1.The person who tagged you is?
-Alicia Jane Siu Lee Sun=D

2.Your relationship with him/her?
- Friendship;)

3.Your 5 impressions of them
- Petite,lady like,fun,talkative,sweetheart

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
- Being apart of me..hah

5.The most memorable thing they had said to you.
- Nth?

6.If they become ur lover, you will?
- G and G repel,Haha!

7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
- ??

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
- Uhh,Never thought of and I do not want it to happen. NO IF-S!

9. If he/she dies, you will?
- DON'T CURSE! CHOYY!! TOUCHH WOODD!

10.What is it you want to tell for them now?
- ILY? Hahaha....gdluck for A levelss

11.Your overall impression of them is?
- GREAT=D!

12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
- Errr....happy? wink wink..haha! I think they normally get "kek dao" by mee

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
- EVERY SINGLE THING!

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
- NOTHING=D

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
- MYSELF! I just love myself for who I'M!

16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
- THANK YOU! I appreciate it alot be it i just get to know u or it has been a long time.


Okay,I only have till 16 coz I don;'t know who to tag or whatsoever so the rest of the questions can't be continued. Hahaha...:p

Tata...

There's just too much uncertainties in life. We don't know when it's gonna come,in fact,at times we didn't even dream that it would happen to us. Thinking that he's the ideal/perfect guy to be with and suddenly you found out smth which just stabbed right thru your heart,not knowing what to do and wishing so much that you're just dreaming,it's nothing but ILLUSION! Everything just rushed thru' your mind for a min,you feel confused,unsure and u keep repeating to urself "noo,he won't do this...he wouldn't!" You try hard to believe you saw the wrong thing but facts never change,only we can change the way we look at things and start anew. In time as we go thru' these pain,we learn how to let go of it and not turn back as we step forward even if the step made forward was a forced one and believe that the future holds something more beautiful for us. It's awaiting....................

Time will heal the wound though leaving a scar,fate will bring someone to help cover up this scar as much as possible that you would not even see it once again despite it's still there.

All the best.

Call me a pro if u like!

1) I couldn't wake up in time for maths class this morning. I was supposed to be in school by 8,I was there only at 9.30AM! I only woke up at 7.30 to msg ray asking him not to wait for me after that..

Me: Dad..*shouting*
Dad: Ahhh?
Me: I'm going to sch at 9.30 only
Dad: Why so lateee??

But I was already closing my room's door..went back to bed.


Woke up at 8.30,ready by 9.15 but dad was eating bread so got to wait a little..

Dad: Why today so late?
Me: Errrrr...no actually,I just couldn't wake up..
Dad: HUH? Seiii lorr..don't need to go already la like that
Me: NEED! Till 12pm maa..it's only 9.30 now:)



I felt too tired,my whole body is sore man! Even now when I laugh the muscle aches. When I reached school,I wanted to just walk into the class but I was smart enough to walk pass and peep thru the window and see if by any chance miss tor is in,normally she wouldn't because from 8-10 she has her PRE U1 class so we'll be left doing maths papers but today was different. Thank goodness I peeped first,saw her inside,I vanished! I went to the PS area and UNLUCKILY I saw mr.lim!

Mr lim: ehh jess,no class?
Me: Got :D

He walked into the staffroom and I guess he kaypo-ed to miss tor and miss tor walked out looked at me FIERCELY

Miss tor: YOU'RE LATE IS IT?
Me: Yup

stared at me and walked away..

I was like OHH SHIT!! I'M IN DEEEPPP SHIT! I think she thought that I escaped her class but hell no man! I wouldn't do that laa..

A while later when everybody gets their break,I walked into room 38 where she was,sat down in front of her and said....

Me: Misssssss toooorrr(sofftlyy...)
Miss tor: Where did u go? *nicely*
Me: I woke up too late:D!
Miss tor: I slept at 1am yest night also..and the day before,I woke up at 8.30am lei
Me: Wahh..ji li hai yi xia...I also slept at 1am but couldn't wake up! hahaha..


I took the paper they did while I was not around,gonna do it at home. Hahaha..she's not angry! Can joke and story me somemore. Phewww!!


Went for lunch with trace after class.

I'm planning for movie tonight,don't know jadi or not. I wanna watch X files! It's either gonna be me and trace only or 1 or 2 more coming. And also,it's either I'm gonna buy the DVD myself or borrow from ray.

So yupp..did some revision from 1ish nearly 2pm to 4.30pm! Phy ONLY! *faint*

Second thing as to why I'm sucha pro was because I added too much water to the porridge while I was warming it up! It looked sooo,too dry in fact for me so I added water but little did I know it was too much. Sorry laa,don't know how to cook yet!

Maid: Why ur porridge so watery?
Me: I added water..hehe
Maid: WHY SO MUCH WATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRR?!!! U EAT PORRIDGE OR DRINK PORRIDGE?!
Me: Your porridge too dry laaa..
Maid: also nonit to add so much righttt?
Me: sluuurrppp...yum yummm:)!

It wasn't to the extent that we can just drink it la..

Can't be bothered already..too hungry! Hahahaha...:p!

Wah,so many convos ehh today..tired also! Anyway,I got to get ready for ping pongg! Tata...



BTW,Mangoes are flooding my kitchen! Neighbours keep giving and we have it in our backyard too..now that I talk about mango,how could I forget my DARLING AH LOU..she lovess it but too bad,she's in SG! :(!

Tataaaa ;)

Let's go back for a bit. Remember my last post about leaving them with one alternative that is coming to place for movie? Hahaha..they came but not for movie! They came to bring me out but then I was not free! I left my phone in the room,while I was outside the living room,the moment I return ah sim's call,they were already OUTSIDE MY HSE! I was in pjs and stuff so yeah I didn't join them. Ah sim came to use my toilet...haha! I so wanted to watch movie but

1)NO MOVIES
2)Ah sim felt rather tired...

moreover she has to go to bandar early this morning so called off:(! no business man my cinema..hah! They went to wywy yum cha after that. Syl kept saying that she felt extremely tired but the next thing I knew,she was in the car with them...PRO ALSO! Wanna say u slept in the car?

So todayy! I only did phy during the day and left for badminton rather early. Like FINALLY AFTER SO LONG! Back on court and what's up? CHEST PAIN! Fantastic eyy? Damn stuffy la SRC and I was OUT OF BREATH:)! Can't blame me what righttt? Havent played for so long..


I was saying this to eii min...

Sometimes when I go to bed at night,feeling all tired and exhausted from the entire day of studying,I wish that I have that someone who would under no circumstances pay attention to what I say and be interested in how I spent my whole day.

Eii min: You can call me,I also wanna talk to someone.
Me: You cannot be my other halff lorr..
Eii min: WHAT?! U DON'T WANT MEEE?
Me: I wantt I wantt..now that there's someone who want's u,I want u more. I love competing..AHAHAHAHAH!!



Pffftt....sorry ahh,today very hyper! Oke laa..enough luu...tata:)

HAPPY HAPPPYYY:):):) MY AH LOU ISSS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

BUT she's leaving again tmrw. Ji suang yi xia ma...HOLIDAYS!

Anyway,it's quite dead today! Went out for a short while only to meet up with the gang in jee juan for tea! Study-->tea-->study! What kind of life is that,I don't know but I'm living it. SIEN!

