Good morning again,I came across this fantastic email,my heart really sank in while reading. Take a short break and have a read if you even bother to.

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.



The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old..



The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'



Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny,

are you sure I don't have enough money?''



The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''



Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.



The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.



Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.



'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.



She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'



I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.



But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'



His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''



My heart nearly stopped.



The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'



Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.'



'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'



Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.



I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check

again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''



'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.



The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'



Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!''



'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''



'My mommy loves white roses.'



A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.



I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.



I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.



Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young

woman and a little girl.



The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical

state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the

life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.



Was this the family of the little boy?



Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.



I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.



She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.



I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is

still, to this day, hard to imagine.



And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.



Ignore it as if it never touched your heart.



The value of a man or woman resides in what he or she gives, not in what they are capable of receiving.

Gaahh...I have tears running down my cheeks AND I had this stupid dream yesterday night, I wouldn't call it a nightmare but was a sad one,the next thing I know,my cheek and pillow was wet! Lolss..I never cried during my sleep..that's the first time ever! Anyway...have a nice day people:)

Ta dahh! Home again! Had dinner in buccanner with lou and syl just now! Rather romantic isn't it? Hahaha..shared caesar salad and club deluxe sandwiches with ah lou because I had a small bowl of fried rice at 5pm and she said she wanted to eat wonton at home after this dinner as well but she didn't in the end instead I came home feeling bit hungry still,I sat down with my dad,had bit of fried rice and mixed fruit cocktail with daddy:)! Father and daughter bonding,mom came in for a bit to kaypo for a while..hehehe! We went to soon lee for a bit after having dinner and we bumped into TRACY AND SHERLINE! Well,was supposed to have dinner with them but then I was taken already. Well...say what lei? Hahhaa..first come first serve:)

Not only did we see tracy adn sher,I saw jason too and we were told that there's drinking session in gav's hse tonight but then sorry thats not where I should be. NOT MY PLACE YO! Hahaha...tracy,sher and syl will be there..these 3 LIFELESS PPL! Hahaha joking joking..I had to come home coz I've got chem to do.

Jason : Go laaa....just go only..you know the ppl there one
Me: Don't want la..not where I should be..i don't drink
Jason: Go laaa..we do chem there!
ME: Hahaha..very funny also horr uuu..byeeeee:D

Anyway,you ppl can enjoy drinking. Hahaha..trace,sher and syl's parents are all away currently. Coincidentally,all three in bandar. Lolss..

I'm starting to feel sleepy already so I guess I better start off with chem before I sleep and JESS YEO SIAO YIEN STOP PROCRASTINATING!

Good morning birdies and plants,good morning people,GOOD MORNING THE WORLDDD!! Lolss...I dont think i've blogged in the morning? This is perhaps the first if not the second time only. Anyway,that's not the point.

I went out for dinner yesterday night to escapade AGAIN! Well,I shouldn't actually be saying AGAIN because I asked for it:D! Hahaha...They were nice enough to accompany me,and they include my ah lou and syl:D! Weeeehheee....as for my other part AH SIM,she OVERSLEPT! someone pls teach me how to forgive her? Ray had another dinner with mr.chong zhao ren in jolene. After dinner,syl dropped me home to take my house key and after that we went to pick na jie up! She's freaking on man..she brought two bottle of hardy's! Headed straight to lou lou's hse. They played lammi while I just sit and watch,chit chat and have fun! We were expecting ah sim to be right there already. The ever so smart her actually went to escapade to look for us but we left. She went around 9ish I suppose. She did msg and said she's gonna give us surprise and there goes her surprised nobody got it! Hahahaha.... Apparently,she didn't BE..lieve we had left,she walked around a couple of times looking for us. I was thinking why would we lie? Sighh..her expression was so funny when she said she didn't BE..lieve we had left..sighh,my darling..very the cute lorr!

Ohh did I mention that we saw some really "nice scenes" in escapade,hahaha! My darling ah lou kept commenting on it..hahaha..At some point I did think it's bit too much specially "LOOKING INTO IT" but then if it was me I would quite do the same thing just that not SO much. For me,there's always limit to everything we do:)! We indulge in those moment for a bit everynow and then,that'll be just fine and good enough. Anyway,that's how they enjoy theirs.

After a whole night yesterday,I'm having backache now for some reason. I didn't feel like waking up this morning..it feels like it's the sympthom from my monthly friend but it's not supposed to be coz it just visited me like not too long ago! Why miss mee so muchh meehh? Lolsss...I don't know,maybe I got it from ah lou?..she's having backache too but mine is the lower back,or maybe it's due to badminton. God knows why..

