The J's

Sunday, January 28, 2007 11:25 PM

Here im again. I feel butterflies in my stomach NOW! Its really scaryy..results will be OFFICIALLY RELEASED most probably tmrw. People keep saying that its out on the web but NOBODY knows the website so far. Anyway,I woke up at 10.44am,bit quite late. Then err I walked to jie's house at 11.30am. I stayed there till 2.30pm and walked home to EAT! Hahhaha...they had mutton and curry but nah i dont want anymore meat. I ate mee hoon soup which my mom ta pau-ed from market in the morning before she and my dad left for bandar. After eating I continued watching KOREAN OPEN(LIVE AND EXCLUSIVE). LIN DAN my fav men's singles player beat CHEN JIN(twice world junior champ from china as well). Then at like 4 something they had the women's double. GAO LING AND HUANG SHUI VS ZHANG ZIWEN AND YANG WEI. MY fav pairs GAO AND HUANG! They're soo soo good but frankly ZHANG AND YANG are better players. They're the olympic champs. However,I still admire GAO and HUANG..Heee:D. I was in jie's house again that time. I didnt exctly watch,had a few glances only..I was busy with the doggies outside. Hahhaa..Then err at 5 I left for badminton till 8pm. Did nothing much after that besides sitting in front of the comp chit chatting with some people. Hahaha..boredd! I jsut realized I havent get my CNY clothes yet and im still soo couldnt be bothered coz all im worried now is my RESULTS and nothing else.

While I was walking home right,I suddenly thought of all the sports that ive taken up before. I know its so random butt...haahaha,here it goes:

1)basketball
2)swimming
3)netball
4)badminton
5)cycling
6)tennis
7)roller blading
8)track and field stuffs like shotput and javelin for eg

Im quite the JACK OF ALL TRADES BUT MASTER OF NONE. Im concentrating on badminton now though im yet the EXACT master. Hahahha...gdnight

JeSS loves you!

Saturday, January 27, 2007 11:29 PM

People kept telling me that results gonna be out TODAY,27th JAN but suprisingly NO NEWS! Its possible to be released on monday but not too sure accor to mr.ram. I just texted him just now. I was in such anxious state the entire day. It started yest night. I couldnt sleep,I cried! For what? I dont know..tears just ran down my cheeks. I couldnt help but to worry,its driving me NUTS seriously. Im not looking forward to it yet I dont want to be in this state any longer. what do I want?! Sighss...my emotions are very very unstable,I ADMIT! Im sorta PMS-ing! This afternoon around 12 ish I was online and one of my ex classmate asked me on msn if I have the results and I said "Nope," and he asked me "do u want?" At that instant,My heart was beating extremely FAST. I didnt reply imemdiately and he nudged me. I then told him "I'll jsut wait for the sch and if I really want it I'll tell u" He then replied "No la,im just JOKING. MOE hasnt updated yet" When I read this sentence I was damn pissed off,NO JOKE! I replied him in no time "YOU THINK ITS VERY FUNNY IS IT,IM DAMN ANNOYED BY ALL THIS SH**." He has never seen me soo angry before or rather no one has ever except for ONE who yes annoyed the hell out of ME! My ex classmate then apologized and I just shut off the convo. Of all things he chose to play with RESULTS!

I was basically waiting to be updated about the results today but then till 4ish I still got nothing,I decided to call up for badminton. Jie jie wants to play too so yeah we played at 4.45 till 7.15. Jie left early coz she has dinner and I stayed back. Im supposed to follow her to the dinner as well coz its JONATHAN LIM KOK HAU'S BIRTHDAY AND I HAVE MY SO CALLED MEI MEI MICHELLE KHENG'S BDAY PARTY TOO but because I feel tired and moreover I sort of pulled my ankle the other day I decided to just stay home. Furthur more,I went out till pretty late the other day. Back to me being soo worried..Jie jie said "sigh,my so po mei mei" Uncle lai kept telling me "aiya,why u worry? dont worry la..nothing one" I cant be easily convinced..I know I get unecessarily worried..thats one of my biggest prob if not my BIGGEST PROB. Thats what my teachers complained about me specially MR.RAM! Ive been trying to not think about it,just go with the flow coz afterall I cant change anything but it always FAILED! ARGGH...NERVE WRECKING!! I should be confident yet relax and enthu yet calm! TAKE IT EASY!!!

Jessica's updates:

Number 1:

Flying to taiwan tmrw at 8.45AM. Flight number CX 460.
Accompanied by Bosco Wong
Purpose is to promote Dicey Business
Be back to HK on 29th ie sunday

Number 2:

Head off to spore at 8.00 on 30th Jan ie tuesday. flight number SQ001
Accompanied by Carri Ma
Purpose is to promote Parental Guidance(sitcom)
Be back to HK on 31st ie wed

Parental guidance is SOO SOO SOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD! Its mainly because of Jessica's excellence in SPEAKING ENGLISH. Her pronounciation,acting skills,emotions and EVERYTHING is really second to none! ITS A MUST WATCH!

Take care!