Ray suggested that we should go out tonight but yours truly said NO NO..haha! I left them with one alternative,COME OVER TO MY PLACE if u guys want. Watch movie again..wink wink:P! I'm currently ray's financial controller for the night or for tmrw because he left his wallet IN MY CAR and so I own it now. When I give it back to him..........................

ALL THE MONEY INSIDE WILL BE MINE+INTEREST FOR TAKING UP MY SPACE:)! Muahahahaha....

I arrested eii min na this morning online! Hahaha...she told me that she actually planned to come to my place early in the morning to study together but she couldn't wake up. Ji pig yi xia lor... I told her that she should have came despite looking like zombie so we can go for tea togetherrr laaa.

We'll have next time then...alrighty? Anybody else would wanna join? Please call.......2261111.


Errr...did i get that number right? Pizza hut's number! Hahahhahaa:p



Ahahaha...another convo with ray...high again!

Ray: Did I tell u I have toothache?
Me: Yeah! i know im too sweet for u to resist so each time u miss me,u would munch on chocolate because it just melts in ur mouth like how i melt ur heart..see,now got toothache laa..sighh,for what leh like that? don't torture urself like that...if its meant to be,it will be...HAHAHAHAA...HIGH MAN!
Ray: Hahahahahaahahahhaa...I don't know what reaction to give u!
Me: sometimes i can't help but to say that i'm brilliant...i can link everything possible..sigh,sorry ahh,i'm just talented....i didnt mean to be so good everytime and so smart and fast and alert...i just cant help it.

HAHAHAHA!! Don;t mind me laa..I'm just being hyper..

Btw,good morning peoplee:)

I found out SOMETHING! EII MIN NA!


YOU'RE ARRESTED,YOU'RE WANTEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!! I wan't u RIGHT NOWWWWWWWW!!


I can't help but to laugh about ray! hahaha....ji funny yi xia..

Ray: Nudgedddd
Me: yes?
Ray: Nth,lol
Me: well,u can say u miss me..haha! If u r shy,I can help u point out but if u really didn't then don't bother.
Ray: oh well,i miss u every moment so if I say it,I have to say it everytime.
Me: That's nothing but FAKE
Ray: If u see it that way,u think I simply be sweet to ppl meh?
Me: Haha! That's coz most of the time I say smth sweet first ma:)
Ray: Where got!
Me: Well,nobody can resist being sweet to me. ;)


Me: What did u study yest? till so late that u wake up at 12ish and can't have lunch with me yet u say U MISS ME EVERY MOMENT?! Well, mr.straight A's please give me some logical reasons so that I will be convinced.
Ray: I didn't study,I went out. Hahha..miss is from the bottom of the heart.
Me: Analyse the situation properly because there is only ONE SOLUTION..U R LYING TO ME!
Ray: are u that shallow? U need all these lunch and bla bla bla as proof?
Me: Noo..I'm VERY "DEEP".....HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!
Ray: How "DEEP?"
Me: I dont know,I never measured but i'm sure I ain't shallow...AHAHAHAHAAHHAA...
Ray: I smell something kinkyyyyy...



HAHAHAHA!!! Ji high yi xiaaa maaa!! Sighh...funny also!

Anyway,I went to try the new western restaurant ROCK GARDEN! NOT GOOD! I think it's still best to go back to bucanner for western dishes. And the drink i ordered..god! FIrst time in my entire life did I ever come across that. I ordered ICE BLENDED CAPPUCINO and guess what they added?

1)JELLY
2)COCO
3)PEANUTS

Somebody explain to me,is that meant for the taste or creativity? Lolss...

My lil darling bro is SICK! :(! Get well soon babbyyy;)


AGAIN,I just had a talk with SOMEONE and I FOUND OUT SMTH once more. All I want to say is that you've been imp since the very first day I met u and u will continue to be as times goes by,whether u believe it or not because I know sometimes my actions may make u think otherwise,I will still continue to say what I've said and I hope in time you'll find that it's nothing but the truth:)! Let's not let the existing distance that u said drift us apart. I mean what I said.

Ho la! Today was what I would refer to as AH SIM'S DAY OUT! Hahah..she buzzed me for breakfast at 10ish and err we ended up in the restaurant around 11 so let's consider it as brunch. I had laksa,ray and ah sim had chic rice. We stayed in the restaurant for quite sometime because it was raining cats and dogs outside,talked about CHANGING HAIR STYLE:) and so we ended up saying "okay,let's go helen!" That was after ah sim ran some errands for her darling;)! We drove passed helen salon and holyy god,it was damn packed because HARI RAYA is just NEXT WEEK! We loitered around town for a bit and decided to go for tea,that was what? 12.45pm only and it was pretty much right after lunch man! I didn;t eat anything of course but the man of the day had two tarts. Ah sim herself went to buy DVD and she came with SEX AND THE CITY! With that,ray suggested to come to my place and watch DVD,so why not? Fun fun funnn:)! I bought like 6 tarts back home because my lil bro loves it and I thought I would wanna eat it too half way thru' movie so does the other two but it wasn't the case.


Before leaving town we went to helen(as in walked in this time) to ask for the price and when can we make an appoinment,GUESS WHAT?! IT HAS TO BE AFTER THE RAYAS! Ohh man,by then I'll be having classes and I'd have to wear tudung which sucks and I can't wash my hair for THREE DAYS!

While they were busy watching the movie I was busy too. With? MATHS! Hahaha..I was basically doing my own thing in front of the tv and taking a glance or two at regular intervals of time. Hahaha...I only actually really sat down and watch the last bit of it which was after I finished. My study plan for the day was still on hold until 6pm,well,the movie certainly didn't end at that time but we went out yum cha again. I was feeling really hungry by then but I only had a sandwich. Rang syl up but my poor baby was SICK! So yup,I got home nearly around 6pm,did not procrastinate a single min even because I was feeling really guilty already,studied from 6 till nearly 11pm. I had my dinner in between for a while and continued. Finally bathed and now I'm feeling superrrrr Ffffffffffrrrrrr......SLEEPY! BUT THENNNNNN......... I have one more maths paper waiting for me:)! I'd think I better get going now before I really fall a sleep.

Tata and nity niteeee;)

It has been a long quiet day. The weather has been seriously dull too and I spent the whole day at home. Well not exactly,I did abit of shopping in the eve with mum and I bought lotsa JUNKS:)! Thank u thank u..I'm master at it:D! Hehehe.. Right after that,I dropped by ah lou's mum stall to pass her the mangoes. I shall let her mummy enjoy those mangoes first and when she comes back,hopefully the tree still bears fruit:D! ANDDD ANDDD ANDDDD

AHHH LOUU,I MISS UU BOOO....;)


Looking at people around me,some are counting down the days to the start of A level,I'm of course with no shadow of doubt feeling really tense but I'm trying to keep it cool and do as much as possible as time goes on. I just hope that things would work out as planned. For the coming days till the 21st nov,I don't see and will not see any excitement in life. It's just gonna be school,home,study,sleep,eat. It's gonna be a draggy,tough,tedious,awful,sad,miserable month to come but no one would be able to taste the sweetness before they taste the bitterness so to make sure that the coming days in the near future are sweet,the bitterness that has to be endured now would be all worth it. I'm trying to be positive and not give up a slightest of hope:)!