I;m pretty please with my maths P3 paper,58/75 which is 78%. The highest is 61/75..which is i don't know,do the maths pls! Hehehe..When I was informed that mis tor was super pissed about that paper's result,I felt scared because I really thought that i've done it alright,I didn't find it tough tough..it was do-able and I was expecting something out of it because I prepared it much earlier. She gave back all the papers yesterday and it all was going good,she called one by one to the back of the class,where each of us sit down adn she go thru the p3 with each and everyone. My name being lettered Y is of course the last and so I was only sitting and chit chatting with ray,kar yee,elaine,chu han and whoever la..it was FUN! Hahhaa..I made two phone calls somemore,one to ah lou and one to ah sim:D! Hahahhaa....miss tor didn't catch me,she was too busy! I guess it was around 2.20pm, I was saying 'ohh no..mis tor hasn't called me yet..2.20 already wor" A few secs later..

Miss tor : Who has I not called?
Me: Raised both my hands up..SMILE AT HER
Miss tor: HEEHEHHEE...ur name is Y,u got to go home at 3 lor
Me: *with that look* Haaa? Seriously? no laa..don't want laa..hehehhe
Miss tor : Hehehe...


Right after kar yee..I went to her..

Me: Cherrr...
Miss tor : Okay okay..you! What's ur problem?
Me: my problem? it's close to A but not yet A..I need two more marks
Miss tor : Doiinkkk...you this ahh(we were supposed to let her know which one do we not know and not say what i've said! Hehe..i do know where i've done wrong la,i'll get the mistakes corrected myself)..can u find any extra marks or not? Maybe from other papers which I marked wrongly? find them from any of the papers and I add it in here.
Me: Don't have already wor..
Miss tor : Don't have ahh,actually it's 59/75 but due to one of ur inaccurate 3 sig fig I had to deduct one mark.
Me: You don't deduct that mark lor....but then nvm la..59 also not A. Nvm la..58 it is then
Miss tor: Hahahaha...okay laa..
Me: Okay...Can I go home now?
Miss tor : while recording the marks...mmm can okay can go
Me: Looking at her..I don't know if she's being serious or just merely answering me


I went to pack up my stuff...get back to her again..

Me: Miss torrr...I can leave now,yes? no?
Miss tor: Yahh..can can...okay class,whoever that have seen me can pack and leave.
Me: Okaayy miss tor...BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:D! Seeeee youuuu;)


IT WAS THE BEST 2HRS MATHS CLASS! Like market like that..hahah!! Partly coz I was in good mood also laa...coz I expected worst when I was informed that she's mad at our set. Yest was a good thurs,great morning,superb afternoon,fabulous night;)! Can it get any better? I guess not...:D


OHHH!! GOOD NEWSS! My uncle's wife gave birth to a baby boy yestt! Weeeehheee..happy happy! Another family member..another baby!! Welcome baby boyyy;)

If you hadn't been happy with yourself all these time,it's about time you wake up and RE..A..LIZE what you have got around you or within you because most of the time we tend to take things for granted. The following is perhaps a perfect piece of story as to why we should start to feel grateful with what we have and not ask for too much at ti

Here goes..


Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?

You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks,
everything seems to go wrong...

Read the following story... it may change your views about life:
After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.

I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.

He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India
that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and
touring India after a major setback.

He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother
chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in
the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old
child haunted him until today.

You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words-
- -TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.

Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.

Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to
the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0..25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.

Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he
distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly
handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.

He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job! , have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...

Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad?
Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe
the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one
hand to beg on the streets.

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the
realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that! we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,you
can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and
heartaches.

I received this as a forward mail. Beautiful piece of message written.

Back to my part today..I did NOTHING besides wasting time watching tv,online-ing,reading mags,searching the dictionary! Haha..it feels good and I did go out for abit to seria for DQ and walk around,after that down to kaybe again to get my eyebrow trimmed;). I shall be leaving home around 6ish for the badminton match. Super early dinner today man..and I'm eating alone...so sadd!!

I had this craving for sushi since this morning,wanted to go out for lunch with the gang but then my ah lou has class laaaaaaa:(! Anyway...that's about it for today laa..nth so happening! I'm just annoyed by somethings and I feel lost!

CANN YOU SMEELLLLL THE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM?!!!! Hahahha..I CAN I CAN! Lolsss....It finally came to an end,GOD THANKS YOU! The whole process was alright abit and terrible for some. Anyway,I get to at least be away from sch for one day tmrw since some of them still have bio P1. I'm not trying to get myself to do anything tonight and tmrw,I just want to be totally off books for abit before the cycle begins AND REPEATS ITSELF AGAIN! The BIG AND FINAL one is coming,it's NOW OR NEVER! I will give in my best and I'd hope for the best to come to me and I shall say no BUT!

