind of feeling,i mean i do face challenges everyday but this one really different! HAhahaha....crazy lar mee!

SATISFIED,SATISFIED....IM SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.........TISFIEDDD!!!! Please bear with mee...muahahahhahahah!!

Seee yaaa peeepss!

Luv,
CRAZY JESS!

Harlowww...!!
Im TIREDD!! Hahaha...i slept kinda late last night,around 12! I studied from 8.30 like that to around 10.45. Watched tv from 11 till 12,GF!! Hehehehe..this morning i had a hard time getting off bed. Kept on yawning in the class,luckily we had no eng class coz oral was being conducted. We had dmaths and poa lessons only. During dmaths period,teacher came very late but we were assinged work. One period of POA lesson was taken by bio coz we had 4 presenters to present their presentation,so yeahh! Bio ended at 12.30pm and i so happen to bump into tcher derek so i asked him if i can do my oral right away instead of going back to sch at 1.30 again. Teacher nodded his head..oral went smooth though i paniced,hahahhaa! During oral,when i knocked teh door and open i said 'may i come in'..he said 'NO!' I was surprised then he said i forgot to say something. I closed the door then repeated the same thing that is knock and open but this time i said 'Good afternoon,may i come in' I never knew i have to say Good afternoon first,i thought we said it after we get in. Now i know...not too late!! Hahahaha...

Oh yeah,bio prac as well as chem prac for mock exam is postponed. However,phy prac will be carried on,that is on thurs! Was just informed,teachers days will be on next friday. Hahaha...schdule is way too tight,couldnt fit into any of the sch days hence they chose a friday. This year,teachers day will be organized by form 4 students,we form 5 will just relax?? NO WAY,we have to study lar,,HARLOW! The time is running out. Time really flies..in another one or two months time,i'd have to leave St.John,the sch ive been in for 7 years already. I spent 6 years in chinese sch. Unfortunetly,i cannot even read and write much? Basic ones okay lar,still can..hehehhe:). Luckily,i can still speak..hehehaha...

Mmm,i took like about an hour to solve the sub ques of relative velo,Amaths. Its only a sub question..harlow..i didnt even complete the whole question. Its not easy,so much thinking needed..will continue later. Pffttt...this topic is making me go crazyy!!! I enjoy somehow..love the challenge!

Till here for noww..

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

I was lost eversince that happened. It took me time to regain my confidence and be myself again,nevertheless,i still see some difference in myself. I wasnt really the Jess i used to be. Things are just different somehow. I have to admit after that happened,life hasnt been that smooth,the path i had to walk thru' was tough and painful but i remained strong on the outside at least. I acted like everything was alright but the truth is that i cry myself to sleep at times. Nobody knows..to cry silently is really a torture! How much i wish he was there for me each time i needed him so badly but then fact was right in front of my eyes. IT WAS OVER! I have no choice but to accept it. I wanted to tell him 'NO,I DONT WANNA END IT' but it never came out of my mouth.

I really cherished all that time spent tog,though it was short,it was sweet! The joy has constantly outweight the pain. I tried my best to remember only the joy and leave the pain but sadly i couldnt,its already a SCAR. As time goes on,i feel stronger and better each day at least i dont have to fake the smile on my face anylonger. Luckily i have friends and ppl around me to comfort me thru all these,i really appreciate it! After all that has happened,our friendship broke as well. There's this gap in between,things just couldnt turn back. NO REVERSE! Its like a diode used in a circuit,it only allow current to flow in one direction. Is there any other choices i can choose?? I dont think so..There are more to say but i shall not say,its a part which i think i should keep it to myself only.

Im just not his one so let things be and no use of forcing,things wont work and fact wont change! I'll just go with the flow,if he really belongs to me,someday or sometime he'll be back! I believe in FATE and im gonna let fate decided everything. Im in no hurry! However,i'd like to say this once again,i really CHERISHED the time spent,its buried in me! Hahahaha...My heart still misses every beat of it to be frank!

Got to go noww...times UP!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

IM BACK! First day of sch..i couldnt really wake up this morning coz i slept late the night before though it wasnt 2.30 coz the series i was watching was REALLY BORING! I was studying more than watching..so i decided to go to bed at 1am! Surprisingly,i felt kinda energetic this morning in sch though i had only 5 hrs of sleep? What happened?? So hyperrr..hahah!

