Changes made! This blog is only open to invited readers. I'm not too happy about some of the readers,they're certainly not my friends or anybody around me in fact they're ppl that I DON'T HELLA KNOW! Anyway,I've invited some people by sending out emails but it doesn't mean i'm playing favourtism here,my friends are most welcome to read. I had to do this because there's no way I can just stop whom I don't want to read my blog.

Anyway,two papers down! I wouldn't say it's bad at the same time I wouldn't say its superbly well done. I don't want to be too postive yet too negative about things,I've given my best,whatever that happens it is then. I will continue to give my best to the remaining papers hoping that things would turn out to be the way I wish it to.

I have 12 more papers to go! Wish me luckkkk..and god,please continue to give me ur guidance. =)

I hereby announce......



THE WAR BEGINS TOMORROW!

There's only 1 thing I'd like to carry with me thru this 1 month long war



ALL THE KNOWLEDGE MISS TOR,MR.NYIAU,MR ROLAND AND MRS KAMINI had imparted in me for the past 2 YEARS.


All those sitting for A levels,be it that you are my friend,classmate or whatsoever so long you're sitting for A levels, we're in the same boat,I wish you all THE VERY BEST.

A little prayer here,

God,Please stay with me,bless me and guide me. Amen



LET THE WAR BEGINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!

but before that,sleep first ey..ha! Nite nitee:p

Siiiighh..kids thesedays are SPOILT if I may say! My lil cousin nicholas who is turning 5/6/7 either one of that figure will be throwing a BIG POOL SIDE PARTY and the food will be catered by EMPIRE HOTEL CATERING?! at one of the location in bandar which I WILL NOT BE ATTENDING! Apparently it's this sat and my youngest bro will be going since he's currently on his 2months+ long holiday. Wah lau man kids thesedays,they receive huge huge pressies,huge load of FUN! All my lil cousins have their houses loaded with TOYS!

My mum has already had the present ready,all wrapped up nicely and it's a pretty big one. Ji jealous yi xia but then don't have to buy toys for me la,give me that money,I'll use it to buy smth else. Hahaha..who knows it's SOFT TOYS which I could place beside my bed? Cute cuteee....=)


Anyway today was extra ordinary. We had a super last min plan to buy present for my two darlingS. It came as a surprise to them which was what we wanted. Hahaha..so all went well thank god. It was to mark the TEACHER'S DAY;)! We were chasing against time basically because it was already 11ish. Ah sim had to leave for bandar around 12+ so her flowers were made to deliver by 12pm. By 12.30 I still did not receive any phone calls from her and I was starting to be worried just in case she left before the flower was delievered but at last she called and the whole convo was FUNNY! As for ah lou,we sent the present to her house because we thought sending flower would be a dull idea as she had received it twice already.

Ah lou's dad : Who is that?
Syl : Uncle,it's me,cheryl's student. I wan to pass her smth
Ah lou's dad : Ohh okay...
Syl : Don't tell her ah..
Ah lou's dad : HUH?! DON'T TELL HER?


Hahaha...uncle lim,it's meant to be a surprise maaaa:). Anyway,both mission was accomplished. Thank GOD! BUT in the midst of it,I revealed the truth when I told ray and syl not to reveal anything. Actually,I wouldn't have to but aiyah at that time I couldn't think of ways,I should have put my mobile aside while I talk to ah lou and get back to ah sim so the plan of pretending could still go on. Well, at times it's perfectly alright to be S.T.U.P.I.D! It's my nature after all..MUAHAHAHHA:P! Really very the sorryyy ahhh....




HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY NICHOLAS BABY=) Muackks muacckss

Silent night, a lonely night
I didn't mean to wake you up I was leaving anyway
We never asked each other why
We only made each other cry

When the day becomes the night
And all that I have left inside is scattered on the wind

Didn't I give you all that love could bring
Didn't I give you more than everything
You know it hurts to end like this, when we've come so far

Don't tell me love is blind
Cause I know what I see
Tell me how you walk away when all you've known is me
And all that might have been
And what we left behind
Don't ever let a living person tell you love is blind

Memories of summer days
Laughing like a little child and lying in your arms
And we would own the stars like days of old
We'd make a vow to have and hold

Now we see the empty stage
The actors gone the empty page
The tears between the lines
Save me from these wild imaginings
Try to stop my heart remembering
Acting like there's someone else, when there's only me
So tell me what to say
Tell me what to do
Tell me how to walk away when all I see is you
Shadows on the wall
Pictures in your mind
Never let a living person tell you love is blind


Only god knows how much I love this song now! Obsessed man! Ive been repeating it over and over and overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr again! I can't resist it because the lyrics is just beautiful phrased! I'm not too happy today after getting back my P3 maths paper. Lower than I expected though it wasn't bad but I'm pissed at myself for THROWING marks away..SERIOUSLY THROWING them because of carless mistakes. I looked back at it and there's only 2 sub ques that I didnt know how to do,as in i got it totally wrong. I threw a couple of marks coz I used pencil to show part of the working. I'm this worried because it would give me very negative thoughts about not getting A in the real exam if I don't get it on that paper. I so wanted to msg miss tor yest night to ask about it but I didn't la in the end.

Me: Miss tor,u only give me 1 mark here=(
Miss tor : You use pencil maa..this is part of the process,in real exam no mark also.
Me: sigh..but shown correctly lei
Miss tor :You laa..pencil pencil. If i dont do this,u won't learn. So don't give u marks...u better dont do this in exam.


Yeah! I know NO PENCIL allowed..I KNOW I KNOWWWW!! Sigh...but I act differently! Pfffttt!! I don't know what the heck is going on but I have been reading questions wrongly,seeing wrong figures and stuff. I seem to misread alot of things lately and it's getting on my nerve coz I don't know what's wrong when I'm so sure that my working is correct. I think I'm just too stressed,I need to take it eassyyy...BREATHH!!


Slow and steady wins the grace..I'm trying to set a new one..FAST AND STEADY wins ALL!

If one day you wake up and found that I'm gone for good,don't feel sad.

Smile for me that I've finally came to realize if we continue to walk down that path it's gonna be a waste of time.

Smile for me that I'm now working for my future.
Smile for me because I will find someone who would love me more.
Smile for me because you know I would not have to suffer anymore.
Smile for me because you know I will definitely be in a better place.

Because I wouldn't be able to fake a smile myself,so each time you smile,deep down my heart is doing the same.


And most importantly of all......when u look back at this very day


Smile and be proud of what we've been thru' together.

Am I in DENIALS?











OR














I just needed more time to realize?

BACK! I know I hadn't blogged for couple of days,didn't quite have time. Schools back once again but at the same time before I knew it's the end too. Hahaha..today is basically the last day. I won't be there on sat and that's the beginning of study week. However,I've got to go back for a couple of days for two subs that is phy and maths. There will be LESSONS!

Have yet to really take a look at the schedule but I supposed it's gonna be tedious. At least at the back of my mind I remember it is while jotting down the time and dates.

Anyway,nothing so happening really except that I did something wrong in GP and was scolded=(! I would say,I was talked to in a rather unfriendly way but who to blame? MYSELF! I deserve it anyway so yeah! Ohh..did I say I screwed up my essay? Haha..I SURE DID!

Today's P3 test was rather challenging ehh! Godd...after finishing I was totally BLURR! Brain was exhausted man and there was this particular question which i still can't freaking prove. I'm gonna try it tonight again,soooooooooooooooooooooooo ANNOYING to not be able to get it!


RAWWWRRR!!

FINALLY here comes the FEVER!


First day of school and I'm on MC! Perfecto=)!


Yest night was hella terrible! Pounding headache,barely slept,vomitted whatever I had in escapade. My tummy was basically empty for the whole night. I only had SKY JIUCE!

Currently on medication but medicines prescribed were weird.

1)cough syrup
2)Flu tablet
3)paracetamol
4)tablet for sorethroat.