As for noww..All I could think off and want to do is just take a good and short break,have a kitkat! Lolss..seriously,I think i need to recharge and not get burned out in the mid of the upcoming intensive revision.

"GOD, the coming days are gonna be tough I'm sure and I would love to have u by my side to guide me thru and to tell me that each time if there's any failure it's a stepping stone to being successful. I doubt I can do this alone so please please be with me under no circumstances and show me the light to the path which I'm supposed to follow. I REALLY NEED YOUUUU:("

Well welll welll..Had really great badminton matches just now! Hadn't been on court for quite sometime but based on the performance just now it wasN'T all that bad. I'll be having a match tmrw evening if nothing is postponed or canceled.

There has been pretty much thoughts flashing thru my mind lately..I don't think I'm supposed to be thinking about it but I just can't help it. I've tried to pull myself away as far as possible but somehow it seemed like the harder I try,the more I fall into it. I'm jsut trying to stay as who I'm and where I'm now,why is that even so difficult? Feelings like this is nothing but a TORTURE! Grrrrr...RAWRRR!! Somebody please hold me tight and bring me alongg...don't leave me behindd:(:(!





JI EMO YI XIA! Lolss....but yeah lorrr...sighhhss!

I Listened to MIN!! I'm back here again!! Sorry sorrryyy for not updatinggg..I know it's frustrating to open a page and there's no progress at all but schedule has been pretty shitty,I so want to bang my head on the wall man. Today is a bad bad sunday! I STUDIED FROM 8.30AM TO 4.30PM FOR PHYSICS and I continued again at 8pm at night till around 10! Goddd....I had ENOUGH! Why do i have to study so much? Hahaha..exam is just tmrw! Whats worse is that when I recalled what I've done,I felt like i've not studied anything for some reason and get so paranoid,worried and thus made me very annoyed!

I never felt so exhausted,the last time was when I was in sec 5 and I did the same thing for chem..8hrs straight and I collapsed right after the exam! My last paperS will be on tues! GODDD..IT'S MATHS P3!! Phy p1 which I doubt im gonna revise again,I see that TIME DOES NOT PERMIT! Haha! Blame timeee?


Ehhh...I don't know laa..I cannot think noww! I could only feel that my brain cells are telling me to stop and let them rest. And I will because I need them tmrw morning! Till then......gdnite;)

I WOKE UP AT 8.18AM TWICE IN A WEEK! Successive morningS lei..this morn and yest morn! Hahahaa....Lolss....yeah! OHH NOO!! MY MSN IS NOT WORKING ANYMOREEE!! NO smges can be sent,I think it's infected with virus and lately I have all these unknown ppl adding me asking for S.E.X! WTF?! Do I sound or look or make u feel that I'm really that FREE?! Helloo..I HAVE LIFE okay! So annoyed by them and then another one is FRIENDSTER! It's sooo out of control! Haiyerrr these ppl...Sighh!!

Chem went smooth today..hahahha! Happy Happyyy!! But then it was rather stuffy in the hall! The coming days are really hectic and I'm trying to rush thru syllabus so yup has been sleeping late waking up early! It's gonna end soon and I hope it all ends with a SMILE!

I had this "SOMEBODY TALK TO ME PLSSSSS" on my Ebuddy personal msg and when I came back from exam and yum cha I saw these

A: "I'm ur somebody...what do u wanna talk about?"
B: I'm talking to you nowww
C: What happened to youuuuuuuuuu? STRESS ahh?
D: Yess..what you wanna talk about?

Ray: I'm going crazy
Me: YOU'RE GOING? I ALREADY AM!
Ray: so you're dian po?
Me : I'm sen jing dian sot(mandarin) po:)

Hahahhaa....so funny also these ppl! I'm just stressed out abit laa...hahha! In the coffee shop,I had this convo with one of the owner there

Owner: What do u want to drink?
Me: I want to eat drink..ehh,I mean I want to drink....errr....
Owner :Weii...time is moneyyy
Me: Don't worry,I wont run away..okay I want milk tea
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Walking towards the kitchen

Owner :So? what do u want to eat? I cook for you
Me: Um..I want this noodle with ham and lots of vege
Owner : *repeating*...okay:)

I waited for quite a while lei and I wanted to tell him "weiii,time is money lei" but then it was one of the worker who served me. Hahahha..