Luv,

JeSS

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Friday, January 26, 2007 11:59 AM

Yesterday was fun yet terrible! Everything was normal at first,we went to kevin's house at around 8+ then we waited till 9 for alicia and started off with SAW 3 that disgusting and gross movie! My god,way too much..can puke man! I watched half way only and I went away. Then after the entire movie we started off with the so called "DRINKING GAME" Right,before we offcially start I drank abit bacardi plus sprite,not too strong lah. Okay so when everybody is around we started off with carol's game first. Its like there's few characters in the game ie ultraman,superman,batman and wonderwoman. Whatever the person who say is doing we the others cant do. Lets say for eg im doing batman the rest have to do anything else besides batman so basically they have to do the opp la. The next game we played was multiple of 7! Its like when there's anything to do with the number 7 and any multiple of it we must CLAP and lets say it started off in the CLOCLWISE direction,after clapping it has to go ANTICLOCKWISE and continue with the number. For eg,alicia is on my right and kenneth on my left okay. Alicia said 6,I cannot say 7 instead I have to clap and after I clap ALICIA has to say 8. See,instead of passing on to kenneth we have to reverse. Then stupid la,I was like slow..I dont know and im the only girl who was drinking in the game lo. Then my brain co-ordination started to go downhill. Im still seeing things properly,thinking properly,speaking properly,sitting up straight. The last game we played was this chinese one. Its like somethign 5 captains one. And when u r last one to be pointed u have to raise ur hands up and say 'H U H U" and the person on my right has to pretend to be rowing a boat on his or her left hand side and the person on my left has to pretend rowing a boat on his or her right side. I was even SLOWER in that game. My brain kept jamming,I felt that im SLOW,I KNEW I WAS! Then kevin added TWO rules to the game,first one was before we place our glass down on the floor we have to say THANK YOU and the second rule was we're not supposed to POINT and ask people to DRINK! Whoever does that have to drink like double la. I didnt say THANK YOU for the first time but nobody noticed until we were like half way thru' the game kevin suddenly said "ehh,Jess didnt say thank you no wonder something is wrong" Everybody was like "ohh yah ohhh" I was like "wahh...soo MEAN!" I drank even more in that game la basically..DAMN DAMN DAMN SLOW!! It was like near liaw to the end I was catching up and it was kevin's turn to become slow. Haaa,he was forced to drink tequilla at one shot! He got drunk in the end,daniel got drunk,berry got drunk,alex wasnt drunk but he was SICK then. I was still quite fine besides I feel the burning sensation in my gastric. I could feel like its stirring up my stomach! Daniel vomitted,edmund vomitted,BERRY VOMITTED. Me,Ken,Melvin and edmund cleaned up daniel and berry's RUBBISH! Ohh god,I nearly vomitted man but no choice coz kevin himself wasnt okay as well so we the quite okay ones did the job. I was the only girl there to help in the cleaning. Carol,alicia,heidi all of them flew away la when it comes to cleaning. We were like using sooo many newspapers to clean up BERRY'S RUBBISH! My godd...edmund and I wanted to die man..The smell was awful! CRAP! It was like 1+ coming to 2 already lo that time. Me,melvin,carol and alicia left after me and melvin finished helping.

I reached home 2++ la,I threw everything aside and just jump into the bathroom. BATHE BATHE BATHE BATHEEE!! I jsut knew im not supposed to bathe after I drink. OMG,how to sleep without bathing specially after that RUBBISH! Then when I was laying down at the bed,HEADACHE!!! Not too bad though..slept and had a not soo nice dream. I felt my head SPINNING N HEAVY and I felt so BLURR! TOTALLY FATIGUE somehow. Its already nearing to 12.30pm now. I got to go clean up and have lunch.

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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Thursday, January 25, 2007 2:58 PM

My mum just told me again that "O" level results will be out in feb due to problem with malay subject. No doubt,it was tough and I think the percentage of failure is probably quite high thats why they had a meeting just last weekend. Malay makes sucha big difference because if we fail malay we wouldnt be able to enter the ONLY government sch with A levels in KB. Ohter government schs need malay too,unless we wanna enter international sch like JIS then no problem la. Most prefered governemnt sch because for citizen its free,totally free and for PR-S they have to pay alil where as if we enter JIS we got to pay 1000 a month. Lets say if out parents work with the government or shell like in my case my dad is an educational officer/senior master in gvernemnt sch,he only need to pay 200 if I enter JIS. The good thing about going to gov sch for A level is that the chances of being entitled scholarship is much higher. On the other hand,suppose I choose to study overseas for eg to KL's sunway college my dad can collect 800 bucks from the government as well. We never paid any sch fees,its all settled by the government:). Then hor if we study in uni of brunei darussalam we get allowance like a few hundred bucks also. Hahhaha..like how nice right. only to citizens!

Yesterday: Badminton till not very late but we reached home at 8 coz jie sent fadhli and sherlene all the way to seria and anthony back to his new house. Hahhaa..wanted to get DQ but it was closed I dont know why also. I finshed watching FOJ5 already. Hahaha..im rewatching but only part 1. I dont have part two..i bought the cds in bandar the other day. Thats all about it!

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007 10:17 PM

I WANT SPORE!! GRRRR...but I wont be going la! Sienn,jie cant take days off! Haiyerr!!! Anyway,I stayed home the whole day to watch FOJV! Then err I had headache this afternoon,I dont know why also,its probably coz ive watched too much TV la. Strained my eyes too much for such long hours continously. Walked to jie jie's house at 3 something and then we were watching tennis,korean series,playing with DOGS and all sorts of stuffs! I went out to town to buy ABC also and after that sent aunty lyn to popo's house and dropped by soon lee to get uncle lai ribena. Hahhaha..Apparently,results wont be out till feb instead? there is a possibility that its gonna be this thurs BUT the chances are pretty low. Latest news said feb la,whatever it is right we still got to wait.