Ohh and daddy is SICK:(! But he still went for golf (18holes) somemore. Before that we discussed something about chemistry and when he came back...

Dad: Hmm,I'm still abit confused about what u told me..I still don't quite have a clear picture
Me: Hmmm..maybe that's coz u r sick and not able to think :D :D :D


He stared at meeee and walked away to the bathroom. Hehehe..well,I do make some sense there don't I? Yes I dooooooooooo:)!

Anyway,it's cleared now. We found the solutions and did some research from books. Weehee..

I was VERY MUCH updated by a friend of mine about her life. YAY! Hahaha..not quite anything happy though but it's alright darling,time will tell and remember what I've said?

-It's hard to make someone love you but if you've loved them with all ur heart,it's up to them to realize ur worth:)! Because to love them wholeheartedly is the one and only thing you're able to give,u know you've done ur best and if it doesn't return let it go and in time you'll find ur true self again.



I'm waiting to her if you can resists those temptationS! Muahahahahaha....:p!

Goodluckk...tata;)

I STOLE thiss..shh!! Wahahahha..:p! Doesn't he look cute? Lovelyyy!! Anyway,I've been sleeping all day long,well not exactly,I slept from 3 to 5ish but was in bed till around 6. I didn't feel like waking up at all! I just wanna sleep and sleeepp and slepppp BUT HELL NO man,no time to waste,I got to treasure every sec and make it as productive as possible..EVERY SINGLE MIN! Had 4hrs of maths class this morning...*faint*

I have very bad neck ache man..even during S1 test in school this morning. I can't keep my head down for too long. Ohh koko left for UK yesterday already,I didn't send him off but then I felt sad:(! Sobbbb...he's there already now anyways,good good BUT he brought the straightener back leiiii:(!

Ko: Mei,lend me ur hair dryer
Me : Okay,it's inside the cabinet
Ko: Ehh...my straightener..I bring back ahh,u buy here lor..sure have or else I buy another one for u when I come back
Me: *busy with my own work* Okay..baaa...okayy..mmm..

laterrr.....



Eh? Where's the straightener ohh? Only much later I re..a..lize he took it back lor. Lolss!! U see when I'm busy doing something I don't pay attention to others. Hahaha..everything also yah okay. Ji stupid yi xia!

I went to escapade for dinner yest BUT i'm still craving for raw salmon! Hahaha..I had only 1 piece yest,I wanetd to eat but don't know I keep taking other stuffs instead of what I really wanted. Hmmm...:(!

Okay,Lazy to blog already laa...tata:)

Morningg!! Still feeling rather sleepy but I'M SUPER HUNGRY now! Went to bandar yest night,had steamboat in portsview,didn't eat much though. After that did alittle of shopping in yayasan and ta dahhh MOVIE TIME! I sounded excited don't I but the entire movie made me feel EXHAUSTED! Why? Because it was the freaking horror movie:

PHOBIAAAA!!!

And so? I constantly reminded myself it's only a movie laa,so scared for what. I felt so much like getting out of the cinema so I can open my eyes,it's tired to keep it closed most of the time when you're not sleeping.

God knows how disturbing the scenes are and I spend almost the whole night closing my eyes,the sound effect itself is good enough to keep u thinking what scenes are being played. In addition to that we have SYLVIA KO making those sounds,shouting(not LOUD LOUD but yeaa). She's adding "INGREDIENTS" to the whole atmosphere. Goshhh....I hate watching horror movies in cinema because they have super duper good sound system and so I get freaked out. At least if I'm watching it at home,I can lower down the volume as I wish and I have pillows around me,I DON'T FEEL EMPTY! I have nobody and nothing to hug in the cinemaaaa:(


Ray and syl enjoyed it like nobody's biz where as me,ah sim,ah lou were busy covering our eyes most of the time. Me and ah sim did it thru' out basically. Even ah lou's mummy watched it like a pro man! Applause applause..

You see,I never wanted to watch it in the first place,I wanted to go for COMEDY! Or sad movies or love movies..something that I can relate to my everyday emotions. Life is already soooo stressful,still wanna stress me more in cinema! Terukkkk alsoo!!! When I came out,I actually felt like "ahh..I can breath again!"

Ohh yeah and we bought like 4popcorns and each of us have drinks. Hahaha..as usual I don't finish my popcorn,I took like a quater of it only. Syl and ray finished their own and I passed them mine:)! I bought ice milo AND IT SUCKED!

We call it a bandar trip there!


I'M HUNGRYYYYYYY!!



I'MMMMM HUNGGGRRRRYYYYY!!!

Haiyerrr.....stupid also! How could I remember one important thing for the past two day and when it comes to the actual day I TOTALLY FORGOT! I didn't greet karen until when I saw her personal message lei. I reminded myself constantly on monday and tuesday that TODAY WED THE 17TH OF SEPT 2008 is KAREN ANG'S BDAY!!! I REALLY DID REMEMBERR..I REALLY DIDDD!!! Sighh...I greeted her just now but it doesn't make it special already:(!


Karen darling..I'M EXTREMELY SORRYYY!! I feel so bad laaa....


HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY from the bottom of my broken heart..SOBBBB!!


Ji stupid yi xia lorr...!! RAWWWRRR!!

I had maths class for 4hrs this morning,today is actually the start of school holidays. Hahhaa..but anyway,this maths class will be on for another three days. Not consecutive though..the next one is on sat. It was alright,at least didn't feel so dead la. However,today's P3 didn't go as well as it did for the previous timeS lor. I had to struggle abit and now when I think back about one of my working I actually realize what's wrong and believe it or not,I thought of it while I was taking my nap. I suddenly woke up,OHH SHIT! Blaahh...anyway,DON'T CARE!

Ohh,out for dinner now. Ciaoo...

Childreeennn:)))))!!! Cutie pies! Some didn't come though:(! My lil princess finally K.O-ed at night while people were eating because she didn't sleep during the day time, she was totally hyper,sugar high! Look at her sweaty face and untidy appearance..ha! Running around,hugging and kissing mee:D! Or I did it to her more like it. Hahaha..she's so cute! I'd better do it now else I won't be able to anymore once they grow up!


I happen to see my dad writing some reports and err I came across one student's mark. (not to mention). Passed la though..

Me: Haa? You actually wrote this comment for this mark? IF I'm to get this mark,I can't imagine what u will say to me pa!


Piak! Hit me slightly with the pen he was holding...
Dad: This student wasn't a pure sci stream student,I must give him words that encourages him.

Me: Ohhhh...so good also u!
Dad: Yah,very hardworking...


Walk away...study:)!

Well,I had a small argument with a friend,not to mention who but I really didn't think i'm wrong. If u think I'm u r most welcomed to talk to me and tell me but I think it was good that I was straight with u at that moment because I do not wish to keep the grudge inside of me and bring it up the next time round and most of all I definitely would not want it to hurt the friendship.

Oke,time to bathe:D Goodnitee

I'm bacckk from family's steamboat dinner in tutong! Haven't seen them in a while and all the kids had grown up. Like seriously GROWN UP! It was FUN! Food was superb,as always my grandma cooks well so does the maidS. Feeling rather tired after the whole day though there weren't much to be helped out,I think I personally didn't get enough sleep or whatever the reason might be,HOWEVER when I came back I FOUND OUT SOMETHING!

