I MAKE A GOOD AND SMART CRIMINAL! Huhuh..Just now I used my youngest bro's account to talk to minna(my friend). She asked if I was tong or jess. Of course I replied saying I'm tong since im using that account and I added in "my sis is watching tv outside". She then replied "ohh,no wonder she didn't reply me on msn." Well,the smart part was that I said I was outside watching tv instead of saying in my room bcoz I thought that she might ask why I didn't reply her on msn. Hahahaa...SMART?! You might think it's nothing but LAME but that's how far boredom can bring you:).

Ahahahhaa...MR.NYIAUU!! He is one hilarious MAN! Apparently,he sang WE WILL WE WILL ROCK YOU in SET 1 PHYSICS class!! We're currently learning something about frequency and so he brought in RADIO! AM and FM to tell us the difference. If only he will remain as FUNNY as he iss...then good lorrr:D


This is the kind of straightener that people normally see in saloon and my eldest bro got it for ONLY 7POUNDS from UK which is around sin dollars S$20+! CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP! My task now is to tell koko that I need it:)! Huhuh..I've been using it for few days already and it's working pretty well...KOOOOOOO...YOU'RE VERY NICE ONE HORRRR:)!

Me: Kooo!! I want thiss! Why did u buy this?
Ko: Why? I thought u have one urself? Cannot buy here meh?
Me: I have but not as good lor..why did u buy?
Ko: Ohh,I went to the saloon to get my gel and the person offered me with a gel..
Me: Ohh,that means u don't need it la..I want ohh
Ko: Don't want laaa..You check it out in town if they do sell it.
Me: Okay..so u gonna pay for it ahh,if I find it..

Few secs later...

Me: don't want laaa...I want this onee.

Haaa...it's with me for as long as he's here in brunei. We'll see how it goes again.

Mum: Did Koko say he's gonan give it to u?
Me: He diddddd...*smiling cunningly* No laa..he didn't say he's gonna give it to me but he let me use it for the time being. Mum,u ask koko to give it to me lorr..he doesn't use it anyway,okay?:D

It's really nicee...GIVE MEE LAA...GIVE ME LAAA..PLEASEEEEE! Hehehehe..

I had the shortest maths class in HISTORY! (2years i meant!) From 12.30 to 1.30pm only worr coz there's this AUSTRALIAN MATH GOING ON so miss tor had to leave:D! congrats anyway,we've finished the syllabuss..wootss! Time to get to work soon,so let's stop right here..ciaooo

PUBLIC HOL AND I BAKED TODAAAYY! Haaa..it was some last min plan where I happen to see and flip thru the recipe book pages..hah! Anyway..MARBLE BUTTER CAKE! It turned out to be pretty alright though it didn't look convincing:(! Looks can be DECEIVING! Seee...proven:)!

Anyway,yest I slept at 3am after finishing maths and stayed up to chit chat for a bit and also sent some stuff to lou lou but unfortunately it failed due to error in transfer! Tooooottt his MSN! Woke up rather late this morning,9.18am! Went out for breakfast with family and after that I came home to revise physics. Around 2.30,syl and I went to buy some ingredients for the cake and who knew that my plain flour was expired,I didn't knowww at first..the first time I went out,I onyl bought what I didn't have which were margarine and caster sugar but when I was weighing my plain flour I thought it looked weird and there you go EXPIRED! I haven been baking for soooooooooooo longgggggggggggg leeeiiii. I think I'll do it more often after exams or whatsoever laaa...it's FUN! I did it alone,syl helped to eat,at the end of the day when your master piece turned out to be fine you just feel PROUD AND CONTENTED! ;)

I guess tonight,I'll do the remaining homeworks and also errrmmm cont reading my chem and SLEEP early! Feel rather sleepy already..sooo let's call it A DAY;)

OHH GODD!! Those people made myyy DAYYY!! I couldn't stopped laughing..Goddd!! Well, syl and I went to lou lou's hse for steamboat dinner and her friends are NOTHING BUT FUN! AH SIM especially of course was the joke of the night..haha! She and her *ahem* was the entertainer seriously..ohhh...I feel so exhausted now from laughing.

Went for lunch with lou lou,ah sim and syl as well this afternoon since I was home alone. In a way I'm coz my parents went to bandar,bro working..youngest bro certainly can;t take care of me instead it should be the other way round. So yuuupp..had SUSHI again but didnt eat much coz laughing gas filled my stomach..with lou lou and ah sim around,that's always the case!

While I was in lou lou's hse just now, I received a call from PIZZA HUT! I was like "what? who is this?" The person kept asking me for direction to my house coz my bro has some friends coming over and I couldn't quite understand that person on the phone,i'm pretty sure he couldn't too so later on he passed to his manager and everything was SETTLED! Should have passed earlier on lorrr..I was wondering which smart ass gave my number to them but actually they have it saved coz I used my phone to call them up the last time..soo yeeaaa:D


Tonight was PURE FUN man! Huhuhuhh...soo much laughter,haven really laughed like that in AGES! I jsut felt soooooooooooooooooooooooooo FREEEEE!! HIGHHH...SUGAR HIGHH:). Alright,enough with all that..time to get back to work..it's now 12.30AM! Goodmorning peepssss

TODAY is just plain SHIT! I woke up too late because my alarm didn't ring and nobody woke me up. I woke up around 7.30 and when my dad came back from sending my lil bro to sch knowing that I wasn't ready yet he just left without me. I know that he cant be late since he has to show good example as a senior headmaster so yes HE LEFT! I tried to be AS FAST AS I POSSIBLY COULD! I got yelled at by mom and it annoyed the hell out of me and during that situation when I'm rushing and everything in me isn't ready yet I have something beside my ears yelling thru' out..I couldn't help but to shout back

Mom : "DAD LEFT ALREADY! I DON'T CARE,I'M NOT SENDING U TO SCH,I HAVE TO SEND UR BRO AND TO WORK..I DON'T HAVE SO MUCH TIME,YOU ALWAYS WASTE MY TIME"

Me: MY ALARM DIDN'T RING!! AND NOBODY WOKE ME UP!

Mum: YOU ALWAYS WANT PEOPLE TO WAKE U UPPP! YOU CANNOT WAKE UP URSELF?!

Me: WTH?! YOU NEVER WOKE ME UP,I NORMALLY WAKE UP MYSELF BUT TODAY MY ALARM JUST DIDN;'T RING,WHAT CAN I DO? IF U CAN'T SEND ME THEN JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE AND LEAVE! DON'T ANNOY ME,I'M TRYING TO BE AS FAST AS I POSSIBLY COULD ALREADY AND WITH YOU CONTINUE YELLING AT ME I CAN'T TURN BACK THE TIME FOR YOU EITHER! YOU EITHER LEAVE ME ALONE OR WAIT FOR JUST A BIT!


Goddd..I swear I hate it when I'm trying to get things done and someone who ISN'T HELPING annoys meee!! I didn't have the intention to be rude...