Saddest news: I WONT BE GOING TO SPOREE!!! jie cant take days off lor..sigh! TSK TSK..TERRIBLE! Jessica's flight will be at 8am so will be reaching at 11.50am! Her flight is like soo early..I doubt many people will go coz its weekday and its the time where STUDENTS are in sch and WORKERS are at work? hahhaa..

Sighh quite sien lor...its like im on hols liaw then still got another reason why I cant meet Jessica up.HAIYERRR,IM GOING CRAZZY! PSYCHO,MAD,SIAO N EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH...HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

JeSS loves you!

Monday, January 22, 2007 11:10 PM

I woke up at 9.30am this morning coz jie jie wanted to go to bandar! After I bathed and everything then only I realized my maid preparing breakfast. She was frying wedges,chicken and small sausages and I was like "AUNTY,IM GOING OUT!" Then she said "HAIYA..EAT FIRST!" I shared it with my maid,I ate alittle bit coz I know we'll be eating in bandar. Left home at say 11 something and I reached bandar at 12 something. Went for DIM SUM! Not bad..quite good,it may be due to the CRAVE that I had. Hahahha..havent eaten DIM SUM for like soo long. Ate it at EMPEROR'S COURT in manggis! AFter all that,we went down to do some shopping. I went to the NIKE sports section and I wanted to get a sport pants and the soo called PATELLA BAND but I didnt. Hahahha..I should have bought the PATELLA BAND! Its only $17!!! I just bought a short pants for sports on friday BUT I quite like the one I saw! Sighh..anyway,go again next time!

Then then aunty bee geok was tired,she wanted to go back to the flat to sleep so jie dropped her down. We went to the cd shop first then to the MALL! We went to get A NIGHT AT THE MUSUEM tixs booked coz the show is at 3.45PM and we were there at 3. After booking,we err walked around the mall,had the lovely CRISPS n jie bought WALFERS! Before all those,I got bubble milk tea and it sucks,seriously today's one was bit yucky. I dont know why also..its like either the jelly or the pearl is not soo fresh anymore thus have that kinda taste. Went to fun bread to get a loaf of thick sliced whole meal bread. Bla bla bla..then its 3.45 already. bought popcorn,sehat water and went for the movie! Hahaha...pretty good,quite funny! Should watch..actually I wanted to watch "THE HAUNTED APARTMENT" but apparently its pretty crappy. LAME,PATHETIC N BLA! Hahahha..Came out of the cinema at err 5.30pm. We should go for badminton in RBC in bandar but we ended up in cinema. When jie was about to book the tixs I said "I WANNA PLAY BADMINTON" Then she was like fickle minded for a mo. Whatever we still watched movie la! I realized there's two misscalls only when I was about to put my phone on silent mode! When we came out,aunty bee geok was like 'YOU TWO AR,NEVER ANSWER MY CALL OR PAPA'S CALL!" Then jie and I were like "WE DIDNT HEAR" Got out of the mall and went to supa save to get some bread and eventually drive back to kb. Went all the way to aunty kelly's sister's stall for dinner! good good but I didnt eat much. Aunty bee geok kept forcing me to eat and jie jie put everything to ym plate! I was FULL already..hahah! Its dinner so I dont take much and usually I dont take rice,since I took abit of rice thats why I cut down on other food. I didnt even eat more than half a plate of rice,its like 1/4 eaten up. Aunty bee geok said "why u eat so little onee?" Heh..I drank alot though..After dinner we went HOME! Ahh,bathed and everything and now im here BLOGGING!

Jessica's update:
She posted a message with the dubject "HELP" which did scare me for a mo before I opened the message. She was actually asking for help on her mom's behalf on how to gain access into bnet in beijing. Her parents are currently in beijing I suppose or is it only her mom. Its so sweet and nice for Jessica's mom to actually go to bnet. Hahhaa..so supportive!! YAY! So I guess this is all for now.

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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Sunday, January 21, 2007 12:27 PM

afternoon afternoon! Coming to 12.30pm! Soo fast..I was awake by 9 oclock but I got off bed at 11.20 only:D Hahahha..I was laying down,turning and tossing around. Jie messaged me at 9+ thats why I was awake,she messaged again at 11+. Aunty bee geok called for lunch in bucanner but then I was like 'ahh? at this time? nvm lar' coz i dont feel like eating such heavy lunch. Then aunty bee geok said 'WHY?! WHAT DID U EAT?' I answered "nothing yet but im not hungry" Then she immediately said "HUH?! UVE NOT EATEN AND NOT HUNGRY? SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH UR STOMACH" Hahhaha..and I told her my mummy ta bao already. Soo yea..just now uncle lai and jie jie honk in front of my house while they were on their way out and uncle lai said "GET INTO THE CAR" Then I said "I dont wanna go lehh" Then jie jie was like "COME HERE NOW!" Still I ended up at home..hahaha! Then then do nothing,walk around and my lil bro siao he took his body temp and he came to me "jieee,34 degree cel only o" HOW?! HOW?! Sooo low leh..I was like u silly fellow! Hahahha...my elder bro is sick la..fever! 38.4 degreee yesterday. He went to the hospital in the morning and the dotor checked everything EXCEPT FOR THIS THROAT. SO TOOT! A DOC SHOULDNT MISS OUT THAT IMP PART la..my mum brought him to hospital again at around 11pm coz his temp doesnt seem to go down and yes found out throat infection! His last visit before the current one was on 25th july 2005! Hahahha...