Read the following...

Syl : something wrong today..
Me: Why oh?
Syl: So wrong..
Me: Whyyyyyyyyyyyy?
Syl: MSN so silent! Without u here,my god!!
Me: Weeii,we hardly chat also ma..
Syl: this shows how noisy u r..
Me: NO! this shows how IMPORTANT i'm and how much u MISS ME because u sense the difference..just admit it dear. Hahaha!
Syl: I nudge ray and asked if he felt something wrong. We said yes but don't know what's wrong then after a while OHHH THAT XIU WAN IS IN TUTONG..lolss!
Me: Yeasehh..see!! Say what lei? miss me right? Sighh..ker lian lor u all. I also got miss u all de wor..
Syl: this shows how noisy u r la..
Me: No no..it's how much you miss me. How much U ALL miss me..hah
Syl: Wah,msn became so calm and silent,u came online for half a day only.
Me: Just say "i miss u" won't take ur life de lor..is it that difficult? Already very "meng hin" u all miss me..just say three words+ another three ILY also not hard ma.
Syl: VOMITT!!!
Me: sigh..some ppl just so S.T.U.B.B.O.R.N(to the power of infinity) lor..
Syl: S.T.U.P.I.D
Me: also + that..hah!

Ji funny yi xia..some ppl just refuse to admit de lor! But nvm..I know u know good enough la hor..HEHEHEHEHEH:P!

I think there'll be NO BREAKFAST tmrw morning because RAY forgot to tell his mum what we want! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RESPONSIBLE also that guy! Anyway,my uncle took a couple of pictures from tonight,I shall post it asap. KIDS HAD GROWN UP!!!!!!!!! They do not follow orders ANYMORE:(! Soooobbbbb...... sad alsoooo!!! Hahaha...

I guess that's about it laaa...




I WAS MISSED



I WASSSS MISSSSSSEEEEEDDDDDDD





I WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!




Lolsss....LMAO!

Hooo laa!! Had a pretty nice/sweet nap this afternoon though for some reason I was turning and tossing because I couldn't find the best and most comfortable position? Hahaha...but anyway,I woke up around 5.50pm! Basically I woke up to feed my tummy,it was growling man. HUNGRY HUNGRY!! I wanted to eat the tapau ah sim bought for me from this morning but it was GONE:(! Anyway,thanks ray for his bread and ah sim for the bee hoon:D! Didn't eat much during lunch,shared with lou abit and ate some other stuff here and there. Hehehe..

Right,mr nyiau gave an inspiring talk this afternoon during class since he has already finished the syllabus. I'm not gonna go thru everything again,here's sorta a summary of what he said.

1) PLAN YOURWORK


2)WORK YOUR PLAN


The second step is far most the toughest thing to do. Most of the time,most of us will just be NO ACTION,TALK ONLY! Im sure most do feel it that when we're about to start working we'll have something else telling us there's something more exciting and entertaining to do. distracting us basically and all this boils down to SELF DISCIPLINE. It's how we manage our time,how much we can take and bring ourselves away from these distraction,think straight and focus. I myself procrastinate alot I would say but I always tell myself if I do not do it today,it doesn't mean I can get away with it,in fact,it bothers and I would have to do it another day. Why not I share my burdenS smong different days instead of putting everything in one day? It makes it heavier and harder to bear isn't it? I'm constantly reminding myself that whatever I do is FOR NOBODY BY MYSELF. I have to work because firstly,I'm not born to be a fast/smart learner,I need more time and secondly I have a target. Things don't just come for no reason,there's NO FREE LUNCH! There are times when one has worked hard but did not end up being rewarded but at least there was a chance they might succeed and even if they didn't there's no regrets. At least at that point,you have a chance to think that it's fine to not get it this time,maybe I have a better/bigger award coming. For those who work,they always stand a chance.



As mr nyiau has always ended his stories with:


BAA-Believe,Action,Achieve



EUU DECIDE:)

Okay! I guess it's some fun time now, I MOST LIKELY will be going to bandar on thurs,as of now it's pretty much a YES. As scheduled I've got quite alot of things to finish and I hope to get it done before thurs at least. Monday would be the last day of school. OFFICIALLY! Holiday starts on wed and tues is some parent day thing. I'm praying that things will be done by wed at least so I can PLAYYYYY on thurs. Weeeheee....keeping fingers crossed. Let's pray that everything goes smoothly.


That's about it for today. Oh yeah,before I leave HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL to all:D

My Day Is UNEXPECTEDLY



EXTREMELY QUIET todayyyy.............


I'm ONCE AGAINNNNNN....

Lazy to bloggggg.......................Hehehe:D


Weekend is coming upppp,nth exciting as yet.

Ciao for noww...lovvess:)

I finally ate what I wanted BUT I was disappointed. I think it's because I don't crave for it anymore so I don't think it's nice. Instead,I thought syls' mee goreng was nice:D! Hehehhehehehe.....We ACCOMPANIED ah sim to Jee Juan because she wanted it pretty badly. Initially,we sort of called it off because we couldn't reach syl and ray didn't want to go since he has to go out tonight so case closed. After that,I went to clean myself up and the min I wanted to blow my hair and plan to take a short nap right after that ah sim called.

Ah sim: Jesssssss....I want Jee Juan ohh
JeSS : Where are u now?
Ah sim: In your heart lor...
JeSS : Hahaha...*NTH NEW*
Ah sim : Ehehe..you're laughing so happily
JeSS : How do u know I'm? I just don't know how to ans u lorr...

The convo continued but then errr I can;t quite remember exactly so after that I tried to reach syl. Luckily,I remembered her other number and so I gave it a try...

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Syl : Weeeeiiiii (sleepy tone)
JeSS :WEIIII!!!!! SYLLLL!!! (hyper cos she finally answered). Our ah sim wants to yum cha wor..she really wants to eat in jee juan lor.. bla bla bla blaaaa.........

I talked alot..syl didnt want to initially because she was sleeping but then horrr she sacrificed for ah sim SO DID I! I thought it was worth it all UNTIL when I was ATTACKED by THREE OF THEM at once in jee juan! sighh!! Ker lian lorr mee..I'M HURT :(! They were planning to go to bandar one day during the hols to spend a night there and I kept quiet because I'm still not sure/don't know if I wanna go. I know,I've promised ah sim that once the exam ends we shall party and have fun but then it hasn't ended yet lor. It's just about to begin wor,there shouldn't be too much social life thesedays lor. I know,the question that would most likely pop up is "ONE DAY ONLY MAA! ALOT MEH?" Not alottt I knoww...don't scold me lei,I haven decided yet also,why so big reaction lei. EVEN IF I can't go,CAN'T U ALL FEEL MY INTENTION? I will try to go lorr..I REALLY WILL!! Who knows there might be surprise lei? Life is just full of surprises:):)! I don't mean to be so "sou heng" de lorrr...true laa! BEEEE...LIEVE MEE! In addition to all those,AH LOU gave me a super "SWEET" comment which pierced right thru' my fragile heart. I went totally speechless man!

One week-seven days don't look for me liaw ahh...*but normally I look for her de la* Ehehehehhe:p

HOWEVERRRRRR....

