Wednesday, August 29, 2007 6:45 PM
IM VERY TIREDDD!! Well, Supposed to get a short nap but just finished talking to syl on the phone..haha! Yeah,we're busy with our PLAN to THE EMPIRE HOTELL!! Hope everything's gonna go as planned then we gonna have FUN FUN FUN!!! HOLIDAYY!!
Reached home at 3pm jsut now..ALL EXHAUSTED! MATHS for two hrs straight..siao! Every wed also like that,plus its afternoon. SLEEPY! Ms tor was saying "SOMEONE FALLING ASLEEP ALREADY" which is obviously pointing to me as I'm happily sitting in front:D! Then I asked for break for around 15mins..muahahha!! Homework is almost almost done..luckily no hpy hmewrk recently which is like soo suanngg! Hahhaa..he gave us alot of ques previously and they're LONG QUESTIONS..NEED GRAPH AND ALL RUBBISH! Time is flying really really fast...not long alter im gonna sit for AS which is the DOOM DAY! Trying my best..I must say A LEVEL IS NOT A YEAR OF HONEYMOON! Got to mug and mug like siao...So peeps out there,if u consider doing A level,THINK AGAIN:D
Luv,
JeSS
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Friday, August 24, 2007 9:28 PM
FUSSHHH larr really,damn frusss NOWWW!!
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Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:32 PM
First and foremost, I would like to express my sincerest gratitude to lipin and karen for putting soo much effort into making the video so that it sees the light of the day. Very much apprecaited and again I couldn't help it but to say sorry for not being able to spend so much time..heard from lipin she did the vid 4 times. I know it aint easy!
Secondly, I have something to confess! Yest was the Inter-district badmiton tourney..the whole story and formation goes like this...
Single I- Jess yeo siao yien
Single II- Shim wei jhien
DoubleI- Elaine ching and lo xiang
DoubleII-Jess yeo siao yien and shim wei jhien
SingleIII-Elaine ching
I won my single but shim unfortunately lost her single,she was somehow carried away..she didn't perform well, she was wayy behind what she's capable of doing and honestly it really disappoints me. So now its 1-1 for both sides and the match that we decided to sacrifice was the
DOUBLE I coz we know it so well that we wouldnt make it thru'. That was planned soo okay,no effect! Then its currently 2-1..Me and shim went into the court, I gave myself to it..I didnt care for ANYTHING AT ALL BUT TO WIN AND MAKE IT ON PAR. YES! THANK GOD,ME AND SHIM AMDE IT THRU' and now its 2-2. Now,it all depends on the last set that is the last single played by elaine..before she stepped into the court I told her "I'VE GIVEN MY BEST TO IT AND I HOPE YOU'LL BE ABLE TO WIN THIS MATCH" She said "OKAY OKAY" I did have confident in Elaine that's why I fought hard for my double in the first place. Things started to change when she was half way thru' the first match,she seems very annoyed and couldnt perform well,she couldn't calm herself. I knew it soo well from her expression that she's under pressure. She blamed herself for small mistakes that she does yet was very determined! She went on but lost the first set. When the points reached 21,she came out and was given a min rest to both sides. She was exhausted as she was breathing heavily..Later,she stepped into the court again.. she was leading..when it was 16-13, everything came to an end..she looked pale and couldnt catch her breath..my coach told me that she isn't okay,sylvia and I immedaitely went into the court to hold on to her..she just lean on us..she couldn't stand on her feet,all WEAK! However,she kept insisting that she is okay and wanted to continue but i told her "NOO!! YOU CAN'T EVEN STAND PROPERLY HOW ARE U SUPPOSED TO CONTINUE PLAYING" That was when the umpire decided to give 5 mins break but the other sch was sorta making a fuss bout it and I then decided to call it off(forfeit) coz there's no way for elaine to recover in 5 mins and play again..I knew she couldnt take it anymore. At the time when she was all pale and expressionless she asked me "YOU DONT WANT ME TO WIN MEH?" There was a brief moment of silence and my eyes were watery, I told her I DO NOT CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE,JUST WANT HER TO REST AND THATS IT. What really hurts me is that she's doing it for me..seeing her not being able to breathe normally yet still cared so much how I would feel really breaks my heart. I never never knew I had given her such great pressure/impact. She kepts apologising and I feel soo guilty each time. She's mentally determined by physically unable to endure. Nevertheless,Elaine ching,I knew you've done your best and I'm really proud of you. I've never blamed you at all so there's no need of u to blame yourself so my other team mates.