Yesterday slacked at home whole day la..jie jie wasnt feeling well! she had crampss...not too sure if there's badminton today but sylves messaged me like at 12 something already,he wants to play. Hahaha..we'll decide again later. Yesterday like the whole bunch of Jfans were in one convo..like damn suang like that. Had me,karen,girl,aud and AUNTY! HAHAH..GOT TEASED LA,AS USUAL! HAHAHAHHA...I find ti damnn funnyy!! We were liek talking bout Jessica stuff,her flight to spore,her DB,her everything!! Lipin wanted to say something before she left but she couldnt remember,like wahh whats wrong with ur brain? Karen said she's forgetful,haha what more can I say besides i strongly agree to karen? Hahhaha:p

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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Friday, January 19, 2007 11:32 PM

I woke up at 9 something today..early leh! Hahaha...jie jie woke me up:)! Then watched ripleys believe it or not show..hahaha,i love it! Find out some interesting stuffs around the GLOBE! Thenn jie jie messaged again and ask me where to go for lunch then I said ''up to u lor coz u r the fussy one'' Hahaha..then we ended up going to escapade for sushi again,I ate so lil!! Hahhaha..i dont know but i dont really liek sushi for lunch specially when ive not eaten anything in the morning. Went with jie jie,aunty bee geok,uncle lai and tong tong! They kept forcing me to eat..order order and put all to my plate im like "NO!! IM FULL!!'' Then uncle lai said "U BETTER EAT! U EAT SOOO LITTLE!" Then jie jie added "YALO! EVERYTIME DONT WANNA EAT" Sighh..was like damn full after that! Went back to jie jie's house then uncle lai was like "COME COME EAT CHEESECAKE,TIM TAM,ORANGES AND STUFFS" I was like "WHAT?!!! EAT AGAIN?" Hahahhaa...then yaa went out at 2 soemthing with simon and tracy. He bought his racket for like B$150 including bag,string,grip and some other small stuffs here and there. Went back home at like 3.30..bought butter buns for jie jie also and one more smoked chicken bun or wahtever lar,damn huge one! Went back to jie jie's house again then the dogs were there,spotty and tommy! I was eating oranges outside and the dogs came to me and I gave them oranges la,they sniffed and left! Hahahha...both of them are like sooo hungry like that and I went in to get the bread i bought..i took like almost half of the whole bread and shared it between that two fatties! Wahh..not enough arr..spotty was nice..he ate his share..tommy the smart yet naughty one..pushed spotty away coz he wanted everything..im like 'NO TOMMY,U R NOT GETTING EVERYTHING..THERE U GO SPOTTY!'' Tommy kept asking for more and I asked aunty bee geok if she didnt feed the dogs and she said "THEY'RE NEVER FULL!" I was like okayy..hahaha!! tommy the greedy fat ass BUT I LOVE HIM!! hahahha..reminds me so much of my late dog MUSHU! Same kind but of different colour! Love spotty lotsss too...

Then the QUEEN jie jie came back! Good..she's my pillow!! Hahahha..we watched tennis marat safin against the HOT ANDY RODDICK! HAHAHA..gossh,he's sooo GOODLOOKING man but then we left for badminton at 5.30pm. Played till like 7.30 only and when we reached home it was still ON! ahahha...i bought ANDY RODDICK n YES HE WON! Wooohooo...I was like soo happy! Hahahahhaa...siao! Jie jie is currently in joce's house having bbq! Bet she's gonna be drunk again tonight? Then we planned to go to bandar tmrw morning but I doubt so coz jie jie will be back like at 2 or 3am only? Hahahhaa...we'll see how then:)

I SPRAINED MY FINGER DURING BADMINTON! SIGHHSSS~ Whatever lar..sick!!

JeSS loves you!

12:50 AM

Its 12.50AM! Ahh,time fliess soo fast..its already FRIDAY! You cna actually count how many more days to face the fact! SCARYY!! Butt yeahh have to be lil confident,at least alil! Im trying hard to be positive,not too but abit lar. Its time to SHOW n TELL! Muahaha..okay! Umm what else..yah as usual badminton again today. Rested for two day and I got nagged alil by my mom coz i dont exercise and its so unhealthy! I was sorta lazy for the past two days and also cant get anyone to play. So yeahh..simon said we shall go out tog tmrw so i can help him get a new racket? then yam cha? then to panaga? Hahhaha..im not gonan go out wiht him ALONE! I dragged tracy alone and he was like NO,I DONT WANNA BRING TRACY and I said FINE,U GO ALONE THEN..hahahha then i concluded by saying pick tracy up first then me:)! Hahahaha...went to bnet just now and saw a terrible post,Lipin saw it too. Hahahha..got deleted already..GOOD! Then me and lipin were talking about a math and she asked for help in social studies but im like i dont know what happened to spore? Hahahha then she said she's very tiredd and we were on this NITE NITE thing. Hahhaha..didnt see baby karen today! Haahhaha..dont know what she's up to? WORK i bet and yes lipin was complaining how much work she has. When i first nudged her she was like 'im doing work,sorry,go disturb other people' Hahhaha..i find it soo funny,i was giggling then. I can imagine her say that,its like usually she'll say ''WHAT?!'' She's getting pretty unpredictable already? Oh yes lipin about the decomposing thing..u have to be rotten first in order to be decomposed? Soo when u say u only decompose means u've already ROTTEN! Hahahahha...:p I STILL WIN!