I still have Eii Min Na who really made me laugh!! My darling said IF she's driving tonight,she might come and look for me. Why? See me in sch,still not enough leii?? Miss me alooootttt alooooooooooooooootttt leiii...heheh! normal normal..hahha!! :p!

ARGHH!! What on earth is wrong with MSN?! Can't seem to sign innn!!

I'm singing off from here noww....bubyeee!

I WAS.................................



ABANDONED! Right _ _ _? heheheheeeee:p



I WANT...............................



MAGGIE MEE + HAM + EGG!



I'm LAZY.................


TO BLOG TODAY.


Ciaooo....Nity Niteee. Hugss Hugss..

I guess that's it,this feeling sorts of tell her it's pretty much done. Perhaps it had been long ago,just that she never realized and has been in denials all these while because she always sees a ray of hope but I guess at this point,she just had enough and came to realize that it was just an option in her life,she shouldn't have placed it as the priority. It was initially but things changed and IT'S FOR THE BETTER!

Everything happens for a reason,If you miss it this time it doesn't mean you've lost out. It simply means that God thinks it's not your turn yet.

Right then...what's next? Italian food for lunch today! Went to FRATS with the other halves but I didn't eat alot. I seriously think something is wrong! I didn't eat anything in the morning up to 11.35,I was really hungry and was having gastric during GP class which was the last lesson of the day and during maths class I was thinking of MAGGIE MEE+EGG+HAM in jee juan! but we've decided on FRATS earlier on,I was indeed excited about going to lunch and thought I would gobble down food wrong. I think I was TOO HUNGRY till I'M FULL! Make sense out of that if u can..hahahha!! I knew I wasn't too full or I wasn't even full yet,I shouldn't be coz I didn't have a single thing down my stomach for the whole morning and based on the amount I ate,I normally wouldn't feel full..could barely feel it even during normal circumstances but it's different today and has been lately.


I had a pretty long talk with daddy yest night over dinner. About academics of course..I told him about me feeling insecure because I'm not feeling the stress. He told me to take things step by step and maybe it's because whatever I'm learning now,I've learnt it before thus it became sort of like overwhelmed and I know what to expect as I turn the pages. He said it's alright,so long you do ur best,there's nothing you should be afraid of or should u even question yourself about regretting. After that we proceeded to the FUTURE which isn't far away,it's just TWO steps away I would say. He told me what's on demand now and what jobs would most likely be interesting,at least it's on a move. He suggested umm Actuarial science? I personally plan to do BIOTECH/BIOCHEM! Biotech is indeed the new frontier but then to work in Brunei,opportunity definitely is as slim as it possibly could be unless I work in countries like spore who spend BUCKKKSSS into doing research! That's not what I'm really concern or looking into now,I'm just all into my A levels.

Miss tor : Your exams has yet to end...IT IS JUST ABOUT TO BEGIN! I can so feel the force when she said those words. It is indeed just about to begin,,the million dollar question is HOW MUCH HAVE U PREPARED? We're fighting against the 100yrs old CAMBRIDGE as mr.nyiau had always said. He would then take the OLYMPIANS as an example..

One of his recent ones would the gymnast who spent YEARS of their life just to perform on certain apparatus that only takes them LESS THAN 1MIN and what's more to that is spending so much time in preparing doesn't necessarily gurantee them a medal. So keep on working,move ahead,move towards where we're supposed to be heading.

However,there are always achievements. MICHEAL PHELPS for example,set his goals in grabbing 8 gold medals. He surely did it..it might not be easy but he reached that point. So,whatever the mind conceive we can achieve.

Don't ask "WHY ME" instead say "TRY ME!"

Xin said she needed motivation. Hahha..and ohh talking about this girl. I saw her listening DISNEY songs thru MSN! Hahaha...so cute also uuu darling. Ji funny yi xia..but I do like certain songs from DISNEY:D! I like their cute cute characters:D

MICKEYYY;)

I'M FEELING SUPER HIGHHHH TODAYYYYYY!!!!

Becauseeeee........I received this today from a USA fan! Thank uu thankkk youuuu:D! I LOVEEE ITTT!!

A picture of Jessica Hester Hsuan Suen Huen with her signature of it!!! Muahhaa..Actually,I have two more,sent by another spore fan sometime last year if I'm not wrong.


Both of these pics are taken while she was in spore! I've always appreciated what other overseas fan do for me or on my behalf because I have yet to have the chance to meet her in person yet,I don't know if I ever will in my life but being able to be a fan of hers is truly something great. Unknowingly,I've been supporting/liked her for coming to 7 years now. I remember when I first spotted her was when I was 11 years old and the series which I was watching was DETECTIVE INVESTIGATION FILES IV! It brings back pretty much sweet memories when it comes to this series. :D!


I've been feeling pretty much insecure lately and frustrated. I don't know if it's the hormones that are changing. I very much feel like I'm slacking lately,I don't feel the stress studying and this makes me feel scared! Really scared..it makes me think that I've not done anything or even if I did,I don't know what I've done because I just don;t feel the pressure behind. I want to feel the stress so that I at least feel the satisfaction about what I've done. Am I thinking too much? Or is it because when I study I do one topic per day for either physics or chem,it alternates and I'm now making a point that maths has to be done everyday so that I don't have to cramp maths in the end. Or is it because I haven been solving problems yet? Basically,just reading.. Thus I don't feel the stress when I don't know how to do or answer those ques or is it because I leave those ques that I initially didn't know how to answer and go back to it again and so I don't go crazy at that point? There seem to be alot of possibilities there,I'm just not used to this feeling..I JUST FEEL LIKE I'VE SLACKED AWAY and NO WAY I can afford to. It's just 1 or 2 months away. Tell me somebody tell me am I doing the right thing? Am I doing okayyy???? Assure mee please..I'm feeling scared seriously! If this feeling isn't a sign that I'm slacking away,just that I'm changing the way I approach things, GOD! I THANK YOU but before that please let me know if I'm doing fine here.

STRESSS MEEEE OUUUTTTTTT,BOOKKSSS!!

Some might think I'm mad,who would want to be stress out right? Well,I don't mind being stressed to the max these coming months as long as it promises me something. I would do anything it takes and sacrifice what I could to get what I'm aiming for. Promise me I will get it and I promise you I will give u all that u want.

MY DARLINGS + SWEETHEARTS and I went yum cha this afternoon and we ate soooooooooo much! The whole table was full man! Lolss..Now,I'm having a problem. This is a very very bad habit. I always ordered and I only take one or two bites after that I pass it to people around me. I have no idea but I just don't exactly feel like eating,I just want a mouthful of it,get it's taste and that's it. I hardly feel hungry thesedays for some reason even if I eat very little in the morning.


Haaiiyerr..why like alot of problems de lei? Very sien de laa...Don't give me all these crap at times like this lei..sighh!! I need guidance from upstairs..GUARDIAN STAR,where areee youuuuuu???? :(:(

STEPHH! Thank you soooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhh! ❤

I'M CALLING FOR CAROLINE CHIEW XIN HOONG FOR THE NTH TIMES ALREADY!! Haiyerrr...this girl! Where on earth are uuuu laaa? Status put online but never replied...I WANNA TELL U SMTHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Sighhhh.......................