I'M STRESSED! TMRW P6!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH....can somebody possibly understand me NOW? :(

AHAHAHHA! I can;t help but to laugh when I was greeted HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Lols..one of my friend thought that 818 is my birthdate because he said that he sees this number in my MSN and thought that it's my big day and so he sent me happy bday sms. Hahaha..I was like "huh? happy birthday? to me?"

Hahahhaa..oh well sim! It's very nice of you but do it once more when it's 27th nov. Hahahaha..anyway,I'll think that msg is for JESSICA HSUAN! Weeeheeee;);)!! Hahahha...Alright so anyway had phy papers today I thought it's pretty alright,hopefully it will be too but I'm not quite too sure about my design question. I hope it's sensible and at least applicable? And the weird thing is,elaine and I got the same ans for the whole of question 2! While comparing answer we were like "are u serious?!" All the same lei..hahah! Well,what can I say? GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE! ;)!



I was disturbed from my beauty sleep by syl! Was called up to go yum cha with ah sim and lou lou. The other interesting thing....not! was that there was one "pin tai lou"(canto) who followed us all the way to a shop! SHIT man! Damn scary,he waited for us outside the shop and luckily my dear friend heidi who happen to work there helped us by letting us go by the backdoor! GODDD!! Scarrryyy man! THANKS HEIDIIII;). I saw miss tor in town

Me: MISS TORRRR!! (SHOUTING FROM FAR)
Miss Toe: Heyyy!!! Result out already?
Me: Not yet ohh..sighhh...very worried lei! what are u doing here anyway?
Miss tor: Ohh no la,I want to buy slippers
Me: Ohhh...
Miss tor: Okay laa..

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Miss tor: Don't worry la you...
Me: Hehehe:D! Okay...byeeeeee:D:D:D

Then I told myself "Mmm..don't worry ahh..be good! enjoy" Lolsss

I have to remind myself constantly to not worry...it's working okay it is! I have ALOT of things to do tonight man. DAYM! Stats and chem..gullpp!! I wanna do maybe 2more stats paper or read chem first then do stats! Yeahh..read chem first coz wed is chem paper 4!


GOD, So far things had been going quite smooth,I hope more good news on their way and may my whole exam turn out to be great too and kindly guide me thru' this whole process. Amen!❤

I was tagged by my babyyyy minna!
state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself

I,JeSS Yeo

AM a BIG TIME PARANOIA!
HAVE to waste time walking around the hse or doing unecessary things before I start studying.
HATE ppl nagging and shouting at my ears
DISLIKE going to toilet in the middle of the night
AM AFRAID OF THUNDER AND LIGHTNING:(! I remain stationary each time there's thunder and lightning
LOVE watching horror or psychological thriller but I'm SCARED. Pfft! I want but I'm scared? Lolss
HATE taking pictures. my friends know me well
LOVE LOVE coffee,latte and what so ever of that sort..weehee:D
SPEND most of my time with books and computer. = double B - Boring and Bad!
AM very FORGETFUL:(
Get emotional easily and suddenly.
HATE to be accused and taken granted of!
DISLIKE ppl who thinks they are the greatest of all and think so highly of themselves.
HATE white chicken(chic rice for eg) or any chicken that still has blood on it!

Last BUT CERTIANLY NOT LEAST,

LOVE/HAS ALWAYS JESSICA HESTER HSUAN SUEN HUEN!

Okay,off to bed now...gdluck to me tmrw! May 18/8 be a good day for mee,PLEASEEE!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING JESSICA HSUANNNNN!!! LOVEE YOUUU

I've DECIDED that things cannot be changed whether u like it or not,whether or not you're STRESS bout it because whatever is done cannot be undone so I've DECIDED to wait and face it with all the courage and not be afraid of it because I HAVE TO CONTROL it and NOT BE CONTROLLED BY IT! Yesss...I'VE DECIDED! Whether I like it or not,I'd have to deal with it because at this point in time I cannot change the cards I'm dealt just the way we play the hand so I'm trying to ask myself to go towards it and not to move backwards. Life shouldn't be lived with full of fear,it should be a happy one so next time these stories and memories can be passed on to the next generation and the next next and next next next so it becomes something to be cherished and meaningful. It then becomes a beautiful picture that stays in everybody's heart without the need to paint. Well,I'm being emotional I know but YUPPP,I SHALL JUST FACE IT WITH NO FEAR! If it didn't turn out to be great,I would hope it wouldn't turn out bad although I of course wish it's gonna be great so I need not resit again but sometimes things just doesn't turn out the way u want or expect them to be but we can still always hope. There's a saying which I've always loved is that "Hope is the only gift we can give ourselves and it's the only thing that remains when all else are gone" Lose whatever,don't lose hope otherwise there will seem to be NO REASON at all as to why you SHOULD stand up on both feet again to work for it. OKAYYY??? I'm trying to convince myself okayyy....I've shared this with my family too and they've been trying hard to calm me down everytime,my mom said "why worry? cambridge examiners won't see this and so your grades or marks won't change,you're jsut torturing urself,what for? POINTLESS isn't it? You'll just end up in depression and by that time it's YOU WHO NEEDS A PSYCHOLOGIST"


The last line I told myself was "Have faith,trust and confidence,you'll be fine. Don't worry okay..you will be alright."