Uncle lai kept reminding me bout results!! im like 'OHH NOOO PLEASE DONT SAY THAT AGAIN'' GRRR!!! Then we were liek talking about AMBITION! Uncle lai asked me whats my ambition then jie answered 'TO MARRY'' then I said immediately THATS NOT AN AMBITION U TOOT! Hahaha..then uncle lai was like YA YA thats not! Hahahha..damn funny!

Alil updates on Jessica here. She'll be flying over to taipei on the 28th with bosco wong to promote DB. She'll be back first on the 29th coz she has to fly to spore on the 30th and be back to HK on 31st! Right..tight schedule and yes her trip to beijing has been cancelled due to some problems on china side. Okay thats all for now..NITE NITE!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007 10:54 PM

ROT AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY! Haahaha..I didnt step out of the house today besides going over to jie jie at say 8+ and to soon lee just to buy water?! For the entire day I simply stayed home? Lolss..power cut off AGAIN at around 2 ish but thank god it was only for a short while. Then I went to sleep for a while till I heard my dad's voice when he came home. Then I was like shouting from my room 'DAD,PLEASE BUY BUTTER BUNS FOR ME FROM MUM'S BAKERY'' He said 'OK'' MY bros left for basketball then and I woke up to watch TV coz i'll get lazier if I cont sleeping. WAited for my dad to bring butter buns back then he came back honking coz he's rushing for golf. Then he was like 'NO BUTTER BUNS!' I was like 'Aiyor..he bought all sorts of bread,dont know whatever and I ended up eating garlic bread' Then I watched tv till around 7ish and my mom came home calling 'Yieenn..ehh why no badminton?' Then I said in quite low voice 'Lazy to play lorr' I was lying at the couch watching DIF4 actually but my mind wasnt exactly there..it was at the results! My mom then came towards me and asked Whats wrong with you?' Then I was like 'Nothing lar,watching tv lor' HAIYAR!! THIS RESULT IS KILLING ME,IT REALLY IS..I THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE I SHUT MY EYES WHEN IM IN BED,IT COMES TO MY MIND THE VERY MIN I OPEN MY EYES. IT LINGERS IN MY MIND EVERYNOW AND THEN AND IM ALWAYS REMINDED ABOUT IT AUTOMATICALLY! GODD..HELP ME PLEASEEE!! SOBBB..IM IN SUCH GREAT PRESSURE NOWW!

Just now went over to jie jie then they were like mentioning bout results again!!! I told jie about Jessica's schedule then she was like smiling there and I said 'sigh,dont know lar..see how's my result' SOOO MUCH THINGS TO BE WORRIED ABOUT. Oh ya,while eating I said to my mom ''can i still book the tixs if the result is out on 29 and i wanna go on the 30th?' Then she said 'CAN!' So basically,im most worried about my results lor..jie jie can get off days from work or not leh is also another problem? AIYAHH..DONT KNOW LAR..SIAO!!SIAO!!

My mom karaoke-ed just now at home? Lolss..soo funny! Shes soo into the song 'HOU LAI' hahaha...my bro recorded her singing with his mobile fone..hahha! MY dad came home from golf and he gave this what's-ur-mummy-up-to look.Hahahha...he has to go to meet a man to discuss some things in seria thats why he didnt create a joke or wahtsoever. He just came back,pick up the fone and dont know whatever he did he put down and said 'YIen,lend me ur phone'..hahaha i think its coz my mom's karaoke-ing thats why. He then walked towards the table to eat few pieces of the mango I cut. LOLS! Daddyyy so funny...I wanted to eat the mango when I came back form jie jie's house,I opened the refrigerator and was like 'ehh? where is it?' Then I went to my dad 'MR.YEO! u finished the mango arr?' Then he said 'Mummy asked me to finish everything' I was like 'Miii..i wantt too eatt de lehhh' Then she said 'ohh..i dont know u want maa,u left and went to jie jie's house so i assumed u dont want anymore lor' Hmm..nvm lar!

Okay soo err Jessica's going on 30th and 31st this month to spore. will I be there?! Yet to be answered..I hope i'll be there..HOPE! Pray hardd..

JeSS loves you!

