Tuesday, April 29, 2008 11:02 PM
Hello again! I'm just done with chem revision... gaaahhh! so many things to learn and remember...shit! AS is just less than 20days away...holyyyyy crapp!! Wish me all the luck..alright let's get to the point. What happened today? Okay so umm I did not have any class in teh afternoon so I was home early. I reached home at around 12.35? By the time I'm done washing up its around 1ish and yup I had salad for lunch. After that I surfed the ent for a bit and went to bed at 1.35pm...woke up around 3.30pm so it's about 2hrs NAP. Hahahhaa....Woke up feeling damn hungry,had bread and coffee and after that watched DIFIV from 4 to 5. Then started doing my physics homework. It took me quite a while specially the part where drawing is needed...I forgot that it has to be equidistant so had to erase whatever I've drawn and take up my geometry set and bla bla bla.
Say around 6 something, I went walking with my aunt but only for a while because we were walking like by teh road side so I felt rather uncomfortable. Hahahha....Instead of joining her to the far end of the road, I went home. Hahahhaa....sorry lor but really uncomfortable when u know for every car that passes by,there's a pair of eyes on you. Supposed to play badminton but MISS TRACY KHO promised her special one to play with him elsewhere. I was like "damn u trace but fine..i understand at this time u need to work for ur relationship" but still "damn u, I might not play today then..." Hahahha....
Believe it or not, I slept for 2hrs and had a cup of coffee,i still feel sleepy now. If i go to the bed and start reading, I'm sure i'm gonna dozed off just like that. I was complaining to minna about how sien I was the other day,I swear to god I have no life now really. Its all about staying home and study and study and study and studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! Besides badminton laa...then minna said "tag the top 10 hotties on ur blog laaa" Before I replied she said "aiyah...i know it's gonna be jessica jessica jessica and jessicaaaaaaa" Hahahaha....not so bad laa...at most I put ur name on the 10th position lor. Jessica take the first 9! Hah...
OH yeah....just a random one here. Ray LIED to me about not passing his driving test. On the day itself when he has finished his driving test he messaged me that he failed. Previously before this on road test,he sat for law and he said he failed it too. Therefore when I replied to his message regarding him failinghis on road test I said "it seems like u r meant to be driven by others and not urself being the passenger. No big deal actually,just that you wont be able to date me out" Then he replied "what? this means that my life is meaningless ......" Then just yesterday on MSN he told me he got his driving licence and the first thing that came to my mind was "huh? how? u bought it?" Then he said no it's 100% legal and so he asked me "so, can i date u out now?" I replied "I'm rather afraid of how u got ur licence, I'll put u on probation first and see how it progresses" Hahaa....damn that freaking guy! He ALWAYS lie to me...he does it so well that I normally fall for it. DAMN U RAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! U SUCKKKKKKKKKKK but WE STILL LOVE UUU:D
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Sunday, April 20, 2008 12:44 PM
PISSED is the WORD! I FEEL like SLAPPING THE HELL OUT OF YOU! YOU'RE DAMN FUCKING ANNOYING! YOU GET ON MY NERVE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW, DO YOU KNOW THAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WASN'T SPEAKING GREEK YESTERDAY,WHY DONT U FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME?! Must u be so NOSY and know everything in detail?! Once u get the gist of the story that's more than enough because its not ur FUCKING PROBLEM! When I told you there's NO solution to the problem that's IT! Why bother asking soooooo much? I said its how others want to lead their life,they make their own choice,they have all the rights so STOP ASKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! I said I DO NOT WANT ANY PROBLEMS yet you still messaged to ask and what pissed me off is that you replied "IT'S MY LIFE,MY CHOICE,I WANNA MSG AND ASK!" You seriously have no idea how much I felt like slapping u that moment, my patience has its limit. I normally don't bother saying so much doesn't mean I'm someone to mess with. YOU PUSHED ME TO MY LIMIT AND DON'T BLAME ME FOR ANYTHING. You've tried me and be prepared of what u gonna get.
From now on, don't expect to get anything from me and I advise you to MIND UR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS! And do take my word into account the next time round u talk to me.. I HAVE MY OWN LIMIT TOO! BEAR THAT IN UR MIND!
JeSS loves you!
Friday, April 18, 2008 11:09 AM
Hello! I have this sudden urge to blog about THE SEVENTH DAY series. It's really a fantastic an amazing series to catch. I cried SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! I watched it twice and still the moment I start to think NIKKI CHOW'S sacrifices and how people around her tried their very best to go thru' everything with her, the sorrow,sadness and the pain they have to bear. I cried so much because it just feels sooo real, TOO REAL in fact to be just simply acting. It SAD YET SWEET! Funny on the other side because of bosco wong. Haha..so yea mixture of feelings all in one! It's the only series I actually finish watching after DOL. I normally don't bother but listening to people's comment saying how sad and la di da di da it was I decided to give it a try. NO REGRETS!
Today its the 18th, FIRST AS STARTS ON THE 15TH MAY! As it draws closer,insomnia becomes more often, health deteriorates,time gets lesser or at least it feels like to me. It's always so much to do yet so little time. Apart of me wants to relax for abit so badly but the other side of me just feels guilty and scared which when these two COMBINED it becomes what I woudl refer to as STRESS!!! Normally,the guilty and scared side of me would "WIN" and i'll end up studying which is a good thing really but it gets too much at times to a point where I just feel like giving up EVERYTHING! Oh well,that's LIFE maybe?
Anyway, I'll hang on there and hopefully my hardwork be paid back and prayers be answered.
JeSS loves you!