My sunday is super quiet man! I was HOME ALONE:)! Totally alone..my maid was out too,day off! Luckily,I had tracy kho who accompanied me for a bit this afternoon. Where are my halves some might ask. All gone for one day..totally out of touch except for ah lou who I did talk to for a bit.❤❤:)! I totally have no idea what ah sim was up to for the entire day,I've not spoke to her for two days already? Syl is the superb one! She woke up at 6ish PM! She slept at 6AM! *faint* How about my man,ray? No sight to be seen also..no where to be found,nothing to be heard from only till 6ish in the eve. My loveeeee goesss toooooooo ahhh louuu!! Hahhaa...I'm thinking,if she hadn;t called my mum,would she send me that msg? But it's okay..the fact is that she was the only one I talked to among all. Lolss...ji emo yi xia! I lovee all laa..wait for my LOVELY BFAST tmrw morning okay..:D

We went out to do some stuff AND I FINALLY BOUGHT CHOCOLATE! Right,there's one thing I seriously don't understand,I've been craving for choco for the past 2 to 3 days but nobody bothered to buy for me or did I even bother going out to buy so when I actually bought myself a big packet of choco today,my family came back with PATCHI somemore. What I don't get is that,why is it when U r so in need of that something,it never appeared and when you totally forgot or don't quite want it anymore,it just comes to u like as if it hasn't came for ages. Somebody pls explain this theory and make some sense about it in me. It's when you yearn/long for that something sooooooooooooo badly it jsut never appeared. WHYYYYYYYYYYY? Just when you're about to change to some other things or move away,it comes to youuu!!! It just seems to apply to most of the things. I still don't get...is it a game which I'm supposed to play?

It's been raining for the whole day mann....so sad also the skyyy! Sighh..makes me feel dull and lazy!! With this good excuse,I'm going off now..hahaha..nityy nitee

Daaannggg...I had really bad gastric just now in school and I'm having it again after I woke up from my so called beauty sleep. Well, there was lotsa choices for breakfast this morning because ray ta pau and ah lou's mummy fried bee hoon too and there was won ton. However,I always have this bad habit of eating abit here and there. I had only a bit of fried kuey teow and a mouth full of fried bee hoon? One or two won ton? That's about it..the thing was that I felt full at that moment for some reason so didn't quite feel like eating. Therefore this leads to very bad gastric around 11.30am. It was between the end of my maths period and the beginning of my physics period. Thank goodness phy was only for a while 11.35am to 12.15pm! Otherwise...The moment I reached home,I dumped everything one side and when I was about to walk to the kitchen,I had few sms in and calls which I had to settle first so again it was delayed. It's one of the few times I had my lunch before bathing coz I was seriously seriously hungry. My dad bought me LAKSA! Half way thru' eating,my bro came in and said he wanted to try and so I passed him half which meant I shared again but then I didn't take his chic rice though. I just stopped eating...I didn't feel full but I don't feel like eating again though I was really hungry,weird huh? I know lorr...I always like to share food here and there. I love eating bits and pieces from different different people(bad habit) so I get a taste of everything and I always think that I make the WORST order..for some funny/unknown reason I think people's food is always nicer. Hahahha...Anyway...

I'm supposed to be a busy lady tonight because there's wen juan's bday party in cottage and anthony's bbq party BUT why is yours truly at home? This is because......uncle lai and aunty bee geok is coming for dinner,mummy ordered alot of food from restaurant. Koko is going out for steamboat,mummy will be going out at a later time and so it would be rude for me to walk out again,therefore that's why laaa......

During lunch..

Koko: I have steamboat party tonight..
Me: Really? Where oh?
Koko: Adwin's place..
Mummy: I'm also going there but bit later,adwin's dad called me
Me: Huh? Ya meh..so happening also u all..I got party too,in that case I'll go to my partieS la..
Koko: Cannot! Uncle lai and aunty bee geok coming for dinner
Me: Why for? U all not around also ma..nonit lor..
Mummy: too late...called already lor..I'm ordering food from outside also
Me: Haaaa........okaayy thenn!

I have something to point out today...RAY is for some reason very bitchy today!! He had alot of sacarsm in most lines he said today. What's ur problem today? He messaged me at 6.50AM to ask me what time I'm going to school. Why? It's the trend now to msg people early in the morning is it? Miss tor msged syl at 5.30 am and now ray msged me at 6.50am. I should try to msg all my halves at 4.30am? Hahahhaa...Ray said that I hurt him today... He had this convo with ah lou

Ray: I'm very sad today
Lou: Why?
Ray: This morning when SOMEONE saw me..the first thing she said was "WAH SO EARLY ALSO"(sacarstically fo course..it was 7.57am lei,class starts at 8)
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Turned around
Me: Weii..I'm sorry,I didn't know you went to ta pau
Ray: Ta pau for her still say that to me.
Me: Sorry sorrryyyyy..I didn't mean to..I didn't know u will ta pau maaa....


Later in PS area..Ray added

Ray: some people ahh...backstabbed me also not so painful..YOU! FRONT STABBED ME RIGHT INTO THE HEART
Me: I don't back stab people de lor..I say it right in front..Sorryyy baa...really sorryyy....SMILE lerr..smileeeeeeee:)!

I'm extremely sorry darling..I feel bad..I feel guilty..I DO I DOOOO!! Sighhssss.....u see for the whole day I can't be bitchy to him only he could do that to me FOR TODAY!

I'm sensing a really happening night in my hse man..they're currently playing THE BEIJING OLYMPICS SONGS! So funny also..ji feel yi xia! Hahaha..

I got to go now..I'm really hungryy!!! Ohh I received a compliment today..Mrs called my name

Me: Ooo ouu..did I not get it right again?
Mrs.K : How long did u spend to do this? did u put ur heart into it or just do for the sake of doing?
Me: I spent around 1hr,anddd I errrr did it coz it was homework:)
Mrs.K : Okay..let me point out to u ur problem
Me: ehehehe..okay:D
Mrs. K: Your main problem is you do not put full stops. U join in 3 points all at once and that makes it unclear at times but your points are really really good. Try to add fullstop and continue again instead of throwing all ur points into one whole chunk!
Me: Okay..I'll have more fullstops nxt time..

Reading a part where there's like 3 lines written straight without fullstop and she went
Mrs K :Read this for me in one breath
Me: Ehehehhee....:D:D
Mrs K :You see...you have got the command of the language you can write it beautifully and easily,this is far most the best piece of work you've given me. It's a matter of whether u want to do it or not.
Me: Stared at her like stupidd...and again SMILE!

What should I say? complimented lei..hellloo! Hahaha..Oh I should say thank you right..forgot! I don't find GP tough from the beginning I just find it troublesome at times and it gets in my way most of the times. I have to do research and write stuffs down because to me GP is just english why does it require so many things? By the time I finish revising for my core subj,I would be extremely lazy to do GP already therefore WORK UNDONE,NOTHING TO BE HANDED IN! It's a rare case that Jess yeo does her GP! Yupp..it is:D!