Monday, January 15, 2007 10:47 PM

BOREDOM GOT ME HERE! Hahaha..ouch~ I dont feel too good now! something is certainly wrong with my stomach. Its like achingg,was quite bad then but now its getting slightly better. THANK GOD! Talking to karen now,online! Blahhh-ing..u know US lar..Hahahha...she's doing work,MATH! Then yah,fanny received the pressies already and yah i think she quite likes it. Then err I think sal should received hers also. Eeeee oooo aaa what else? Ohh played badminton at 6.30 to around 9pm just now..wah can die man play in src! I was injured somemore..I didnt know how bad my knee was until the other day when i tried to move it I heard the CRACK sound. Then the part where my coach rubbed for me is slowly healing. I dont wanna injure myself anymore,try not to! SCARY! Sien lehh noww..dont know what else to do. Its like 2 more weeks then results will out! ON TENTERHOOKS! BUNDLE OF NERVES!! Jie wanna go spore this weekend..we can go like 4 days..but Jessica wont be there so serves no purpose? I dont think im gonna enjoy coz like im waiting for results? I'd rather wait for Jessica to be,wait for teh results to be officially released then go but then again i have to worry what if Jie cant get days off? Sighs...why like that? I REALLY WANNA SEE JESSICA FOR ONCE LEH! JUST FOR ONCEE!! I HOPE I CAN GO,I WANNA GO,I MUST GO,I NEED TO GO,I HAVE TO GOOOOO!!! Sobbsss....

Siaoo..im like quite into the BARNEY song..lipin taught me..i only remember the i love u and u love me,w're happy family. TOOT!

I LOVE YOU
YOU LOVE ME
WE'RE HAPPY FAMILY
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG
AND A KISS FROM ME TO YOU
wONT YOU SAY U LOVE ME TOO?

Okay lar..gdnight!

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2:54 PM

OMG!!! Tcher deepa called me just now and she said 'results are out!' I was like 'IS IT?!' I was soo scared then she said she heard some teachers talking bout it in the staff room then I was like nolar not so soon,I think its here in Brunei already but not officially released. Its probably still in MOE coz they have to scanned thru'. Its gonna be released in two weeks time lor..end of this month! O mann...im really scared,REALLY REALLY! Im just hoping to get what im really trying to achieve. Its scary when u think back again,like what u learn for 2YRS are all compiled into one single thin booklet with max 2 hrs time duration. Ohh gooddd...i dont knoww i just feel soo tensed noww!! Its time to know who's being defeated! Did WE manage to win the WAR or did WE NOT? Two more weeks,its just gonna come like THAT! Blink of an eye only..You'll think that what if its not good? whats gonna happen? its like cannot be too optimistic yet cant be too pesimistic! Its good in sucha way that we dont have to be worried anymore.

I can feel ADRENALINE rushingg from my TOE to my HEAD! Im wishing upon the stars!! May my prayer be heard and answered! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEE

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Sunday, January 14, 2007 12:03 AM

I fell on my elbow just now during badminton! Its like damn painful now..my right hand feels soooo weak like terribly weak! Tmrw badminton again..its all coz of a shoot,a point i got injured and its also COS OF KEAT YAW!!!! It was fun lar but painful too! Hahhaha..i fell down twice..the first time i hit on my elbow and i didnt feel anything,the next shot i fell again and i hit myself at the same spot of my elbow and thats when i start to feel the pain. After that my hand was shaking..i couldnt serve. I served into the net:D I suddenly felt numb and no feeling? I was soo scared lar..hahahaha! No jOKE! Crazy KEAT YAW was like laughing all along he said im so funny! HOW?! When my tears are bout to come out already? TOOT! And he said I look frierce at that moment? AGAIN HOW?! Hahahhaa..its like he's using wrong words..i wanted to CRY already leh seriously,its the first time i felt such PAIN! I played badminton for how long already,errr 5 yrs! Had dinner in guesthouse just now then after that whole group went to aunty kelly's house and all I did was just sit down there and not simply move. Then my coach applied some oinment and rubbed it for me to prevent the blood for clotting. Wuuuu...I wanted to scream but didnt..he was first gentle and later wahh killed ME! I dived to get the shuttle that my coach smashed that was why I injured quite badly,normally its alright one. MY ''BEST PARTNER KEAT YAW'' fell on the floor for the first shot and i fell for second..the third one NOBODY'S AT HOME! I couldnt get up lar of course,i was like PAINFUL PAINFUL!!! Thats all I had in my mind,my elbow was all that i CARED for that moment. We played 3 sets and yes we finally won! 2-1,hahahah! tough but good,i feel the challenge! Tmrw must play gentle games,cant go for too challenging ones BUT we've already made a DEAL!

AUNTY KELLY N COACH SIMON PARTNER AGAINST ME AND JIE! Hahahha..we lost to them straight sets the other day. Quite badly man..not even 10 ar! Siaoo! It wasnt tough but mistakes were everywhere then. Hahahha..so tmrw rematch again! Ohh yeah,we played rematch against KEAT YAW n SYLVES,we won straight sets! Hahahaha...KEAT YAW was like soo proud in BSRC when he and jie wei won us straight sets and he said 'this is the real winner' We played against them again today..hahhaha WE WON! 'WE'RE THE REAL WINNER!'

Overall it was really fun lar! All I need to do now is REST:D
Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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Friday, January 12, 2007 9:52 PM

Its coming to a year eversince its all gone! It hasnt been easy for me,I struggled hard,endured all the pain that it took to bring me back to who really am. Most thought that im really okay,perfectly fine but nobody has ever seen me on my weak and fragile side. Maybe coz I never showed,I'd prefer giving bogus smiles than to frown! Im always standing up strong and straight but how many people out there know whats going on IN me? Im not all that you see,there are lots that you've not seen. There was once that I felt tired of being strong,tired of smiling,at that instant I felt like giving up everything and just go to a deep sleep. I really felt like I have had enough,more than enough. Im pushing myself way too much,im beyond my limit! Ive always been an optimist until it happen. I started to judge things differently,my confidence was nil and suddenly I felt soo scared of losing. I feel so empty for once,it was soo terrible. I felt really really scared..I remmeber dreaming that I was closed in a lift in a 30 storey building. I had nothing with me then,I was stucked inside for DAYS! I cried for help but nobody heard me,I saw no way out,no light,NOTHING EXCEPT FOR DARKNESS! I was enveloped in bleak darkness..I starved for days,I did not have water even and I even pee inside. That dream did tell me that yes im afraid of being alone. I admit at times I do look back and hope for something but all that are nothing except for illusions n imaginations! SIMPLY THAT! Probably thats all I can do or rather I should say that's what is left here for me. Its not gonna be the same again in reality.