I was expecting antibiotic because I'm sucha "PRO" that each time tonsillitis strikes which means it inflames next comes fever! It has always been that way eversince young because my tonsils appear to be bigger than others thus I have to be very careful with any food intake. I intended to have the tonsils taken away but doctor adviced NO unless it bothers me ALOT ALOT!

Tonsils actually act as a filter..for more details..pleaseeeee google. Hah!

Anyway....that's about it!


I'm feeeliiinggg WEEEAKKKK!!

Had dinner in western buccaneer yest night,just to comment abit on the food,rather disappointing! I guess it's coz there were TOO MANY people so I guess they were pretty much messed up. Imagine their french fries were soggy!

Me: They must have like fried it one go and then put it there for quite sometime
Lawyer: You ask them to fry one by one for u maaa....(sacarsm)
Me: Nooooooooo..that's not what I meant laaa! As in they should fry that portion for a particular meal.

Act smart somemore ma this lawyer! Hahaha! I learnt 3 words from him but it;s mandarin so can't type it out! Damn funny laaa....very much entertained by him.

It was raining cats and dogs,thunder and lightning! Went home right after dinner,did chemistry and slept! Oh nooo man,sch's starting tmrw! So NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT looking forward lor. Sien...


Anyway.....




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMYYYYYYY=)



And



Kevin Ngo Jeng Faat=)



Dinner in escapade tonight.

Tata..

Wednesday - Headache






Thursday- Tummy Ache





Friday(today)- SORE THROAT?!


Conclusion- FALLING SICK?!


God,NO! Please...not at this time pleaseeee....

KEEP ME SUPER HEALTHY AND BRAIN ACTIVE for the coming 1 whole month! BLESS ME WITH STRONG RESISTANT IMMUNE SYSTEMS AND NON STOP GENERATING BRAIN CELLS!



I NEED THEM! Or maybe..someone shower me with TLC? Ahaha..might cure? Hahaha....lolss! JK! Hey,I'm doing "RESEARCH" okay..ahah! Pathetic excuse there=)

This post is SPECIALLY FORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR



THE CROWN PRINCE....Lolssss


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!

Love loveeee=)

Hi people! I have a terrific news to share today! I officially announce that I'M A MOTHER OF TWO! I have a daughter and a son now:)! Don't ask who is the father because.........I DON'T KNOW! AHAHA! Now,take a look at her..

I named her as Rajamani Tamilselvi
Height is 97cm and weighs 15KG!
She is currently in kindergarten:)!

But hey,I have problem pronouncing her name even! Sorry ahh..first time as a mom,it takes sometime okay..thru practise I'll be a better mom. Lols!!


Secondly,my son:)

I named him as Zaw Thiha
Height.......?
Weight......?

Sorry but I don't know my son's current weight and height. I will measure his height and weigh him if I get to see him one day. HAHAHA!


Alright,my "CHILDREN"

"Mummy" has always been proud of u as "mummy" can be and there's only one thing "mummy" expect from you two that is to study well and be a successful person in the future. Although "mummy" hasn't been by ur side eversince the day u were born,"mummy" is glad that now "mummy" gets to see both of u and be able to be part of u two by sponsoring you two. Wink winkkkk..haha! ❤❤

I wish u two all the BEST in any and everything u two wish to take and may your life be as smooth as it possibly could be.

Save livess....SPONSOR WHENEVER POSSIBLE:)


Before I leave...SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslims=)



Tata..

Bugger!! Bloody headacheee!!! What's the problem?! I still need to revise mann!

Anyway,I went out today! And I HELPED WASH A CAR! What so big deal right? I know but it's my first and what's more to that is that I washed OTHER PPL'S car and not even my own? Lolss...It was tracy's carr!!

Uncle simon: I can't afford to hire pretty girl to wash car wor..
Me: Haha! This is demo only..pay me the next time round;)!

Wink winkkkk...I certainly can't just stand there and let mosquitoes suck the hell out of my blood so I MOVED by working that is. Hahah!!!

Before that,went to jee juan for tea. After washing the car we went for PING PONG!

My currently new sport? Badminton is on hiatus baby! NO PLAYERSSS!!! :(!


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