So anyway,as I thought that everything is fine since I'm already in sch..another bloody issue came up! That is..I left my CHEM HOMEWORK PAPER AT HOME! I paniced of course bcoz I have to hand it in today. Luckily it's my private study time and thank goodness that Richard was there and he;'s soooo NICE to send me home to take it. If not,I'm gonna get scolding from ROLAND.


Who could be more FUCKED UP than I'm and what else could be more FUCKED UP than waking up from the WRONG SIDE OF BED! What a MONDAY!


Anywayyy....THANKSSS RICHARDDD:)! Much appreciateddd;)

I didn't go to MIRI becauseee...I COULDN'T WAKE UP! Partly also because I thought it's better for me to stay home and get some work done..anyway,it wasn't a bad decision after all. My parents came back with lotsa stuff,dad bought alot of junk food! Hahhaa...he's like "there you gooo...there you gooo.." Talking bout my dad...yest right after phy class I was damn hungry,I suddenly felt liek eating american breakfast(during tea time) so I asked my dad if he knows how to cook scramble eggs and he said "OF COURSE..." and went on talking about the procedures. After he finished his lines I ended with "okay great,I'm very hungry..later you cook for me ahh" Guess what did I get in return? "Ohh cannnnn but I'm playing golf soon! You just follow what I've said" Dad replied. I went speechless totally and gave the DOINK expression. "I know how to do it actually,I'm just lazy..I only want to eat after I finish bathing." I said. Anyway,my maid did it for me in the end..hehehehhe:D!

Today is perhaps the BEST physics afternoon class ever!! For some reason, MR.NYIAU(tutor) WAS SORTA ON SUGAR HIGH! Hahahha... He was funny almost thru' out the lesson and I guess it's the weather that made him and us so attentive and energetic! It's super cooling today and I didn't see the SUN at all for the entire day,the sky was just plain grey and dull. Minna and I presented our design questions answers today and I felt great,at least I don't have to worry when he;s gonna pull me out coz I've volunteered:). Mr,Nyiau told us a story about a BIRD today which I thought was rather good. Here goes..

Once upon a time there was this two BRUNEIAN who thinks that they're very smart and one day they heard that there is one JAPANESE man in Japan who is intelligent and lived up the mountain. So,these two bruneian man decided to fly over to japan to look for this man. While they were climbing up the mountain,the two of them were discussing about what should they ask this intelligent Japanese old man. So,one of them caught a small BIRD, he grabbed it with one of his hand and asked the Japanese man "Is this bird that I'm holding alive or dead?" The intelligent Japanese old man answered him "If I say it's dead,you would most probably just give it a twist at the head and let it die. Similarly,If I say it's alive,you would just let it go."

Can you more or less guess what's the moral of the story about? It's about that whatever you do,it's YOUR DECISION! IT'S YOUR LIFE,YOU DECIDE HOW YOU WANT TO LIVE IT.



My mood from the moment I realized that my CHEM P5 DESIGN questions are missing was just like the weather today. Actually,I was afraid more than unhappy/moody coz it means I need to ask MR.ROLAND for another sheet of those questions. I was scared of course because he might just yell at my face immediately hearing that my reason behind is I'VE LOST IT:)! Butttt....thank goodness he didn't in fact he LAUGHED at me..I was like "A Ha Ha Ha...let's laugh too" He printed another piece of work for me and I collected right after maths class only. Goddd..thankkk youuu!


So I guess that's about it in sch today,for the rest of the night it's gonna be study only I supposed coz tmrw I won't down to miri so yeah. Alright,time for dinner..ciaoooo!



MY INTERNET CONNECTION SUCCCKKSSS.....AGAIN!!!! I keep getting DC-ed AGAINNN!! ARghhh..it's sooo annoyinngg..and there seemed to be a problem with my C box?

Well,Today is rather happening/interesting! Hahaha...syl and I went to tapau around ove bucks of sushi because Cheryl,Jennifer,Diana(cheryl's cousin),Syl,Amy came over to my place to eat sushi..whatever we bought from the escapade was half price,not all but most of them and we ordered some from the menu so it ended up to be around 50+. So anyway,we laughed like maddd mann...Jennifer was damn funny..she's called "ah sim"(canto) Hahahhaa...she's super funny man! They came to my house while I was still in escapade waiting for the food to be ready and guess what....THEY LEFT OUT SOME OF OUR SUSHI! WE'VE PAIDDDD!! :(! We were thinking to go back and take but they closed already:(! Sobbbb.....

Ah sim and diana left around 3ish to seria JUST to pluck their eyebrow..cheryl stayed behind and the poor her waited for almost 2hrs before they came to pick her up..hahhaa! Apparently,they were having tea in seria's universal cafe because the salon girl isn't available...hahahha! My poor darling cheryl..she was sooo FULL AND SLEEPY! Right after all of them left,I got myself ready for badminton..It was just simply quiet in the hall coz most are on summer hols...so we have only about a handful of people. It's gonna be even worse when anthony leaves for UK to further his studies! the number of people is INVERSELY PROPORTIONAL TO THE LENGTH OF TIME! It's supposed to increase in number isn't it..but sadly it's getting LESSER AND LESSER!

I'm helping cheryl to find the themesong of the series SPEECH OF SILENCE! Anybody who happens to know where I can download please do let me know. I'd better get going now..there'll be assembly tmrw and I cannot be late! Daymm...sat! Class ends at 3.30! PFFFT!

Annnddd babbyyy..everytime you touch mee..I become a herooo..I'll make you safe no matter where you areee!1 I'm in loveeeeee..........Hahahha...no laaa! Anyway,first of all I would like to announce that I PERSONALLY have a new maid called MARIA SOPHIA RAY! He is my ALL TIME maid...hahhahaha!!! So anyway..thanks alot for helping me photocopy the formula sheet..much appreciated;). Okay so thurs is always and has always been a rather long day for me as class ends only at 3pm! AGAINNNNNNN....miss tor found a sweet wrapper on the floor and she said "sigh...jess,is this yours again?" But before she could finish her sentence I said "nopee..it's not mine! I didn't eat this sweet,you can see my sweet right here on the table..it has no wrapper..it's in a small container..I'm sure its the junior's ones!" Hahaha...she ended with "these terrible juniors..."

Okay...awhile later she came to check my work coz she saw me happily sitting down doing nothing but looking around,she found something to comment on about my work that is SKIPPING TOO MANY STEPS AND GOING DIRECTLY TO THE ANS! The data was supposed to be read from a table in the formula sheet and the additions of the figures are done mentally so I did not write the steps down THEREFORE I got SHOT AT by her GUN(MOUTH)! But its alright...I tried not to skip them in my hmewrk already.