While typing this,I'm waiting for the pictures to finish uploading..it's taking soooooooooo long for just one picture to be completed and I apologize that it's abit small and blurr but pelase do take sometime and have a read because it really does mean something. Sorry that if it hurts ur eyes,,I received this email from Jack,I don't know if its coincidence or he saw it from minna's that I needed to be inspired thus send me all these thru email. Whatever it maybe,I really do enjoy reading and I hope to receive more of these stuffs. It brightens up my day and ohh thanks to my darling minna for sending me the site fills with inspiring notes/messages/quotes. Muchhh appreciateeeddd:)! On the other hand,xin posted something specially for me and min in her blog..again its really touching to know that I'm one of ur special one,I'm not saying this for the sake of saying but do bear in mind that you're equally important to me as I'm to you. You're surely undoubtedly one of my special ones too:D!


Soooo...what about today? I spent most of the time at home revising but then I feel like I've not done much really? My hmewrks are done and I'm super happy about it,I finally adjusted my phy graph and the gradient now is just exactly the same as the answers. If only I can be so accurate during exams. It's an achievement I would say though it's just a small one,it brings joy to me and now I'm trying to take things a step at a time. If I fail to do it the first time I attempt,I would just have to learn to leave it aside because when things are not meant to be seen at that moment,regardless of how long one spend on looking/staring at it,it just wouldn't appear/click so thru this I've experienced it myself to put it aside for once and get back to it at a later time. IT WORKED!

In addition to this,I shall put up this message
Titled: Do Not Run "Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you have been but also where you're going. Life is not a race but a journey to be savored each step of the way."

I spent my day with tracy and sher,was supposed to meet them up for breakfast this morning as planned yest night but then the very last min of yest night I canceled because I tot my family will be going out for breakfast today and I wanted to follow HOWEVER when I woke up,my bro was happily swimming in SRC with his friends,my dad went to ta pau already and mom went to WORK?! I thought they said BREAKFAST? Haiss..I didn't wake up late lei...8ish AM not late maaa. Why all dumped me at home? Everybody happily doing their own biz. :(! Not forgetting,my half who abandoned me yest though she strongly claimed that she didn't( I.L.Y still,i think? Hahahhaha:p) had tea with us and ray came along little while later. BUT again I have two halves missing..syl and ah sim. WHY? Ah sim had to meet this financial planner andd syl accompanied her. Accompanied it was said but I guess she enjoyed her dim sum more than anyting else? Hahahhaa....*syl don't kill mee..I.L.Y:D*

I went for badm session today in SRC! It was hellaaaa stuffy and I had slight chest pain because I hadn't been playing too often and in that kind of atmosphere,can kill lor seriously. I had really good games though it was really exhausting. FUN FUN FUN! Challenging and I love challenges?? hehehe:D!

Weekend is approaching,I don't quite feel anything because everyday is just more or less the same. The schedule is always the way it has been from the beginning of time. There'll be a prayer for all the muslims in examination classes tmrw morning till 10am. I was planning or thinking to go only at 10am buttttttttttttt.....this stopped me..

Me: Pa,what time are we going to sch tmrw? They're having this prayer for all the muslims tmrw morning..
Dad: Huh? Is it? What time?
Me: *SURPRISED* huh? You don't know?
Dad: Why for?
Me: Ohh..for exam thing I guess..I don't know..till 10am.
Dad: Okay,we'll leave at 7.30am then.
Me: Ooooouuuuuukaaaayyyyy:(!

I didn't want to ask for more since he ended the convo with 7.30am. I take it as a hint because there was this talk last sat as well and I went to sch at 10am only. Once is enough,it shouldn't be repeated too often,I understand that dad:)! Moreover,I have to hand in my GP work to mrs.kamini tmrw morning. 7.30am it is then lorrr....very big deal meh...cheyyyyyyy!!! It does make a difference to go at 7.30am and at 10am lor actually but whatever la...bring my own work there to revise.

Okay,finally..uploading completed. Enjoy reading them..the words are still read-able laa...not too bad. I LOVE LOVEEE those cartoon characterssss:D. They play a role in cheering me up too..they're just soo ADORABLE AND CUTE CUTEEEE!

Till here then...nite niteee;)

As she lays down on her bed and the moment she closed her eyes everything flashed thru' her mind but there's only one thing that lingered in and played like a movie except that it was mute. She didn't understand why she had to be in this situation she thinks that it's just unfair on her side but later something seemed to come and tell her that life isn't always about her,it's not always about whether or not it should be fair. She shouldn't always be thinking why she's in this position instead she should be trying hard to overcome whatever she's facing. One part of her seem to understand that but another side of her is just so stubborn that she just don't want to even try to work for it. HOWEVER,it isn't end of the world yet..now at least she's trying to work everything out and all she need is TIME. It wouldn't take her long,it came naturally and it has got to go naturally too. She is slowing letting it go on its on,letting it just flow as freely as the bird and kiss it a last goodbye. She promised herself that IT HAS GOT TO GO REGARDLESS OF HOW TOUGH IT MIGHT BE and she's trying her very best to make it work. She reminded herself though not constantly that it came once and now since that it's gone,it will always be even if at this moment she tries to think that it's not entirely gone she's just dreaming basically and there's a point in time that she would have to wake up and face the reality. So why not do it now? She asked herself. All she could think of was "that's right? What am I still waiting for?" She then set herself free and took a step forward,she's hoping that she will soon be able to take many more steps forward without hesitating and walk right into a future that promises something.

Alrighty...back to my part now! Nothing so happening today..I finished class at err 1? I finished my test paper at 1 and I went to the toilet to.....................errrr....call syl(shhh!! not supposed to) because she msged me about ah sim wanting to have lunch and apparently she's super hungry! Class ends at 1.20pm actually and after the secretly made phone call I went back to class to have a short talk with miss tor. Hahhaa..everybody was still doing their work and we were chit chatting behind. Lolss..of course about academics la..though she did add in some of her own childhood stories,as always:)!

I left school around 1.30pm and quickly rushed home to shower because they kept reminding me that my poor ah sim is very hungry and I normally take a long time getting myself ready but still when they reached my hse I haven even bathed yet. I was still sorting out my stuff..excuse me but I can't just dump everything one side and rush into the toilet like nobody's biz right? So yup..they waited..ehehe,thank uu laaaa;)! I was already very efficient lei,I didn't enjoy my bathing time:(

Ray needed 15mins to get ready too anyways so I'm still not the slowest:)! Right,so we ended up in NAM WAH for lunch..it was already what? 3pm when we finished eating and TO MY SURPRISE ah sim was still hungry so we went to our regular place again for tea. Gosshh..like pig man! I wasn't full too because my food SUCKED in NAM WAH. I didn't finish it and so I had one tart and a piece of bread in jee juan coffee shop while ah sim who ate a whole bowl of laksa later had at least half a bowl of mee goreng with egg AGAIN?! she shared with syl who also then ate one plate of fried noodles. Doooinnkkk! But anyway,ah sim needed all those anyway. We hang around town for a bit before going to COURT FURNITURE for some reason syl was just being high that she wants to have a look. Well,one of the reason was for ah lou's chair? Or smth like that..but then she was exploring it more for her own self.

La di da di da.....after all that,I finally reached home at 5ish pm! Lolsss..haha! Fun day! Except that one of my other half(could most likely guess who) LEFT ME! Such beautiful weather today we were supposed to spend our evening together at the beach burning calories and watching sunset BUT she ABANDONED me:(! Ohhh noo..I'm so sad..I need to sign off now and sob harddddddddd...SOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB:(!