Im scared of committing myself into the same thing again. I dont want to be hurt again but love is all about being hurt? I have had experienced something that I never thought I would experience,at least not with YOU. It took mee soooo sooo sooo long to at least see that there's always a brighter side,after all tmrw is just another day. Im actually scared of falling into the same ending again. It has really changed my mindset. I think its coz I really wanted something GREAT out of my last relationship but it turned out to be totally opposite. I was really trying but YOU dont seem to see it or coz I never told you. I just wanted to feel free being with me..free in sucha way that you still know I do care for u but i guess im a FAILURE in that. Ive trusted u 100% but Ive failed to see that in YOU towards me. All I wanted for was ur love,care and trust and nothing more than that. Ive never asked for more and never wnated more from u,I feel contented even by just looking at YOU! Ive always felt your love in my heart though we may be distant apart and if you wanna know Ive always cherished it. THE WHOLE THING! I really do miss the past but then I know we must always look forward to the future thus Ive decided to let things go. That was probably one of the hardest and most heartbreaking decision ive ever made. Time is indeed the best healer and my conscience is the best judge! Emotion has taken over my conscience for once and NO im not letting it happen again. I jsut wanna live with wahtever I have now and not expect for so much coz I REALLY DONT WANNA FEEL THE PAIN AGAIN.

It was bitter yet sweet! I'd rather retain the sweet so what when I think back again I'll not feel that terrible. At least I know I was once loved by YOU who was a big part of my life then. It also explains why Ive never hated YOU though I was really pissed n hurt by your words. I know im not PERFECT or maybe not even GOOD and u may think that its sucha stupid decision to be with me. Whatever it may be I'll just take it as a sweet past and the memories will always be buried in me.

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9:25 PM

Its raining again! started like at 6.30? Then till now,its coming to 9.30 already! I was walking in rain after badminton to the car,I hope i wont get sick and I stepped onto a puddle of water,my shoe and socks were wet then. There'll be FUN GAME again tmrw from 3 to 6 and then at 7 there'll be the farewell dinner for mrs.pearl chua wong at PANAGA GUESTHOUSE! badminton was yea kinda fun today..i reached home at 8.45,ALL WET! Yesterday night I went to kelly's house to discuss some stuffs for the farewell dinner thing tmrw so yea I wasnt online till 11 something. When i came online,nobody was online as in miss karen,miss toot BUT I talked to sally which was a surprise? Hahhaha..Expected them to be in bed lar. Hehehe...yeah,talk to girl this afternoon for a while. she was too bored during her lunch time..hahaha! I went out for lunch with Jie and aunty bee geok they all. Then bla bla..rot at home the whole day..i was on laptop basically searching for something. Hehehe.e..MR.HOT! DANIEL HENNEY N DENNIS OH! They're like wahhh gorgeous man! And err there's soemthing I dont know if i should tell lipin. Hahahha

Thanks sy for getting me sooo many books! hehhehe..

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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Thursday, January 11, 2007 3:52 PM

11th Jan 2007! Comes again FLOOD! The first one happened when I was in sec 1 if i remember correctly. This morning was terrible,it has been pouring since yesterday night till this late morning. Schools were closed due to flood,I was supposed to visit SJS today but too bad. Hahhaa..shall go on sat again. Students were over the moon I bet coz they dont have to attend sch,so its gonna be two days break for them as tmrw is friday which is an off day for them too. Hahaha..my lil bro was sooo happy! I WOKE UP AT 6.15AM coz of the planned! Hahahha..I went all the way down to kaybee and then I had to cancel everything! I went to ta bao breakfast with my mom and lil bro anyway so yea better! Reached home at around 8? Then I changed into house top and bottom and went to bed once again! Hahhaha...I messaged Jie and probably coz her fone's on silent mode so she replied me liek soo late,an hr later..I slept till 10.15am but then during the whole sleeping I woke up a few times to reply msges. So yeah..hehe! Its like when u go back to sleep again after u wake up the very first time,you'll sleep sooo soundly as if u've taken sleeping pills or something? I dont know why but carol feels the same too. She woke up at what? 11.41am?! TERRIBLE! Then then carol was saying she doenst know why she always feel tired and I told her coz SHE SLEEP TOO MUCH! Hahahha..which is true! And when u nap dont nap more than 20 MINS!

Sushi is canceled as well! Liz has tuiton from 7 to 9 and I'd prefer her to go for tuition. I'll arrange sushi again next time lar. Hmm,besides that? Jie jie is sick! Hahahha..poor her! She went out for dinner like soo many times this week,sleep lesser and wake up early! Right,bamdinton at 5 later..rested for two days and I think its time to get back on the COURT! Hahaha..