Sul,cheryl and jennifer went to fratini at 2! Well,we decided to go tmrw at around 11.30 after the two GORGEOUS(cheryl and jen) finish their morning classes but too bad the 50% promo ends today and "FORTUNATELY" my class ends at 3 so I couldn't join them. The everrrrrrrrrrrrr SOOOOOOO NICEEEEEE syl messaged me saying "WE'RE AT FRAT NOW..YUMMY YUMMY!" While I was waiting for miss tor to proceed I replied saying "I'm not at TOR'S CAFE! There is also alot of YUMMY FOOD here,can be taken home as HOMEWORKS somemore." Bloody syl,tempt me! I had it 3times in a week already so I'm TOTALLY FINE! HMPH...!


Tonight was a rather happening night...I went out for dinner and then headed to the NIGHT MARKET which was BORRRINNNGGGGG...too little stores compared to previous years and nothing much to look around. It more like going for a walk to digest whatever I've eaten. Lolss...I bumped into some of my juniors and also my ex classmates though.

Besides that I guess there's almost about today..I PLAYED BADMINTON! Hahaaa.....I guess my badminton sessions now would be thurs,fri,sat perhaps. Dammn itt..soo littleee!

Ohh yesss...Just before I leave....QUALIFYING STARTS ON THE 7TH OF AUG! Damn itt man..I've not seen the timetable yet..I would have to on sat! SHITTTT!! It's SOONNNNN!! I have 16papers in total to sit for...GOD,WOULD YOU PLEASE PLEASE BE THERE FOR ME TO GUIDE ME THRU' WHATEVER THAT IS GOING TO COME MY WAY. BLESS ME,AMEN:)

Lo ha! Here I'm again..let's do a short and quick review on yest..I was too tired/lazy or whatever it was to post and AGAIN yest morn something really stupid happened. While I was taking my shower before going to sch,I happily squeezed some of my LOREAL HAIR SHAMPOO instead of body shampoo. Lolsss!! I normally do not wash my hair in the morning coz it takes up quite alot of time and NO WAY will I sacrifice my sleeping time for that:)..Actually I did a rally short post but for some reason it had an error so I didn't bother and just close the page. Alright,as said previously I'll post up some pics of the CONVERSE SHOESS!! Here it is..it just looked great..I LOVE IT MYSELF so SYL YOU BETTER LOVE IT TOO! Take EXTRA EXTRA good care of it alright..you know it didn't cost little:)


Okay.....still I want to say TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT! Hahaha..Syl said "it's too exp that she doesn't dare to wear,it's still in hte box!" Well,it's good that u appreciate and love it but its no point keeping it in the box and till it turns yellow and throw in the bin! It BREAKS MY HEART EVEEENN MOREEE!! Or there's another solution to it...you can let me wear it a couple of times first:D! Huhuhuh...

ssoo YESSS!! Maths hmewrk all done! thank god..I seriously have maths hmewrk phobia too man! It's way too mcuh..always overload and when physics come along..It's DOOM DAY! Anyway,today is bit better as there isn't any homework but it's still not a REST DAY,there are lotsa more waiting to be done so I got to get going nowww.

Ciaooo peepss..

I just came back from a real great dinner with SYL! It's her BIRTHDAY TODAY! Happy birthday darlinggg...though you're always SOOOOOOOOO MEAN to mee but I still love you. I'm just soo nice,yesss? Hhehehe...anyway,we celebrated her bday together with ray,gav,ker yee,cheryl and miss tan. It was a simple yet funny and we saw tiong and a group of other friends there too. We talked about almost everything under the sun..hahaha! Some "dirty" topicsss as well..damn this gav! He could think of such things...bringing in physics into that topic! Lolsss....So anyway, I didn't manage to take a pic of all the food we ordered which is SAD! I FORGOTTT baaa..but I did manage to snap a few pics of the CONVERSE SHOES we bought for syl..it's REALLY NICE! I love it and thought of getting it for myself too:)

The whole dinner lasted for like 3hrs? I had fish and chips which was hmmm..alright I would say. I wasn't really hungry. Syl had grileld seafood platter,cheryl,miss tan and gav had mixed grill,ray had seafood pasta and kar yee had salmon or chicken cheese baked rice. We actually planned to go to the night market which after dinner but we stayed to chit chat for too long so yeah it was called off. I might be going on thurs night though so yuupp..


Ohh...did i mention that on sat I woke up at 8.18AM? Hey...LOOK AT THE TIMEE! Hahaha..I was like.."wuuu,818! Perfect figure huh?" Hahahha..lols! Obssessed..but yessss:) JESSICA HSUANNNNN'S NUMBERRR! Heee....

Alright,enough of all the fun..wait for the converse pics to be uploaded and I shall get to work now before it's too late. I'm getting sleepy though because I was woken up by numerous calls this afternoon while I was trying to take my nap. Anyway....nite:)

Burrrppp~~~ ! I just had ITALIAN DINNER! I went to FRATINI AGAIN!! Was supposed to go for sushi but I ended up in fratini because I was told it's family dinner and reservations has been made sooo.....SORRRYYYYY:(!

Alright,let's do a quick review of what happened today...

1)Studied in the morning
2) Instant noodles for lunch
3) Studied in the afternoon again
4)watch tv in the evening(Healing souls)
5)Went to frat for dinner and shopping
6)Here i'm blogging...

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7)RELAX,REST,SLEEP EARLY:)! Prep myself for tmrw's test..huhuhu.

So please test paper...be easy on meee and PLEASE DO NOT TORTURE MEE...PLEASEEEE...MERCY MERCYYY;)

Did I mention I had the healthiest tea break ever today? Hahha..I actualyl had cereal with raisins and banana..well,it sounded like breakfast I know. So anyway,I told jie about it coz errr I told her I'm only having instant noodles at home since nobody is around and we ended up with this convo..

Jie: What? How could they leave u all alone?
Me: I'm having instant noodles only..
Jie: Are they not afraid of you burning the house down the ground? Do u know how to boil water? Take a pot,put some water inside and switch on the fire
Me:WOW!! I'M ACTUALLY VERY SURPRISED THAT YOU KNOW!

Hahaha..then she never replied...I'm just absolutely fantastico;) Kekeke

Alright,signing out...ciao peeps!

This is how INTERESTING PHYSICS IS!




These are meant to be for the fun...DO NOT LEARN! The right attitude is...search EVERYWHERE,EVERYPLACE POSSIBLE!

30% reading--->60% solving--->10% ask

THE CYCLE REPEATS ITSELF!

RAYYY RAYYY RAYYYY AND RAYYYY!!! I've been waiting for this guy to upload some of the pics I snapped using his phone so that I can share it here but HE IS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN! Well,he was SUPPOSED to upload it for me YESTERDAY but this what happened.

Me: You didn't send the pics to my mail,I want to blog tonight la.
Ray: Didn't i tell you i'm in bandar?
Me: Ya! You didn't
Ray: Didn't I say i'm watching batman?
Me: You didn't as well. Nothing of that sort,you only said YES when I told you to send me the pics
Ray: All I can say is that you weren't paying attn to what I said. So hurt....end of conversation. I need to RECONSIDER everything again.
Me: HA HA HA HA....I'm rolling on the floor now coz ur joke is too super extremely overly absolutely definitely undoubtedly FUNNY!