Ciaoooo.

*Yawwwnnn* Good morning people...I TOTALLY K.O-ed man this afternoon. I slept from 2.30pm to 5.20pm! I never slept for that long,longest was 2hrs only but for some reason I couldn't wake up or at least I didn't feel like. Why? 1) NEW AIRCOND thus feeling soo freaking nicee... 2) IT'S RAINING OUTSIDE! Weeehee..what can U do besides sleep and enjoy this weather? After the beauty sleep,when I opened my eyes,the first thing that came to my mind was TONIGHT'S SCHEDULE IS? I sense a very extremely busy night coming up because I have like tons of things to do. Crap..I hope to fit them in tonight,I HAVE GOT TO FIT IT ALL IN! I had a very exciting moment in school-NOT! I had to gulp down one packet of food FAST! Like seriously fast because now it's fasting month and so it's RUDE to eat in front of the malays or should I say we're not supposed to eat in front of them to respect them and SO even out water bottles have to be hid inside the bag since they can't drink as well. I'm afraid that mr.roland would come out and shout the hell out of me since he already asked us to placed our water bottle inside the bag,what more eating right? I gulped it down like anything AND MY CHEST HURT! Ohh god..when I finished

Syl :WAH?! YOU REALLY FINISH SO FAST THIS TIME!
ME: ..............COULDN'T SPEAK!
syl: AHAHAHAHA!!!! okay okay...
Me: OUCHHH....CHEST PAIN! *shouting*

Crap! I seriously rushed it down like I've not eaten anything,I could barely enjoy the taste! Jeeezzzz!!! But anyway,thanks ah lou for tapau-ing,much apprecaited:)

I woke up feeling bit unwell,slight headache? slept too long? I don't know..I went to the kitchen,thinking to make some hot choco but then milo is OUT OF STOCK in my kitchen. I did ask daddy to buy but then he didn't hear me? I told him to buy a couple of stuff since he wanted to go shopping..my list included

1)Juices
2)JUNK:)
3)milo..

He bought the first and second only..awhile later..

Me: Aunty,no milo yet?
Aunty: Nope,dad bought coffee
Me: *looking blurr* ??? coffee? I didn't say that,did I? *whispering to myself*

No sunset,NO beach today obviously because it's raining out there and my poor darling ah lou is SICKKK!!! Poor baby...huggss huggss:) Running nose?


REST WELL AND RECOVER SOOOOOOONNNNN!! ღ


Ohh..I'm CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATES!

01. Would you fart inside an elevator?
-I don't think so? I never tried though..

02. What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back?
-Nothing? And live my everyday with a smile:)

03. Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP?
-I don't understand this..

04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
-Pretty much yeah

05. What's your ideal lover like?
-HIM! whom I share the rest of my life with

06. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
-Both..

07. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
-Hmm..good question. I most likely will if he really is so worth it.

08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-What can I do? Continue with my own life..MOVE ON yo!

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
-I don't think so..I'm very happy recently,I have my HALVES(lou,ah sim,syl,ray) by my side:D

10. What do you want most in life?
-YOU and a bright future ahead.

11. Is being tagged fun?
-How fun is answering question?

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
-TAKE IT AS U LIKE! I'd thank the guy and start to pity the girl.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
- GOD!

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-FUN! My lovelyyy minn;)! Crazy,hyper and wild!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
-single and richh lorr

16. Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person?
-BUUUUUSYYY so I wouldn't think so much and torture myself.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
-I will BUT my principle in life still has to hold.

18. Define LOVE.
-Beautiful and unique. It completes a person's life

19. Milk chocolate, white chocolate or dark chocolate?
-MILK+WHITE

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
-Ahaha..laugh first and be serious. (my darling ah sim fell for one of my prank! Muahaha) If that person is angry,say sorry and disappear IMMEDIATELY:D

And I'm gonna tag nobody..lazy lei! Hehehe....I'm going out at 3pm. UNO--> TEA--> EXERCISE! It's err 14.12pm now. Andd yest night was bad..not only did I have migrane,very bad tummy ache in the middle of the night! WTH?! Anyway,I'm pretty alright now..so yeah..SMILEEEE:D

Hello! There's quite a number of pictures to share today but before that let's do a review. Obviously,today wasn't a holiday because moon was not sighted yesterday night thus the first day of fasting has to be tmrw(tues) though I was hoping hard that holiday would be today. Anyway,I WENT JOGGING TODAY:D! With ah lou,syl and one unexpected guest AH SIM! Hahaha..she was complaining that it's so far and we have to walk to and fro but she whatever it is even with all the complaints she still did it,WE DID IT:D! I find it FUN so did my ah lou. Syl had no comments,ah sim definitely was I don't know..didn't enjoy? She expected us to just walk a short distance and enjoy sunset! We did enjoy,didn't it? I FIND IT FUN FUN FUNNNNN...weehheee:D! Ah lou two pics from yest and today's jog. So here goes the picS!


Look at the beautiful sunset. Close your eyes,visualize and indulge in that moment. It's perhaps one of the most beautiful thing we can have in this world,that feeling it gives when u walk on the beach,look at it as it goes down slowly and vanish,listen to the breeze and breath the clean cool air,can it get any better? TOTALLY STRESS FREE man,except that today's air was bit yuckie:(! It stinked for some reason:(!

Andddd nextt,I proudly present OUR SHADOWS! Lolss..heheh! We're certainly not that tall laa...but why do we appear likewise? I don't know..do the research:D! Ohh..we went out for dinner too except for one special guest who had to go home for dinner with her daddy.





Then taaa dahhh..here comes koko:)! He just came back from his SUPER FUN trip from HONGKONGGG!! Each of us have a gift from him and I LOVE LOVE mineeee;) Apparently,it costs him HKD $1400+ which is after conversion 200+ our money. Gulllppp....BUT I LOVE IT I JUST LOVEEE ITTTT;)! I snapped a couple of picS and here it is..
GUESS babbbyyyy:)! It's my second guess watch,I received my first one during my 17th b'day,bought by ah lou,syl,xin,kar yee,min,ray. Did I add someone in and miss someone out? But anyway,the important thing is I love it too and appreciate it alot.❤





I'm sorry that the third one has to be so blurr,my hand kept shaking..heheh:D Before I can wear it on,I need to have it adjusted first and I'll bring it to the shop ASAP! It's too tempting..it's too nicee...I ❤❤❤ it to the maxxxxxxxxxxxx!!

Mum: Meeii...very nice horr? Let me wear first la
Me :Huh? Whyy? Nice leeii??
Mum: Bring it to the shop..
Me: I will i will...hehehhe:D!

My dad has a POLO shirt...wahh lauu!! Slurrpp...lil bro has a NIKE shoes...mum has a pretty expensive bracelet i guess..then after all that happy words and smiles and laughters suddenly "cheyy...in the end..I pay alsooo!" Hahaha...but then it isn't the money that counts,it's the thoughts and the fun of receiving things,yes? Hehehee.. Andddd koko bought tart back from HK! YUM YUMMM....:D!

Let'ss EATT! And ohh..I have a pair of red puma socks too;). that's bout it...bubyee! I'm going to enjoyyy!

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