Okayyy....let's do a quick review...so far the exams had quite been alright i would say...some went great laa...overall so so lor. I'm also hoping that this time the qualifying is gonna turn out good too because grades will be forwarded to shell for scholarship. So yuupp..got to do well so I shall FOCUS!


Okay okay???? Yessss OKAYYYY!!

IT WILL BE FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

Ho laaaa peeepss! Chemistry prac just now was alright IN THE END but the whole entire process was really really muddling,I finished just 2 3 mins before the time was up but I should really thank god for that I managed to get all the cations. However,my first expt seems to be slightly inappropriate because my gradient was 0.5 and so I wrote it as 0 order instead of 1st order. Apparently, some who got the same gradient as I did,they just wrote 1st order,I thought of doing so too but I thought it's bit not sensible because 1 and 0.5 is indeed very far. so yeah...anyway..we'll see!

After the chem prac,I felt really blurr...hahahha! I think i was too tense in the lab la..I was so afraid that I'm not gonna finish because the tests needed to deduce cations were indeed very troublesome though there's only 5 expts to carry out. Sighhh..I was doubting all the way while doing the salt analysis because most of my observations seem to be NO REACTION! Buttt anyway,the important thing is that I got all the cations correct la...THANK YOU LORD!

Ba2+,Mn2+,MG2+!

Hmm...phy prac tmrw afternoon! I so need to go thru them again tonight and get some other stuffs done laa if possible. So yup,I guess that's about it? I'm very lazy to blog la thesedays..sighh! I can't quite recall every single thing I do.

Ohh actually right after chem prac I wanted to go out for bread or some light food coz I didn't have my lunch but Syl didn't want to go out,ray didn't want to,ah sim was busy doing work in sch though she can make it but I thought only both of us,not so fun therefore CANCELLED! HOW COULD YOU PEOPLEE? NOT CARE ABOUT MEEE? Sobbbb....nah,actually I understand why syl can't...girl,you'd better start working hard hard hard now ahh..else the next person who's gonna lecture u isn't gonna be only ONE PERSON but WHOLE GANG!

We do this because WE CARE! We "RE...A...LIZE" we have to care:)! Lovee yaaa darl;)

yuu huuu! Beijing OLYMPICSSS! Lolss...so high! You see,I'm as busy as those beijing oplympics participants could be..i has like sooooo many calls today and msges! For the past few days..ive sent a total of what? 175msges..to who? I also don't know lorr...I asked myself "got so many meeehhh?" Lolsss...Anyway,went YUM CHA AGAIN today before going for badm..brought ah sim and syl along for badm too and ah sim damn cute one laaa...see her doing sportss!! Ahahahaa...ray that lazy bumm,ask him to go he didn't want to but he said he wants to go on diet and I dragged him out for yum cha...hahaha,don't need to thanks me la. Hahaha...actually,I should be grateful that he didn't bomb me coz I was supposed to wake him up at 2.30pm from his nap but I FORGOT! I woke him up only at 3 coz I was studying myself and only when I wanted to get ready to go out I said "OHH MY GODD! RAYYYY!!!" When I msn him

Me: wake up lorr..
Ray: Wait for u to wake me up for exam,die lorr
Me: Weeii..I'm studying chem...sorrryyyyyy. K la,I go get myself ready first..

I can tell u that I've been forgetting alot of minor things lately so pls dont pass me any task. Besides ray's thing,I also forgot to inform ym dad that his friend asked me to pass him msg regarding playing golf in miri TODAY! And when did I tell my dad? TODAY ITSELF..see,I'm soooo efficient? yessss? Hahahhaa...I totally forgot until I felt rather uncomfortable seeing my dad around at home and when my lil bro mentioned something bout golf only then I said "OHHH NO..DEAD MEAT!"

Me: Paaa....I forgot to inform u that uncle kho asked u to confirm with him bout today's golf in miri
Dad: Nahh..u tell me now ONLY?!
Me: aiyaaahhh paaaa...sorrryy ahh..I really forgot..I dont know whats wrong with my memory..jammed already leii
Dad: Haaa? Seeiii lorr...
ME: then howww?
Dad: No how lor...how to how again?