What is there to RECONSIDER when nothing has ever been CONSIDERED? Hahahha...Actually, I know he's up in bandar for batman I purposely answered him that way...hehehhe;) but I thought he's gonna at least send it to me email ma:(! Sighh... There's no need to consider anything anymore la...ALL MARKS CUT OFF! CHANCE-LESS! Hhahahhaa:p

So anyway...back to whatever happened yest. We went to FRATINI for lunch...coz it they had 50% of promo..we went around 2ish with my stomach growling loudly coz I only had one piece of bread in the morning. We meet CHERYL(lou lou) AND JENNIFER(ah sim)! We ordered 3kinds of pasta and one pizza...DAMN GOOD! We were stunned by the bill...NOT BECAUSE IT WAS TOO PRICEY but because it was TOO CHEAP and WHY? Cheryl footed our BILL! The bill came showing $8.25 and we all were like HUH? FOR 3 PASTAS AND ONE PIZZA?! Only then we were told that's the price of the pizza after 50%..the rest were paid by cheryl coz she left early! Aww....THANKSS DARLING;)! We owe u one....;)

Right after frat,I accompanied ray to supermarket coz he needed to buy some vege and I came up with a brilliant idea(as always) to go to DQ! Hahahha...on the way we went to pick syl up and my LIL BOYFRIEND OSCAR KO! Aww...he's soo cute! I do have a couple of pics here in my MSN but I can't find it anywhere in any folders..I don't know if its possible to extract from MSN..I can only have it as my display pic there.

Meanwhile..let's take a look at this messy table...this is how it looks like when things are not going quite right..

Have u ever thought about what FAMILY really means and why is this word even invented? Alright, FAMILY means Father And Mother I Love You! It's amazing isn't it? Do you realize how we tend to take our own family members or people we love most for granted and instead we treat outsiders better/far better at times? We ASSUME that it's perfectly alright to treat them that way because they UNDERSTAND us and WILL NOT BLAME US but have we ever thought how sometimes our action can cause a DEEP WOUND and SCAR left in the heart for the rest of their lives? It's far too late to regret when you've lost that someone. There isn't any point/use to do whatever you possibly could to replace the loss because the fact is that THEY'RE GONE! You might now question,why is this girl so emo? Hahaha...coz I just came back from a FAMILY dinner? Hahaha...no! It's because I just finished reading an email of this sort and it suddenly hit me hard on the head and start to recall about all the observations I've made on people around me. There are some who puts family way before anything else in the world,basically,their family means the world to them but there are some who DOESN'T GIVE A DAMN about their own family,they're basically living in their own world which consists of NOTHING but themselves. You could clearly see the difference between these two people..one being really SELF CENTERED/ANTISOCIAL and the other one normally cares about what's going on with his/her surrounding. You should by now know what kind of person you are and IF you happen to fall into the ANTISOCIAL(YOUR-PROBLEM-IS-NON-OF-MY-BUSINESS) it's time for u to wake up because the world does not revolve only around you. Care for others,it does no harm.

Okay,enough of being sooooooooo emotional...family dinner in JOLENE just now was really great. We had 5 great dishes...STEAM FISH,VEGE,3KINDS OF PRWAN(SALAD PRAWN,BUTTER MILK AND INDONESIAN STYLE PRAWN) and lastly we have err CLAYPOT ONION CHICKEN:)! I didn't over eat this time,I shared a bowl of rice with mummy:) which in the end makes me feel just nice! Sooo...for today! Class ended bit earlier coz miss tor heerself couldn't take it anymore and me sitting right in front,I was on the verge of falling asleep and miss tor said "Jess,faint already ahh..okay la okay la..after this question we go home..I'm also exhausted already" Hahaha...I was really really sleepy! NO JOKE! I must sleep early every wednesday night because thurs is a very long day. Sat is too...:(!

Today's friendly match with CHMS was alright,I went for the fun. Wont my matches and rushed home because dinner was at 7.30pm! I needed to bathe and blow my hair..girls normally take a long time so understandable laa horr..I don't know who is the champ overall..I haven't gotten any news yet..apparently it was 3win 3 loss and 2 draws..unless they play the draw games then its a NO WIN NO LOSE!

I guess that's a bout it...exercised,had great dinner and now I'm off to work! Got lots to do..ciaoo

TODAY isss....ANOTHER BLURR DAY! After one day of public hol,it certainly DID NOT FEEL GREAT and I felt really tired that I got my timetable mixed up. I forgot that after recess I'm supposed to be in GP class,I thought I'm having my private study,that was my thoughts in phy class until when I was outside and xin wanted to go to the canteen I told her time was too short because we can't be late for GP class. See,i'm contradicting there..in my mind it was PS after recess but my mouth speaks another. LOLS! WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG?! So anyway,entered GP class and teacher wasn't it but sadly she left some classwork for us which UNFORTUNATELY has to be handed in at the end of the period=(!

The upcoming days will be rather happening...badminton friendly tmrw,dinner at night. Then it will be a long weekend since his majesty will be coming down to kb on sat therefore another sch day off and I'll be having family gathering in bandar I LOTUS restaurant(YUMMM). It's also ah kai's birthday on sat but obviously I won't be there. SORRY FRIEND! With all that on the list,I'm now trying to finish phy before fri or latest by fri so I still have sometime left to do the reading. I did P3 today and it was another proof of me being blurr. The answer was already sorta right in front of me I just needed to factorise it abit but I thought I was all wrong so I interrupted elaine (MISS TOP OF THE WORLD),asking her to try that question when she's busy with her homeworks and in the end I've actually gotten the ans in the very beginning. Hahaha..I'm truly sorry,I didn't mean to add anymore stress to you but I can be stupidly blurr at times. Surprisingly,elaine said "I don't blame you" Aww...sucha sweetheart..hahaha;)


Actually,I'm feeling really worn out/exhausted now. I've been working eversince 5pm in the evening non stop. Had 15mins break for dinner only. OH YEAH...talking bout dinner! My bro cooked pasta for himself because he didn't like the dishes served during dinner. I went into the kitchen while he was cooking saying it LOUD AND CLEAR that I wanna try too and so of course I was waiting patiently,perhaps too patiently that when my youngest bro came into my room he said "wahh,koko's pasta was really good" Immediately I exclaimed "REALLY?! okay..i'm going to try now..." Before I even reached my door my youngest bro said "haa? finish already lor.."(with that kind of tone) I was like WHAT?! WHY NOBODY CALLED ME?! I SAID I WANTED TO TRY MA! My youngest bro said "WE DID! WE CALLED U FEW TIMES JIEEEE JIEEE but you didn't come out!" OF COURSE I DIDN'T BECAUSE I DIDN'T EVEN HEAR A SINGLE THING! My door is closed and the kitchen is NOT OPPOSITE my room. Sighh...soo saddd lorr! These two bros..SOOOO "KIND AND SWEET!" But anyway..