Today,we had free period for bio and malay. Well,not exactly,its just that we didnt have to do anything coz malay oral was going on and bio presentation. During malay peiod,me and my friends did some science. We talked bout everything that comes into our mind! Hahahaha...GCE english oral starts on the 16th and its gonna last for 2 days. Im the last candidate so mine will be on monday that is 18th where as malay oral will start only on 2 october till 3rd october. Im again the last candidate so gonna do it on 3rd.

Practicals for mock begins TMRW! Tuesday,wed and thurs..gonna start off with bio prac first then chem and lastly phy. Freaking outt!! SCary leh...

Oh yeah,i had gastric early in the morning and then when i reached sch i had stomach ache? Haiyorr..i dont know what happened to me,its like getting weaker and weaker? I notice that i get gastric very often thesedays..TERRIBLE!

Got to go for lunchh...i can feel the gastric juice secreted by the gastric gland in my stomach!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Haiyorr..! Electricity got cut off from 9+ in the morn till 5pm in the evening!! I cant do things properly,i mean its not VERY HOT but still i feel sticky even after i bathe! Humid yes..! Anyway,i did study coz i cant watch tv cant come online cant do nothing besides studying so i did physics and i finished bio longman! I went for badminton at 4.30pm,at least panaga club has electricity! Well,i did enjoy playing after so long,partnered my coach and we played best of 5! We won..!! Woots...applause applause!

Its 11 sumthing and sally came online just now...she showed me her display pic,she was hugging JESSICA! Her hands were like over Jessica's neck and her head was lying on Jessica's shoulder! UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR!!!! Naughty Sally purposely show me her DP coz she knows im gonna get JEALOUS!!! HMPH! Anyway,im still waiting for her to share me pics snapped during the whole celebration,thats her promise to me! Saaaallllyyy..GRRR!!! Send me everything except for that DISPLAY PIC! Okay....*cool down JeSS*

Gonna stay up till kinda late though tmrw i have to go to sch but i have something really imp to do at 12.30 to 2.30am! Nobody's gonna mess with mee..hahahha:p

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Haiyorr..! Electricity got cut off from 9+ in the morn till 5pm in the evening!! I cant do things properly,i mean its not VERY HOT but still i feel sticky even after i bathe! Humid yes..! Anyway,i did study coz i cant watch tv cant come online cant do nothing besides studying so i did physics and i finished bio longman! I went for badminton at 4.30pm,at least panaga club has electricity! Well,i did enjoy playing after so long,partnered my coach and we played best of 5! We won..!! Woots...applause applause!

Its 11 sumthing and sally came online just now...she showed me her display pic,she was hugging JESSICA! Her hands were like over Jessica's neck and her head was lying on Jessica's shoulder! UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR!!!! Naughty Sally purposely show me her DP coz she knows im gonna get JEALOUS!!! HMPH! Anyway,im still waiting for her to share me pics snapped during the whole celebration,thats her promise to me! Saaaallllyyy..GRRR!!! Send me everything except for that DISPLAY PIC! Okay....*cool down JeSS*

Gonna stay up till kinda late though tmrw i have to go to sch but i have something really imp to do at 12.30 to 2.30am! Nobody's gonna mess with mee..hahahha:p

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Hoiii,its sooo colldddd!! Im in my bro's room noww...FREEZINGGG!!! my fingers are getting numb and hard?? Hahaha...vasoconstriction!! metabolic rate increasing and sweat gland inactive! Hahaha..whats with this bio?? Rest JeSS,RESTTT!!! Okay noww..its 12.36 and im still blogging coz i cant sleep. Chatting with ah ma and KaReN still. Hahaha..Hmm,planning to watch some clips of Jessica before i go to bed. Yes,talking bout Jessica..HK fans will be having a belated bday celebration with her tmrw at around 11.15?!! They're like the luckiest ppl on EARTH!!! You see,they gonna spend their afternoon with her,enjoy CHEESE CAKE(my guess coz Jessica loves it) with her,talk to her and so on where as i'll be sitting at home enjoying reading my BOOKS! Pathetic..

Anyway,i believe i'll get to see her one day! Wait,just be patient! Time will come..hahahaha...*not so convincing ehh* Sally came online at this time ? I dont think its her,i said something but no reply so i guess its her mom. Danngg..DEAD MEAT! Haaaa...that crazy ah maa 'ORHOR!' there..

Hmm,im left with 3 topic of bio from the longman book and im done! Hahaha..after that i'll be reading physics(teachers note),sorta final revision or sumthing? School is starting,i feel nothing! Hahahaha...Siennn lar actually! Not exactly lookin forward to it coz like ive said i need HOLS!