Bro: No laa..dad told uncle kho that he doesn't want to coz dad will be accompanying mummy down to miri this sunday


Me: Ohh yeah harr...cheyyy!! Very good acting horr paaa...Anyway,what did u tell uncle kho when he asked u why didn't u confirm?
Dad: My daughter didn't tell me anything lo..
Me:WHAT?!!!! Sighh...luckily he isn't the sch principal noww..(he was previously)! BAD BAD IMPRESSION!


Omega 3 fish oil also not helping me leei....tsk tsk tskk! GONE CASE man! Sighh..anyway,going off to bed noww..nite niteee

Back again but for a short post! Yest was the first paper for Qualifying exam..GP! Hard to say how I've done it..hahha! It depends on how the teacher sees it:)!

My essay topic was "THE TRUE SPIRIT OF OLYMPIC HAS BEEN LOST, DO YOU AGREE?" My points are all for this topic because I think that it has indeed been lost. I went from playing for the sake of money to doping,to corruption,to violence and what was once called 'sports" isn't much the same anymore today. Who would deny that isnt it? There's always some truth when we say winning is much more imp than the participation and experience/lesson learnt. Anyway...we'll see how it goes. Paper 2 was I don't know,hard to score? The most UNLUCKY part of yest that I left my spects in the exam hall and I had to strain for the rest of the night. Sighhh...I have friends who are so SWEET....

Me: Min, HAIYERRRR...I LEFT MY SPECTS IN SCH LEEI!
Minna: HHAHAHA..THAT'S FUNNY!
Me: WEEEEIII!!! Tell you also no use one lei,laugh at me tim,say what leh like that?
Minna: Careless also..so "lun zun"
Me: I haven't told my dad leii..


Laterrr.....

Me: Elaine,I left my spects in sch ohh..
Elaine: Why so careless?
Me: Careless? don't know bo..it's my nature.
Elaine: Ohh yeah hor..I forgott!
Me *thinking* :Uhh..very helpful of you!


Theeennn...I went to tell my parents! Hahaha..I said

Me: Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,I left my spects in sch lei

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Me: smiling smiling...tmrw is friday wor..nvm la,I'll get it on sat! :D:D:D

YAY! Phewww~~

Alright,got to go now...MAY TODAY'S BIG EVENT THE OLYMPICS RUN SMOOTHLY!

HELL IS COMING UP! Cambridge A level exam's schedule is out..and here it is!
My qualifying starts on thurs...ITS A BIG WAR and now this is THE BIGGEST ONE! You see..we study in A level for TWO YEARS...17,520HOURS and it's all shorten into just that number of days and hours and it DETERMINES YOUR FUTURE! Think about it...critical isn't it? Gooddd...

It's time to cut off from whatever possible..be UNCIVILIZED AGAIN! Hahaha...anyway,I guess i shall be shot by miss tor tmrw early in the morn due to some issues,NOT MY ISSUE but Im involved now because the evidence is with miss tor now so tmrw when she passes it back to me,I might get some lecture. The whole story has nothing to do with me INITIALLY but I guess it didn't end it the similar way as well...it's a small matter la really but it was made sorta big for some unknown reason,I was off sch already by then so wait till tmrw and I shall see what's gonna come BUT I'd try my best to explain for my other friend as well as myself! Because what my friend held in her hand this morning during maths class was MY piece of work..that's why I'M IN too. Oh well...no worries laaa my dear syl,I'll try to do some explanation alright.


Okay,signing off now! Bubyeee....

Look at the time now..I just had my bath! I'm supposed to feel fresher after it but in fact i feel cold and wants to sleep so badly but i've still got some undone which I think I would want to continue tomo. Can I? Somebody give me a sure ans plss... I'm super sleepy now,I didn't get to sleep in the afternoon coz syl called me up to talk to me and so after that we went yum cha! So, me,lou lou,ray,syl,ah sim ended up in the coffee shop! Ah sim was being sucha good girl..haha,she was home already when she saw my message and I persuaded her to come out again and she did,her house is like 20mins away? Hahaha..good girl good girl but I promised her something in return which I HOPE I will be able to do it coz it won't be me doing the decision on that thing promised but ah sim I would love to go with you if possible. Please do understand my "fu sam"(canto)! Hahahhaa...:p

Stayed in the coffee shop for quite a while..my poor syl was damn hungry...hahah! Didn't have anything ever since morning,who can blame her right? So anyway,GENERAL ASSEMBLY in the morning,I wasn't late but was stopped by a teacher on my way to the PS area as I wanted to put my bag..