NO PASTA, MESSY TIMETABLE, OVERLOOKED ANSWER! Ohh well...let's call it a day:(

Gdnite...*crying*

Today isn't any ordinary day because it's the day HIS MAJESTY THE SULTAN came to this world and IT'S A PUBLIC HOLIDAY for us=)! Lols...so anyway,I woke up at around 8am this morning and starting working around 9am. I tried to finish off the maths hmewrk but ST1's exercise was kinda tough so I need to check with Elaine tmrw. Alright,so I finished at 11.30 ish and something really toot happened. I was holding my cup of coffee while walking out of my room and of course my intention was to bring it to the kitchen but guess where I brought it to? THE BATHROOM?! When I placed the cup down I was thinking why is there mirror in the kitchen and why are my face products here? Then the next sec I was like "ohh god,What the hell jess?" My dad saw me and said "haha,you studied too much." Ohh well...that's how blurr I can be sometimes,please bear with me. I'm sure when jie sees me at that moment she's gonna go "haiyoorrr.....dieee lorr..." with her palm on her forehead.

I had quite a good lunch this afternoon,went for SUSHI! AND I WAS EXPECTING TO HAVE PEOPLE TO PLAY BADMINTON WITH TODAY butttt....................................=(! I have a friendly match coming up and I NEED TO PRACTICE abit at least...anybody? volunteer? Oh yeah..I had a rather funny convo with syl this afternoon..

Sylvia: I'm pregnant
Me: Keep eating?
Sylvia: didn't come for 2 months liao
Me: bohh..who's baby? You remember which guy you did it with that night or not? I told you already..don't simply do anything.
Sylvia: which night also forget liao,how to remember the guy?
Me: In's chetz house ba..
Sylvia: Wahaha..too many of them..don't know whose one..wahaha
Me: Hahaha..shit,soooo agressive sia u
Sylvia: Walau..they're all computer freaks lei..most of them took computer related course
Me:don't change topic! Recall who you did it with,I don't mind being an aunty at this age..hah!
Sylvia: Okey lorr...continue the topic you want then..
Me: you are a bio student you know when's best to do it and think you WILL NOT get preg but sometimes u just don't know how your body functions. so it's TA DAHH...PREG! BY ACCIDENT!

Hahahaha...well,there's somemore to it which I don't think is too nice to share:)!

So I shall end this post with...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIS MAJESTY THE SULTAN DAN YANG DI PERTUAN NEGARA BRUNEI DARUSSALAM:)


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GOD,THANK YOU FOR BLESSING MY FRIEND. THANK YOU GOD:)

STEAMBOAT NIGHT=)! There's sooooooooooooo much variety of food on the table and I'm stuffed like anything now. Drank alot of soup...and it's so noisy out there coz some of my bro's friends are around. I wanted to snap a few pics of the entire thing but I realized that I do not have the cable and thus couldn't upload to the computer.

Although that people are enjoying out there I still have to study..got like whole lot of hmewrkss! Oh yeah,I approached mr.nyiau to ask him about one of the phy ques that I couldn't solve but see no mistake in my working. I asked gavin to help me out yest and he got the same thing..well,the answer behind the book WAS WRONG! God...I went mad yest because I see no FREAKING MISTAKE but I couldn't get the answer..drove me mad seriously! I'm fine now...hahaha;)!

Did GP presentation today and it was good..short,fast and appropriate:) and class ended 15mins earlier! Aiyah,dont know what else to write..all I know now is i OVERATE and I feel like puking!

Here's something jie bought for mee...
Thank you darlinggg:)

Minna : Why did you add the when to get married application in facebook? So despo to get married meh?

Me: No laa...I thought it's quite interesting so I took the test lor..marry marry marry who sin tak ga? From NO BOYFRIEND TO BEING A WIFE TO SOMEONE?! You think sublimation meh? (chemistry term..hahhaa,it means from solid to gas...skipped liquid state).

So anyway,today was quite a physics day really..hap plenty of questions to do! Tonight will be chem and some phy remaining...ohh god! PHY CHEM PHY = PSYCHO!

One of my yiyi is here...she cooked us dinner..yummyy!! And soo tonight I have someone to sleep with me...I hope she doesn't snore:) but IF it's me snoring it will be PERFECTLY fine la har...kekeke

Today isn't a very healthy day coz NO BADMINTON:(! Sobb...anddd....tracy,cher and aunty jenny..all three outstation! wah lau..these ppl..I'm here suffering they're elsewhere enjoying! UNFAIR UNFAIR...I DECLARE UNFAIRNESS! BUT ANYWAY...tmrw might me some interesting day because STEAMBOAT at night since tues is HIS MAJESTY THE SULTAN'S BIRTHDAY(public hol) and another hol on SAT! Wee heeee? Yesss....WOHOOOO!!


Oh yeah not forgetting,I watched Healing souls on tv and i'm glad to say that the spark ebtween JESSICA AND FRANCIS is kinda beginning so I must keep track with it everyweekend now:)! They look good together....really! Compatible:)

I think that's about it? Ciaoooo...

I randomly took some pics of my DQ GREEN TEA ICE CREAM with my quickcam and I found out that there are some nice pics of my SWEETHEARTS in the quickcam folder and so here they're uploaded and shared:)

HAPPY TODAY!

Firstly,PHY TEST IS POSTPONED TO NEXT NEXT MON! God thank you....THANKKK YOUUU!! Next thing is,I'm gonna have DQ GREEN TEA AGAIN!! Weeeheee..Happy happyyy....;)! Can I be any happier?

Something rather "interesting" happened in chem lab today. A girl who belongs to another chem set walked into our class after the bell rang coz she say some of us leaving already so she just walked in and placed her bag but my teacher is still inside collecting our assignments therefore the girl got scolded. Mr.roland asked them to get their ass out of the class and also their bags. This girl answered mr.roland "I saw some of them walked out so I came in,i'm sorry" Mr.Roland replied fiercely" YOU'RE NOT THE IMPORTANT ONE,I'M THE IMPORTANT ONE!" After that the girl replied "okayyyy..." Mr.roland went "don't be rude to say okaayyy"

ME and a few of my friends were still inside because we were err packing our stuffs and joking alil here and there (i know,inappropriate time) and were shocked by the shouting. So yeah,we left asap. Oh well,that's MR.ROLAND! Just have to get use to him..he teaches well though but has rather bad mood swings. So anyway... I was told by sylvia that during maths class ms.tor said my name,not for good stuff! What happened was she saw a sweet wrapper near to the seat that syl is sitting which is also my place la so when ms.tor picked up this wrapper she said "haiya,this must be jess's job! always eat already and never throw properly!" HELLLO...IT'S NOT MEEE!! I REMEMBER CLEARLY THAT I'VE THROWN MINE INTO THE RUBBISH BIN THE OTHER DAY!! Okay,i admit that once i left it in the drawer but it doesn't mean i would repeat it again!! I was expecting to say something to me during my set 3 class but she didn't so I didn't bother saying anything also. Hahahhaa....but anyway...not a big deal.