Hmm..till here then! Busy chatting noww..blog again tmrw..

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Harlow Harlowwwww!!!
I woke up at 10 this morning,again coz my maid vaccumed! Well,have to thanks her lar..i totally forgot about AMATHS!!!! When i went to the kitchen i was like today is saturday and its 10??!! AMATHSSSSSS!!! I texted caroline to tell her im not going coz im late already and i have to get ready and so and so. then my dad came back at 10.30 and i felt uneasy missing AMATHS so i asked my dad to bring me! Reached there at 10.35 ish. Another friend of mine came at around 11? Hahaha...seee,everyone is in HOLIDAY MOOD!

Hmm,i did chem yesterday night and one topic on bio! Since i wasnt feeling well,had a hard time studying..coz the longer i sit the more my back aches! Closed my book kinda early lor..i had a very ample sleep yesterday! HAhahaha....

Oh yeah,caroline caroline..hahahahha,really cant believe lar. It really came true..eh,nxt time when u wanna buy lottery inform me first,i give u the 4 digits! hahahaha...:p REST WELL!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

IM BACK! Hahaha..wooo,i went walking at the beach just now with my maid and youngest bro. Was asked to go for badminton but i didnt want to. HAhahaha...oh yea,i was told the tourney this sunday is postponed to next week! Hmm,sch reopen le by then..exam somemore!

While we were walking at the beach my youngest bro keep pastering ' i wanna turn back and go to SOON LEE supermarket!!!' 'BEfore u actually burn ur anything,u wanna EAT?!' I asked..

'Hahahahaha,my main purpose is to go SOON LEE!' He said it with a grin. 'You PIG!!!' I said..hahahha:p!

Sighss..not feeling too good today! Good nightt..!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

Goodmorning!!!!
Haa,i woke up at 9am coz my maid vaccumed the living room so it was kinda noisy! Played badminton yest,wahlau...so CRAPPY! tsk tsk..against my coach somemore..i played terribly coz ive not played for quite sometime my strokes and net shots were kinda inaccurate? Tournament this coming sunday and my partner isnt back in brunei yet so havent practise with her but will do it this saturday! I think i'll still go for badminton later in the evening to practise my strokes,smashes and net shots at the same time prepare for the upcoming tourney lar though my body aches! I finished all my a maths ques the teacher gave me yest night! This morning,that is just now around 10 i studied bio from longman 'O' level guide. Finished 2 topics that is cell and nutrition! Bio has so much to learn,so many terminologies to remember.

Study again later,yet to decide what subject but definitely not phy or bio again! So sick of these two subs.

Ohh yea,my maid told me there is this indonesian guy who walked into our house and keep peeping inside. MY maid was shocked when she came out from her room then the man was mumbling something to my maid but my maid just shooed him away. Hahaha...! When my maid told my eldest bro this he teased my maid 'ohhh,he's here to see u.' My maid said 'CRAZY!'

Got to go for lunchieee..

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

My mom knocked on my door early in the morn coz she thought i have classes to attend. I thought i could wake up bit later but it was a NO. I stayed on bed till around 8.30 then my maid came and knocked on my door AGAIN to ask the same question! Hahahaha...decided to get off from bed then. When i went ot the living room,my youngest bro was watching JUST LOVE! Joined him for a while before i had breakfast,3pieces of JACOB and glass of hot tea! Not long after,i started off with A maths and after that bio! Studies will be continued later.

I dont know why but i feel kinda lazy today! Its like i wanna study i dont wanna study. What happened? I shouldnt be feeling like this at this moment! Study is not a want not a need but a MUST! Hahahaha....i have no choice! If im allowed to choose of course i would want to rest,at least for a day or two,i jsut realized ive not had any break since the 3rd term exam. Even after the exam,i was so much into holiday mood but i still ended up sitting down for hours studying! I NEED A BREAK AND THAT'S ONLY IF TIME PERMITS!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

During chem period i asked teacher something jsut to make sure stuff and an IDIOT say i ask STUPID QUESTION! Even the smartest guy in my class confirmed with the teacher,whats wrong with that? Which part of my question is STUPID?! Bloody hell,i was pissed by that man,i tolerated that IDIOT for so long already. YOU(IDIOT) EVEN GOT A SIMPLE QUESTION WRONG! Dont think that u r so SMART! If it has nothing to do with u,just keep ur STUPID MOUTH SHUT! The world will be in PEACE!