Teacher: Head that way to the hall now
Me: I would like to place my things first,is that okay?
Teacher: Where? in the classroom?
Me: No no..in the ps area only.
Teacher: Okay:D

Great that the teacher was being polite as well NO TROUBLE CAUSED,YOU'RE HAPPY I'M HAPPY;)..I guess if it was that discipline master he would have been more annoying and I will annoy him too if he didn't allow me to go up. Up the stairs to the ps area takes what? less than 1min and I'm sure that won't make a difference so yeah:D! It was a really long assembly and it was so stuffy in there man,I rather go to class! Theeennnn before I could even start talking..everybody started off with "wahh,jess yeo..ehard u were tipsy/drunk huh?" I was like "errr? What? When? Nooo..I was perfectly fine..see:D" Hahahaha...yeah I was and people were surprised as well coz never in my life had I taken so much alcohol and I always give it to someone else to drink it for me..so it's like A SURPRISEEEEEEEE! Nvm la hor...experience maaa:D

EXAM IS STARTING ON THURSSS....DENG DENG DENGGGG!! Goodluck peeps..I'm going off noww...ciaoooo:)

MY BRAIN CELLS ARE KILLED! Well,I had such a memorable night yest in zhao ren's party because I took quite a lot of red wine(at least to me,first timer) and was bit tipsy in the end wher eI then became the laughing topic to them! The entire night was about laughters only..and they made a fool out of me,I had no choice! I kept LOSING THE GAME! I had to gulp down 3 cups of full red wine in a GO! It's STRAIGHT MAN! But luckily..I had my darling lou lou to help me out abit or else I think,I'll look and talk in a much more stupid-er way! I tried to act normal but I just can;t..I started talking funnily. I pronounced ORANGE SQUASH AS ORANGE SQUAS and there was this red wine by the name HARDY I called it HARD DISK! Who can blame me right? I don;'t know what I'm talking about leiii....I anyhow repeated whatever people say. :D Is wear to god,the red wine that I had to take was SHIT! It was soooo YUCKIE! Tasted like tiolet water,it's dry and when it goes down the throat it has this burning sensation.

Anyway, when I left,they decided too because the main attention is gone. The FOOL IS GONE! Then sooo, I did a bit of chatting with ray..

Ray: see
Me: See what? go home already?
Ray: No la,still at zhao ren's hse..too drunk,can't drive.
Me: Ehh,syl RICH already or not?

Few sec later..
Me: Ehh..sorry...REACH i meant!
Ray: Haha,you're so drunk..she came back just now..send elaine home first! bah,I want to shower first.
Me: Say still at zhao ren hse..want to shower? Weii,I'm not so blurr lor...
Ray: At home already laaa...lols!

I know I know..I wasn't thinking properly..but I had a really good sleep! Damn shiok! I don't know if the effect is still in me or whatever but kar yee got confused when I replied to her msges.

Kar Yee: Hey,miss tor said which paper she wants to discuss tmrw? What time did u leave zhao ren's hse?
Me: She asked for J05 cambridge P3. 1.30am
Kar Yee : Huh? She wants to discuss P3,1.30am? you still drinking is it? lol
Me: KAR YEEEEE!! Nooo..u asked me which paper miss tor wants so I said P3 J05 and u asked me what time I went home..and the ans is 1.30am. you're so mean to laugh at me..
Kar Yee: Okay okay...sorry! Hahaha...You're too cute! You need some training man..
Me: Okay okay..nxt session again ahh...after exams! Don't kill ym brain cells any further now..THEY'RE MORE PRECIOUS THAN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! ;)

We'll see what funny stuff I can come up with again but for the mean time it's time for a STOP AND BREAK from all these parties or whatsoever. FOCUS FOCUSS!! Back to books noww...bubyee!

Sat morning sucks when assembly is ON! I was caught hiding in the car with a couple of friends:D! Caught by NOT TEACHERS(thank god!) but in stead by the prefects! Then all of us had to get out of the car...SHIT! They were holding something like a book and a pen and I was like "F! IN DEEP SHIT NOW!" I thought they were gonna ask for names but they didn't which was GOOD! They only told us to go for assembly. I purposely wasted time hoping that the assembly would end soon since it had started quite sometime ago and people were all sitting down listening to talk,it would be weird for me to walk in like that thus I didn't intend to go but still those freaking prefect won't let me go. They asked me the second time after seeing me lingering around and I said "yessss yess..i'm gonna gooo!" I took a deep breath and went with some other friends,well,what else besides being in the late line? A few teachers were looking at me with the SURPRISED look coz my dad was already there earlier on and why did I come only now? Well,don't need to know:D! I couldn't say or defend myself when the prefects attack right,I was on the wrong side afterall. You might think I'm in deep shit at the end of the assembly but THANK GOD AGAIN it was a close escape..me and some of my friends escaped to our respective rows while people were busy writing down their names SO MY RECORD STILL REMAINS TRANSPARENT! Wuhuuu....;);)!! Apparently,it's gonna be the last assembly already anyways:D! Haaa....my cute joy ho was damn funny!