Did I say I was superb to make it to assembly like 1min before the assembly started? Hahaha..yesss,i'm super! I wasn't late...I was NEARLY/ VERY CLOSE TO BEING LATE! Luckily,I made a fast move,went upstairs and threw the bag and zoom down with kar yee and syl! I don't want to end up in the "LATE COMERS" line..I was in there last week but people like me..I escaped because I don't want to be blacklisted,I don't want anything to destroy my AT THE MOMENT PERFECT conduct..no offenses so far. ;)

so yeah,that's about what happened in sch. Ohh...the other fun part is kar yee and me debating about how to solve a chem question in the prac paper! We drove each other crazy,seriously but was soo much fun:)!

Alright,DQ soon and after that badminton! Weeheee AGAIN!

I belong to CREAM colour! I received a mail which is soo freaking true. It's about finding your own colour based on your birth dates and mine was CREAM.

This is what it wrote:

Competitive and sportive. Don't liek losing and always cheerful! You're trustworthy and very out going. You choose love carefully,and DON'T FALL IN LOVE EASILY. But once you find the right one you don't let go or a long time.

OMG! How could it be so accurate?! I'm impressed...very impressed indeed! Anyway...

Nothing much today,stayed home do some work and went out for lunch for abit,came back work again and after that had a short nap. Went for badminton today,had quite a good match and it was all FUN! That's about it lahhh...

Again...I'M IMPRESSEDD! I STILL CAN'T BELIVE leii...

OHHHH YESSSSS....it's THURSDAY! It's superb to think of not having to attend classes tmrw! Phewww...after a long day today,its good to take a break from seeing the teachers:)! Anyway,received a FCKING BAD NEWS IN SCH! Phy test which contributes to QUALIFYING will be either on MONDAY or THURS! Please pray that it's THURS! Monday is way too soon and it's unfair to us because he forgot to inform our set only till this morning whereas apparently he has told the other sets like last week or week before?! WTH?! so it's gonna be PHYSICS WEEKEND!

Alright,I forgot to bring my data booklet to chem class and "FORTUNATELY" carol who sits beside didn't have it with her too and when MR.ROLAND asked us to look at it I was so scared that he's gonna shout right at my face because he reminded that we have to bring it with us everyday,I left it at home coz i used the night before. Every min when he looked at me,I felt super nervous and I was preparing myself to get yelled at but thank god he didn't. Im sure he knew I didn't have it with me despite me pretending as If i did by taking lotsa things out like,having the application book,textbook and some papers messing around to look like YESS,SHE DOES HAVE IT! Hahaha..anyway, as said i think he knew i didn't have it with me because when he said "look at la di da di da" I couldn't look at anything besides starring at him and taking note of what he is saying and each time he looks at me I have this "ohh shit shit,he's gonna yell...shit..god pls nooo plssss" THANK YOU GOD FOR PROTECTING ME! He didn't to my surprise..I kept asking "when is he gonna finish using this data booklet" Phhewww..

So anyway, I messaged ray the first thing in the morning asking him to bring whatever junks he could possibly find at home coz he normally buys stuff like that,since my class ends only at 3pm,I need smth to keep me awake! Expecting him to bring me what I requested,he put me in disappoinment! He said he couldn't find them,don't know where his mom hid them and his mom wasn't at home and before I could say a thing he said "BUT I've asked syl to buy some if she goes out for lunch" Hahaha...but err nothing was bought in the end coz they didn't end up going for lunch so I went down to find miss cheryl lim in her office to get some sweets from her,I took a handful and when I went into class ray asked me what have I got, I said a number of sweets and sooo it all ended up being shared and left one for myself:(! Sobbb...

I FINALLY PLAYED BADMINTON TODAY! It feels FANTASTICCC!!! SWEAT SWEAT SWEATTT!! Just love itt....so refreshing! Wooosshhh... Alright,SUPPOSED to go out for dinner with the gang in kaizhen(sushi) but again I would have to repeat I must have NO LIFE! NOOO LIFE!! Hahaha...no la,but i have some stuffs to do tonight;) and therefore I gtg now....byeeee:D

CAT FIGHT IS THE LATEST TREND IN SCHOOL! Muahahhaa... I don't know what on earth is wrong but two cat fight cases in school. The thing is, I'm not surprised about the whole fighting process but the people involved in it is the one which surprised the hell out me..I nearly had my eyes popped out when I was told who fought! The case yest was between one of my QUIET and SEEMINGLY TIMID classmate. I stresssssssssss....QUIET AND SEEMINGLY TIMID! It happened outside the chem lab,while I was walking towards the phy lab I saw two girls without tudung and a few girls surrounding there with mr.nyiau who was also on the to have phy lessons. I walked passed,at first I didn;t recognize it was my classmate with her tudung down and spects off,I looked twice and the first thing came to my mind was "WHAT?!!! HER?! Not illusion right?" When I saw her friends surrounding her,I thought OMG,WHAT ON EARTH HAS JUST HAPPENED? Apparently,they slapped each other, I wasn;t aware of it at first though I was somewhere around because they didn't shout so didn't get my attention. Hahaha...sounds bad? A worse case happened today...


The first thing I was told to as a friend approached me was "HEYY,THERE'S ANOTHER FIGHT but it's different people" I was like "huh? where? when? again? why?" I was told that it's between one PRE U 2 and one PRE U1 and PRE U2 WON!! YAY!!! wAY TO GOOOO PRE U2! Okay noo...so anyway yeah..I heard the PREU1's uniform got ripped off from the sleve all the way to the waist and she had to use her tudung to cover up. When I knew who was the PRE U2 student that was involved in this fight again I was given another bigg bigg surprise! It's my ex-classmate in sjs,she's only my schoolmate now..also another TIMID,SMALL LITTLE GIRL! But she won? Soo...don't underestimate them huh...Minna asked the "CHAMP" if she was hurt and she answered "no,she was the one!" Wooo...got style huh? Hahaha...;)! Applause applause....haha!

Alright,so done with the interesting part,school is back to B-O-R-I-N-G again! Hahaha....today isn't so bad since there isn't any homeworks given..YAY!! I slept in the afternoon as usual,no exercise(god damn it,its BAD!). I'm looking forward to the next badm session now...We need to play before tracy goes on vaca for 1WEEK! Oh yeah,on top of that,congrats to her for passing her uni:)! YOU GO GIRLL!