Monday, April 14, 2008 11:15 PM
5WHO FREAKING DAYS with no internet connection is NOTHING BUT PURE TORTURE! Apparently they "UPGRADED" the system and we shall see how efficient they can be. This whole upgrading thing started when B MOBILE had this broadband and I suppose alot of people are changing or have already changed to BMOBILE so TELBRU now is abit panic-ky! GOOD FOR THEM! They should realize by now how frustrated users can be at times. The connection isn't STABLE STABLE at this time yet so I may disappear for days again. Just hope it wouldn't happen laa haaa...
Right, the thurs that just passed was KAR YEE'S BDAY and the sat that just passed was TIONG'S BDAY! wooohhh...lotsa party! GREAT FUN! All I remember from kar yee's party was FOOD! Seriously ALOT ALOT! The lamb was HEAVENNN!!!!! Hahaha...honey BBQ lamb...yumm! Wish to have bbq again,hungry now! Hahhaa...tiong's party was also BBQ party but I didn't eat coz I had family dinner before then. I dropped by for almost 2hrs only,left at around 10.45pm? when the party was on till 4AM! Hahaha.. Im not who i used to be or should I say I shall and can't be who I used to be,someone that goes home at 3ish AM as yet. I mean Im not keen on doing that anymore, I dont normally stay till late at ppl's place thesedays,don't have that much energy! Hahaha..or maybe its the MOOD! Whatever it may be la haa...
No plan as yet except that MIGHT have BBQ in cheryl's house on sat. NOTHING CONFIRMED YET! we shall see then....nite
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Friday, April 04, 2008 3:25 PM
All I got to say is...............................
Eii min na,
I lose my trust in you
I lose my faith in you
I lose my beliefs in you
I lose my hope in you
Eii min na,
You built disappoinment in me
You built sadness in me
You built sorrow in me
You built MADNESS in me!
Last but not least....
EII MIN NAAAAA....YOU OWE ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!
JeSS loves you!
Thursday, April 03, 2008 7:43 PM
BURRRPPPP!!! I just had dinner,so freaking full now. Right, class ended at 2.15 but after some discussion with ms.tor I left at 2.40? Reached home, bathe and eat and stuff it was already around 3.30pm. All exhausted! Such a long day and thank goodness tmrw is a friday. Im too tired to exercise today, even if I'm forced to go I will not play properly so no point,just liek yest my game was TERRIBLE! Hahaha...ky was so freaking pissed but I couldn't be bothered coz I told him before hand that I'm very tired so do not expecting for anything:D.
I stayed home and watch AMERICAN IDOL!
RAMIELLE MALLUBAY is ELIMINATED! I actually think that she is quite good,her voice I mean but I don't like to see her after performing. Sorry to say, I think she's fake! I like CARLY SMITHSON! She is just SUPERBBB!! Strong vocal she has got, except she got criticized about her fashion sense. Simon cowell said "you got to work with who ever that is in charge of ur wardrobe!" Hahaha....I was laughing my ass off but really it's not like the "FASHION GOD" SIMON COWELL has some fashion sense, its always GBW-GREY, BLACK ,WHITE! Hahaha...:p!
RAMIELLE MALLUBAY I WISH U THE BEST OF LUCK AND HOPEFULLY SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE SPOT UR TALENT:D!
Anyway, all the way CARLY! thats all for now, I shall get started with.......W O R K!
JeSS loves you!
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 9:52 PM
somebody complained that I have not updated! Hahaha...sorry lor! Blogging hadn't come into mind thesedays. Right, today marks a special day, a day where people just come up with lame or interesting jokes and making one to believe it and at the end of the day APRILFOOL they said to you but I swear with all my heart I really do hope that THE CAMBRIDGE AS JUNE TIMETABLE given out today is meant for APRILFOOL!
THE SCHEDULE SUCKS BIG TIMEEEEEE!! See there,i made it BOLD AND HIGHLIGHTED WITH RED because its RED ALERT!!! Goshh,really its bad the time table is terrible,horrible,hopelessly awful,disappointing,disheartening etc etc etc!
Ohh yes,its basically R.U.B.B.I.S.H! Yah,tell urself "its okay, after all tmrw is a just another day" total BS! its not gonna be as simple as just another day when it draws closer to the exam month then week then day! Tsk tsk.. even the fittest person with the strongest heart would have problem bearing this kind of STRESS AND PRESSURE! I suppose? hahah...more or less la ya...
Moving on, jie left for sydney yest! Sobbb....I hate it,i don't normally say BYE to her coz im bad at holding back my tears! Hahaha...soo yes I just dont see her when she leaves:). I was very emo yest...hahha! like seriously emo, I had alot of things in mind that shouldn't be in my mind this time round. I mean I shouldn't be worried about what I was worries yest night. Now I'm okay already..soo cool! Hahaha,its just the time of the month,the day of the week where emotions run wild and la di da di da!
Talking bout these things, I read a touching story sent by tracy. Its about how a lil boy wanted to have just an hr of his father's time. I'll just summarize, the boy asked his dad how much does he earn in an hr and the dad who was all tired and exhausted answered him in a unfriendly or rather furious manner saying "100 bucks!" The boy then asked if he could have 50bucks from the 100 bucks. The dad got even more angry and asked him to just go to his room. Later on, his dad who had sort of calmed down went into his room and gave him 50 bucks, the boy was in joy and he slipped his hand under his pillow to take the rest of his savings out. His dad felt mad and said "WHY DO U STILL ASK ME FOR MONEY WHEN U HAVE UR SAVINGS?!" The boy said "I do have savings but it's not enough. HERE IS A 100 DOLLARS,CAN I BUY AN HR OF YOUR TIME?" my heart just melted at that instant. It shows how much a child need their parents love and would do all that is possible to get their attention. :(!
Okay, i shouldn't be all over the place now and should be back to work. Ciao!
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