Conclusion,we lost not because my team mates weren't good. They're put in their best. It was ME who caused the whole thing to come to an end,If only I had told elaine to do her best and not putting in mind that we have to win,Perhaps thing would have happen differently. I've learnt something from it and I truly enjoy the day with all of you out there. The support that my lovely friends,coach simon,miss cheryl and mr.ong,of course my unforgettable team mates had given..
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!It isn't all about winning,It's about experiencing. I consider ourselves champions because we've won our FRIENDSHIP! The love and care given at that criticat moment was worth remembering.
To st.andrews, CONGRATULATIONS! Wishing all of you the best for your next match and i hope to play with you guys again in the future. Thanks for the help as well..
Take care!
Luv,
JeSS
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Saturday, August 11, 2007 1:07 AM
"LIFE HAS ITS OWN SWEETNESS AND BITTERNESS,IT'S ALL ABOUT CHALLENGES AND ENDURANCE. WE MAY NOT BE ABLE TO LGIHTEN YOUR BURDEN BUT WHATEVER UPS AND DOWNS YOU MAY FACE IN THE FUTURE,WE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU,FOR OUR LOVE HAS NO CONDITION,WE GIVE IT ALL TO U"
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Friday, August 10, 2007 11:34 PM
AHAHHAA!! KAREN,YOU'RE DAMNN FUNNY!! I couldn understand the "WEIRD" atmosphere that arise when that guy said that sentence to u! HAHAHHAA...ohhh yeah,karen is currently on MSN with me and im here blogging immediately. Wahh seehh..well,nothing actually coz I'm suffering from SHORT TERM MEMORRRY DUE TOO errr I dont know all the infos I have to keep in my head for exams so all these so called minor things when compared will be erased almost immediately? :(! Soo sooo better take this chance to reveal ur secrets as they wont be kept for a long period in my mind:D
Long weekend ahead! YAY! CELEBRATE! Anyway,will be seeing chun this weekend..fitness zone opening cermony on sunday morn and I guess i'll be seeing him on sat night le ba coz hui hui and kk's bday dinner! Soo yeah...here comes family again. Sighh...was kinda hapy with my maths mark..86%! Yay...its
GRADE A! blaaa...physics coming soon,its on tues! BLA BLA BLAAA!! RUBBISH! Hate ittt....then chem dont know when yet. The next big day falls on 18th AUG!
FIRSTLY, DEAREST JESSICA HSUAN'S 37TH BDAYSECONDLY, DIABETES EXHIBITIONTHIRDLY, BADM TOURNEY,REPRESENTING MY DISTRICT! IF AND ONLY IFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF WEE MAKE IT TO THE FINALS AND BE CHAMP,THEN WE'LL BE NATIONAL PLAYERS! But thats a long way to go..we shall take it step by step.
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Thursday, August 02, 2007 6:05 PM
Things hadn't go so well lately. I've got soo many things pilling up but the time is just 24hrs! How much I WISH time would be proportional to the amt of work given! SIEEENN!! Sadd life lar...it revolves around sch and work only..another say less than 2 months to AS! I seriously dont know if im able to make it thru',damn challenging!
I have two big things up on 18TH AUG! Diabetes exhibition in otehr schs and in teh afternoon will be bdminton tourney against either sports sch or putri masnah(both in bandar). So it means I'm gonna miss sch the whole day and I HOPE there wouldn't be any test on that particular day. Aihhh...progress test falls between 4th to 21st aug! I mean not everyday. Like maths its on 7th and phy on 14th,apparently chem will be on 21st and GP not told yet.
Went to carol's hse to finish the diabetes proj..hahaha! I think we sorta get into the work now coz there's only 16 days left to the exhibition soo we focus more unlike the previous times we went to carol's hse,we were simply chatting,gossiping and bla bla bla..doo all sorts of rubbish! Hahhaa..its almost done and if everything goes as planned,should finish within this week or beginning of next week.
Having party tonight in zhao ren's house..he's leaving for UK soon. Got scholarship..see smart ppl! 8 or 7 straight A's! SMART ARSE! GRRR!!!
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