Minna asked me a question today:

Minna: What does it mean when u can't stop looking at someone?
Jess: It means u really like that person and can't stand a min even not looking at him.
Minna: So perhaps the other way, if you stop looking at someone it means u really don't like them?
Jess: That doesn't apply,not looking doesn't necessarily mean you don't think of them. It doesn't go both ways. It's not a REVERSIBLE REACTION! (chem term) Hahaha...


So tonight's plan is chemistry and GP(essay test tmrw,PFFTT!!). Anyway,I guess that's all for now..

I made a confession this morning in sch to mrs.kamini. Well,we were supposed to hand in one of the assignment she gave us on monday but alot didn't do as well so she pushed it to tues which is today but I still didn't do anything about it,I mean i've never put in effort for GP,i focus a whole lot more on the other three subjects(core subs). Mrs.kamini was complaining about me not spending enough time for her subj too and I'm conscious about her being disappointed but GP does take up quite a lot of time coz its essay and stuff like that so normally I don't bother to practise or do the work that she gives. So anyway, I told her about it this morning,I asked her if she would be alright with me handing it in tmrw. As expected,she asked the one million dollar ques WHY? I told her honestly,I've not done it yet,I'll do it tonight. She said "sighh...okay then,you've got the permission" Phewww...then only I realized quite a number were in the same boat as i'm too. Hahaha...anyway,It's done now and it's ready to be handed in tmrw. Homeworks are sorta done,physics half way thru,continue later,ques are little compared to yest but it's TOUGHER!


I was called for badm just now but I couldn't make it due to the workload I have in hand, I was happy that I wasn't tempted by all the sms-es from anthony,sylvester,keat yaw! I told anthony,we'll play on thurs,fri and sat! He said "NO! UNLESS YOU PLAY TODAY" Hahaha..sorry,but I always stick on to my principle that academic comes before anything else. Alright,talking bout this,I slept in the afternoon but was awaken by a phone call. I didn't answer it though,I took my mobile and saw its from ray,I wanted to ans but phone was on low batt. Hehehe...Anyway,I asked him what's up and he said he wanted to ask me if I would love to join him and zhao ren for tea or something like that,hang out. When i get back to him,they were already done but they're going out tonight as well yam cha but I told ray I won't be joining because I'm having my SWEET TIME(NO LIFE) at home. Ray tempted me by saying "only a while wor and he's going to spore on fri for three weeks already worr" I answered him "zhao ren is important also since he comes back once in a year from UK but my work is just more imp" Heeeee:D

So yeah,I spent the evening doing work and i will do the same thing for tonight(EVERY FREAKING NIGHT) in fact! How sad can life be man? how miserable? It's short and I'm supposed to ENJOY lei...yes?


YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :):)

Till here then...ciao;)

I NEED A MASSAGE!!

I'm DEADD!!

Niteee.. Lolsss...

I'm sorta kinda motivated by mrs.imelda yapp! She gave a really good talk this morning about career and scholarships! Hahaha..she was damn freaking funny but was real lively! Of the entire talk I remember this STUDY AT LEAST 5 HRS A DAY AND HAVE NO LIFE FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS! Have no life means don't go out,don't chit chat,don't do anything else besides studying! Possible?? OF COURSEEE...................NOT! Hahaha....I thought its best if time is managed properly,we don't really have to cut off everything,or we seriously have to? The talk last for 1hr but it seemed like she woke us up from our 1000hrs of dream!

I went for badminton today,just to get back on track and be bit healthier of course,hadn't exercise for one whole full week! Jeesssus! So UNFIT! Well,actually I didn't feel like going today too coz I'm having aunty visit then when I msged sylvester he insisted that I have to go. Then I said "First day lei,like water tap like that" Then he said "hahaha,wear pad lo" Then I said "OF COURSE GOT WEAR LAAA!! I don't care,if overflow(touchwood) u do the cleaning" Soooo....tick tock tick tock..he picked me up at around 4.30pm and when I was walking towards his car,he was smiling SWEETLY there and I said "LAUGH AT ME!" Then he asked me "did u vring extra or not?" I exclaimed "NOOO!!! Don't need" After that,he reversed abit and asked again "really don't need? second chance for u ohh" I exclaimed again "DON'T NEED! IT'S NOT JUST PUTTING ON,HAVE TO WASH OKAYY!!" Sighh...see guysss,they don't understand! Hahaha...While I was there sitting after I finished my game,they asked me play again but I said "sorry,can't....I....errr....have "AUNTY VISIT"! So they insisted gavin to play and he laughed saying "I have "UNCLE VISIT"! Tracy laughed out and asked "what colour is urs?" Gavin answered "hahaha,mine is WHITE!" Hahahaha....damn those ppl! And he even said "uncle visit more painful la,it;s not flowing..it "SHOOTS" out...more pressure!" WTH GAVIN!

Had a couple of fun games but came back early coz I have alot to do! It's time to SUFFER AGAINNN!! :(! Alright alright...till here then:).

Byeeeeeeee

THANK YOU DARLING for helping me out despite having perlims coming up soon! Hahah...sorry bout that but I'm just IT STUPID u see. Whats navigation again? Hahaha...

Alright alright...this is a post for you...SPECIALLY FOR YOU TO THANK YOU FOR THE EFFORT AND TIME! I truly appreciate it. Now my blog looks FANTASTIC! Absolutely Gorgeoussssssssssss baby:)!


THANK YOU DARLINGGGG:D

hello.
this is a guest post.
an uninvited one. :D

anyway, JeSS! you kid. i randomly just put it as blue first. when you ever find a nice colour, then you can tell me, and i'll make the changes. i cant be bothered to do the matchings now. heee. your darling here has to study for her dearest prelims.

i realised your blog timing's a little screwed up. i'll change it for you, if i can be bothered. hahaha. your blogskin currently looks like mine, just that yours is blue and is pictures of jessica. hahahah. oh wells. GOODNIGHT! :D

the loved one,
LIPIN(:

ONE WEEK GONE! Down to 4 weeks left! You know its sunday yet you couldn't enjoy it coz u have something important coming up in no time,sad isn't it? Weekend turns nightmare? I spent like almost the whole morning doing all the physics homeworks...like around what? 15 questions? Long questions...and he didn't give us a date when we have to hand it in so I asked elaine and she said don't think we have to hand it in and I went "WHAT?! REPEAT THAT AGAIN!" Hahahaha...its a good thing to get it done..it's revision in a way!