Me: Joy! YOUR SOCKSSS!! (she wore blue,supposed to be white). Cover up cover up..I was busy pulling her skirt.
Joy: Nevermind,let them see..it's the last chance they can catch me anyways..if they don't catch now..there will be NO CHANCE
Me: Doinnkk...burst into laughterss!

Sighh..joyyy! Must u be sooo cute and adorable? Hahha.. So basically today was whole lot of fun even during break time we were like BIG KIDS! Joy brought this milo cornflakes and elaine brought honey star..back to when we were little,we used to eat it coz it tastes sweet so anyway guess what we did with it? WE PLAYED SHOOTING! How? our mouth was the goal:D! We stood a distance away and we used those small little cornflakes as balls! Hahahahhaa...me and ah kai basically we the high and crazy ones! My shooting was damn poor man..I threw it at his eyes,face,body but never his mouth! Hahaha...BUT he wasn't good too!! Hahaha...it ended up all on the floor really..DAMN FUNNY!

Physics class was damn HOT! Humid man..shit!Minna and I kept gossiping and mr.nyiau asked "so minna,what is so interesting? want to share?" Minna said "no la sir,gossiping" "Gossip after class lahh..gossips don't come out during exams oneee.." Silence momenttt


Okay..I'm having a party tonight..BBQ party! Zhao ren's bday! I want to EATTTT;) yumm yummm...Syl's picking me at 8ish..still got plenty of time to get ready laa! Slow and steady wins the graceee:D

It wasn't that she didn't have choices or chances,it was purely because she couldn't open up herself to the outside world. Her windows were tightly locked and she has bottled herself all these while. She has always had opportunities ringing beside her but she let it slipped away without even trying to take a hold of it. She's afraid that everything that is gonna come will remind her of the past which she does not want to face again at all even knowing that it might be a good start for her and not letting her closed it all up to herself again but her being nothing but stubborn chose to lead the life that she has been leading. She certainly doesn't find it really that comfortable because she knows it clear that she might be missing something good but somehow her heart is just reluctant to take any action instead she drove it away herself. That's because she didn't like the other party? The other party has not touched or moved her at all? The questions left unanswered. Now that she has revealed the untold,is she ready to start a new chapter or has she just placed the book down but still left it unclosed?


HAHAHA! Nice thoughts? I'm boredd..just finished doing maths! Let's see,I went yum cha today with ray,gav,ah sim,lou lou,syl,zhao ren! Well,ray suddenly showed up in my house which gave me a big shock..

Ray: Let's go let's go..yum cha,lou lou ask me to pick u up!
Me: Looking blurr..Huh? What? Now? Buttt...
Ray: Don't buttt liaw laa...change noww! I wait for u in the car...
Me: buttt..I wanna play badm already lei at 5
Ray: Play waht la,no need to play..let's gooo...CHANGEE!!
Me: Okay okayyy...but i'm asking gav some maths prob


Ray happily typing while I went to change,when I got out of the bathroom he said okay...let's move! got to pick gav now! I was like lolsss...that's fast! Whatever,I rushed lar..packed my badm stuff and zoomedd!! I was hungry but didn't quite felt like eating,had a slice of bread and tea only. I changed my badm time from 5 to 5.30 coz I certainly can't make it at 5 since I was still in town. So we left the shop around 5 and what really happened was ah sim and lou lou were trying to STALK on someone so we drove around town for like so longggg! Sighh..these two "CHILDREN!" I ended up late for badm lor..what to say leeii? My driver like that..hahah! Had really good games though..and it's sad to say that the no of people is so much lesser. There was only 6 of us there man! SO SADDD! Anyway,I came home..didn't have dinner as well coz I don't feel hungry,don't ask me why coz I cant ans you too.

NOOO! ASSEMBLY TMRWWW! ARGHHH! Sieenn ahh..please RAINNNNN! Rain in the afternoon better...cooler during phy class,can pay better attn? Hahhaha..So yup,we'll see if ray's sixth sense is accurate. Ciaooo noww...

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