You annoyed the hell out of me. DONT U DARE MESS WITH ME AGAIN AND 'MIND UR OWN BUSINESS!' BEAR IT IN MIND!

It was not my question which was STUPID instead it was YOU who cant even ans me a YES if im right or NO if im wrong though that ques wasnt directed to u but u r such a NOSY person who just wanna bug in everytime!

Harlowww!
Im feeling very tired! Woke up at 7.35am but went to sch only at around 9 coz my parents went out for breakfast and they came home at 8.30 only. Since im 30mins late for my first class already i decided not to go and when i reached school teacher wasnt even there. Hahaha...means i miss nothing! 9 to 10 i attended POA class,then break till 10.30.
During the break,we went to indian restaurant for breakfast..hahahha! Thier roti kosong? I didnt eat,i drank teh tarik india only..my purpose was to accompany my other classmates. Went to get packet of sweets from a small shop and headed back to sch after that. A maths teacher was waiting for us but she knew we went for breakfast. She understands,20mins is way too short for us so she didnt scold us,she never anyway! hahahaha..:p.

Chem was the last lesson did some pass year questions,things went kinda smooth unlike yest during physics period i was totally blank,cant even do simple question and it really got into my nerve! After chem,i went to clarify some phy ques with Mr.Ram. He asked me to RELAX? haahhaha...he said 'when u cant get anything or keep things in ur mind,relax!' I asked him a ques but he never answered to my ques instead he started a long story! HAhahaha...nothing unusual! he's always like that..hahah! Funny man,Mr.Bean is what we call him:)

Ohh yes,he came into the class with a just-wake-up look coz his hair was sorta messy. Then one of my guy classmate said 'so stress ar him' Hahahaha!

Reached home around 1.45pm,was really hungry wanted to eat fried noodles that my parents bout for me this morning but THANKS to my youngest bro for eating it for ME! I asked 'where is my noodles?' 'I ate it already o' He answered. 'Ohhh,then u tapau for me again lor!' I responded!

He said nothing afterthat and i didnt bother doing anything. Too tired to take action,no big deal neways. *YAWN!!* Goodnight peeps(though its day time coz im going to bed now)

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

NG LIPIN AKA AHHH MAAA! WHO ON EARTH ASKED U TO CANCEL THE WORD AH MA??!!!! Hahahahhahah..! Anyway,thanks for all that editing,im getting use to it already i guess coz i managed to change the background pic.

What did i do today? Woke up at 7.30am then it was raining sooooo HEAVILY!!! supposed to be at sch by 8am but then it was raining like 'WOAH?' i stayed home till around 8.15 or 8.20. Reach sch about 8.30 only,my mum even asked me not to go to sch since its raining so heavily. Hahaha...reached home at 12ish? Went to buy some food before that,my dad bought me 'AYAM MASAK MERAH'(malay cooking)..direct trans will be 'CHICKEN COOK RED?' hahahhaa..First thing when i reach home,i came online,checked on bravenet,my blog and bla bla bla! Right after that i went to eat a piece of 'ayam masak merah'. There was 3 pieces which i planned to eat 2 of them at night again but my brother ate the remaining two pieces on my BEHALF! HMPH! Then i came back online again,was searching for AH MA but she wasnt online yet,guess she was still a pig then. Around 12.40pm i went offline to study,till like 2.05 then watched Just love for awhile,at 2.15 like that i went back to study till nearly 3? Watched tv till 3.30 then played comp till 4 sumthing,went back to study till around 5+. Did watever i can do till around 7 like,came online AGAIN! talked to lipin about my blog,so and so..signed off at 7.45 for dinner. started studying again before 8.30 till around 9? my bro went out so came in to use the comp! Arghhh,so annoying! im waiting for my CPU since forever??!! each time i say 'dad,i wan a CPU' he'll say 'Buy lor,nobody's stopping u' 'Good! this is what u said ar,bring me to comp shop tmrw' i said.

The next day 'Dad lets go to comp shop' i voiced. 'For what?' he answered. 'Get my CPU,u said it yesterday' I answered! 'No lar,i didnt!' He responded.

'DADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' I shouted at the top of my voice!

Sorry,no EFFECT! Grrrrr!!!!! I told myself!

Terrible! GDNIGHT!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

HELLO AUNTY!

i'm FIRST to post! woohoo! so honoured! :D

REMEMBER MUST COME SINGAPORE WITH lots of $$$$$$ *chingching* then can treat me to FOOD! haha.

i cant think of anything already. haha. ok.
byebye! :)

-lipin

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