My alarm rang at 7am but I get off bad at 8am! 1hr difference..hahaha! So actually,It's useless to set an early alarm coz I jsut shut it off and continue sleeping:). I always need someone to knock on my door...and there was once my mom came in and said "weeeiii,still don't wanna wake up,u have no classes today meh?" Then I just answered "noooooo......" Then my mom paused for a while and asked "huh? no? why? it's monday wor" Then I jumped out of the bed saying "ohh shit...monday! okay,i'm off to bathroom now" I was in my dreamland but can't remember what I was dreaming of. Sighh..always get disturbed when I start dreaming:(! Whats the point of all this? I don't know..hahaha

Okay,tmrw's class will be till 1.15pm and there will be a career talk by Imelda yapp tmrw morning which I should be attending. GP presentation in the afternoon. And and and...my err back is sorta aching or its feeling kinda sore because I'mmm currently.....................AHEM AHEM:D! See,I need to rest okayyy.....sobbbb:(

Okay till here then...byeeeee

WOOHOO!! I'm super hyper today...whyy? COZ I WILL GET DQ LATERR!!! DQ'S GREEN TEA ICE CREAM IS MY LOVEEE!!! Sherline is coming down to kaybe later for some party and I asked her to buy it for meee!! Weeee....heheeeee!!! Thank you babyyyy...Okay,tonight is rach's party but I won't be there. WHY?

Not quite in the mood for parties,I'm super worried bout my qualifying which is soon so decided to refrain myself from whatever fun possible. Thennn....around 5ish,I was told family dinner tonight! Lolsss...anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACH:)! Maybe we shall party again next time but for now I really can't make it. I prefer not to la,just to be honest here though I might not be doing much tonight since its been a long day today.

There's a whole lot of physics homework assigned...sure to spend hours doing it and I don't know when to hand in coz he didn't give us the exact date. Alright,today's phy class wasn't that bad,we discussed about our design questions and whoever wish to volunteer would have to go out and draw their diagrams and explain. I didn't volunteer just now,perhaps next week!

Ohh yeah...my darling lou lou is SICKK!! :(! Poor baby...rest well laaa and I hope to see u in sch on monday:)

Okay..gtg now get ready for dinner. Ciaooo

In a world of lies,you're the truth
You walked into my life to stop my tears
I know what is beautiful by looking at you
I wanna change the world just for you
All the impossible I wanna do for you!


Muahahhahaa....I love those wordsss...one more line- LOVE DEEPLY AND PASSIONATELY,YOU MIGHT GET HURT BUT IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO LIVE LIFE COMPLETELY! Yeahh...sounds very correct,doesn't it? One could only give as much as they possibly could and they're certainly unable to be in control of the whole situation so if you think you've given your BEST then live with NO REGRETS because that's the capability you're given from god,what more can you do and what more do u wish to ask for? Life is ALWAYS/AT ALL TIMES about taking risk and having the courage within to face whatever that is in the way. We make it a learning process as we go along and stay as positive as we possibly can each time. The magic of a possible mind might just throw u a big surprise. What is most important above all is to love people around you and not take them for granted. I encounter this issue which bothers me alot. There's this family which consists of a 5yrs old girl who's parents are currently filling for divorce or are already seperated(shortgun marriage). This 5 year old and her mom lives with her own mom and dad in a rather small house. The issue here is the behaviour of this 5yr old girl which is so DISRESPECTFUL but I can tell you I WOULDN'T BLAME THIS LIL GIRL AT ALL! It's how she's brought up,she's lack of love obviously because her mom doesn't care about her and she's always or most of the time with her grandmother who is not in a very good condition yet trying hard to be patient with her at all times. I do not expect her to APPRECIATE at this stage but it just pissed me off to see how this lil girl could be so rebellious most of the times and talk in such a RUDE RUDE RUDE way to the elderly. Whenever I see this happen,I'd feel like smacking the lil girl's mouth and to tell her how WRONG she is but I couldn't because first she isn't my SISTER OR COUSIN OR ANYTHING OF THAT SORT and secondly I CAN'T BLAME HER! It's how she's being influenced,the way she talks is exactly how her mom talks. Unless her mom does something to change her own daughter and take some responsibilities,I see this lil girl going NO WHERE good. It's a waste i must say,she's smart,she can study well but she needs some basic education and at least a more stable family to help her change into a lil girl who would be loved by others. I pity her partly and hope she would really change as time goes by.


Back on my part....I FINALLY HAD DQ TODAYY!! wooohooo...been craving it...GREEN TEA ICE CREAM! Went with tracy....hehehehe:). SLURP SLURP..I wanted to buy some home but it melts really fast sooo....NOOOOOO:(! My whole family except me are going out for a dinner in an aunty's place...I can't since i have WORKKK to do..as always. I'm not keen to go anyway,feeling sleepy so I just wanna get things done and go to bed:)

MORE BAD NEWS THROWN ATT! WTFFF?!!! Qualifying exam is just 5WEEKS away....instead of 7WEEKS as told previouslyy!! OHHH NOOO!!! It's starting on the 9th of AUG?! Why so earlyyy...

Tmrw isn't a good day...class ends up till 3pm ahh!! 7.45am to 3pm! Holyyyy the shiitt!!! And i have no packets of sweets or biscuits with mee....i wanted to buy today but errr...I don't know..din go out!

I dont know what to blog about la except that it's just 5WEEKS LEFTTT!!! I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOWWW!!

GODDD I'M CALLING FOR HELPPPPP...PLEASEEEEEEEEE!!!! My life is just sooooooo screwed mann!! GODDDDD!!! It's 7 weeks before errmm QUALIFYING EXAM AND IT'S SUPER IMPORTANT. then then then.....it's just the second day of sch and homeworks are like as if it has been pilled up for MONTHS! Its jsut coming and coming...HELLO,I'M CLOSING MY GATE ALREADY OKAY..DON'T FORCE THRU' THE HOLES LAAA!! Give me sometime to complete them first then give me laaa...can ahh? pleaseeee laaa.....Sighhh.....GODDDDD!!! SAVEEEE MEEEEE:(:(:(! I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THAT A LEVEL IS SHORTENING MY LIFE SPAN SO IF U HAVE A CHOICE DO NOT DO A LEVELS! It just kills uuu....ARGHH!!!

Okay,let's do a review, MATHS PHYSICS AND GP HOMEWORK! Maths is done...physics AND GP NOT TOUCHED YET! GP needs research and a draft...then physics err need to solve questions and then need to read millikan's expt. You see,those are just HOMEWORKS! Revision not counted in yet la...so if add in everything..DON'T NEED TO SLEEP?! Okaayyy....I slept in the afternoon but that shouldn't be counted in really. It's good to rest and recharge the mind and body! Sooo...i can sense nothing but WORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK AND LESS SLEEP AND AND AND AND SHORTER LIFE SPAN:)! Nooooo..I want FOUR kids and a family. I want to see them grow up,get married,have children......Lolsss....so emoooo leeeiii;). Sighhh...whatever la horr.....I'LL CONTINUE TO DO MY BEST!

Till here then....time and tide waits for NO MAN but can wait for A FEMALE? Wait for JESS laaa...lolss!! lammeeeee......pfft!

-->JeSS<--
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-->TOOTEST OF THE TOOTEST<--
-->YeO<--
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++Brunei Darussalam,KaayBee++
++27th nov 1990++
++SagittariuS++
++St.John a.k.a SJS(Best Sch mann!)++

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-**All J FansSsSSsSS..Muchhs!

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