Oh yes,Tiong jsut replied my msg and he's SICK! SIGH~ carol,never took good care of him! Get well soon people!

Take care
Luv,
JeSS

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007 4:06 PM

DANG!! Blogger drove me NUTS yesterday night,the connection was crappy..i blogged something REALLY LONG and in the end i couldnt publish it! Hhahaa..PERFECT! It was nothing soo important basically,it just so happen that carol and I were talking bout out past and suddenly I had this urge on posting everything down. I woke up at 10.55am,hahaha..late huh? I know but I felt really tired. I sorta like woke up at 6.30 coz my lil bro came into my room. Then I just lay down there and fell asleep again. Hahhaha..I didnt even hear my phone ring at 8.05 coz when I woke up I was surprised that Jie didnt msg me,she's always the one who wake me up! Then when I look at my phone I saw a misscall from her at 8.05am! I messaged her immediately 'YOU CALLED AT 8.05AM?!' Hahhaha...then when I came online to check my mail I saw her,she wanted to call and ask if I did see her exp watch but all I did was sleep! Hahahhaa...PIG! I knowww..:D! Went over at 12 something to watch KIM SAM SOON! Then Jie pig out till like 1.30pm,SHE WAS LATE FOR WORK! TSKKK..TERRIBLE! I left at 2 plus before aunty lyn fall asleep. Hahahha...I had nothing to eat,then again i survived with INSTANT NOODLES! Blaa...my dad and lil bro came home and my lil bro finished the rest of my FOOD! soooo TOOT! Im still not sure if im gonna play badminton today..seems like NOT lor. I feel liek playing in BSRC again,challenge hock-kiong they all. Hmm,BUT errr I dont know,probably I have to sneak in coz Im not a member of BSRC! The other day we played till 8.45 in BSRC! SOOO GOOD man...sweat soooo much! Wahh..SIOK! Hope to go againn..

Mmm..im planning for sushi tmrw night in escapade but its yet to be confirmed coz liz hasnt given me the ans yet. I dont know but ive been craving for sushi for the past few days! Im thinking of going to sch tmrw morning with carol but I dont know if that woman can get off her bed or not! She's worst than ME man..hahahha! She's totally ROTTEN! Like TOTALLY..at least I go for sport and stuff. That woman stay home,tv,comp,eat,drink,sleep n DREAM,DROOL N SNOR! Hahahhaha:p. TERRIBLE,HORRIBLE,VEGETABLE AR U CAROL!

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4:06 PM

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007 3:50 PM

Okay...hahaha,i dont know but i find this soo funny! I was chatting with TIONG just now,teasing him with carol basically. We kept on teasing each other lar then like he couldnt win and he probably got soo ARGHHH then he took JEssica into the game. He said 'I DONT LIKE THAT PERSON IN UR DP. HER ACTING SUCKS,HER VOICE'S LIKE A GUY,SHE'S NOT PRETTY' Then i replied 'I love her coz her acting sucks,she sounds like a guy and she not pretty coz that makes her EXTRAORDINARY!' Hahhaha..i think he ''KEK TAO''(Mandarin) till that he cant answer me. It took him a while to think what to say probably and he finally said ''Girls nowadays are terrible,no wonder the population of lesbian keeps increasing' Then i said ''ohh wow,im afraid the gay's population is also increasing coz when there are more lesbians means there will be less girls for the guys to be attached to so eventually they become gay' Hahahhaa...he ran out of ideas,like really nothing to say he ended up in this 'wahh,ur brain damn good,thanks for telling me so i can beware of being a gay' Then im like 'Hahahaha...thanks thanks and u r welcome'

You all can now imagine how much i SUFFER in sch..they always use JESSICA to attack me but too bad I always have something to say..HAHAHAHA:p! TIONG DAMN FUNNY SIA..hahaha,i can laugh like soo much when its only chatting,Imagine when we're playing this face to face! Hahahaha...He got sooo GRRR when whatever he said doesnt affect me,wether he disturbs me with kenneth or kevin or whoever lar. Hahahhaa...

PS: TIONG,U NEED NOT WORRY COZ EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD RUNS OUT OF GIRLS,CAROL WILL STILL BE THERE FOR U,WAIT FOR U,DIE FOR U! (xin,dont kill ME:D)

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Monday, January 08, 2007 9:18 PM

Hoo! Im EXTREMELY TIRED! Im FLAT man..really! I exerted myself way too much. I went beyond the limit for badminton! Godd..my lower back hurts,my shoulder is painful,my legs and feets are so tired that I dont feel like standing anymore. AHH!! I think I should rest for one or two days? I hurt my lower back on friday,I rested on saturday and we played on sun and just now. Sun and today was terrible man. After the last game,someone asked if we should take revenge tmrw then we were like 'decide again tmrw' hahaha..we were all sooo DEAD! Sylves was like 'IM TIRED,IM TIRED,I WANNA DIE LIAW' Hahaha...funny!

I heard my alarm at 6.15am but I was too tired to wake up and I decided not to visit SJS with them. Hahahha..I woke up at 10.44 to be exact then I saw thomas's misscall. I messaged and told him 'I JUST WOKE UP' Hahahha... I think I'll go again someother day coz I wanna pass heidi her stuffs. Bnet has been really quiet fropm yesterday onwards? Hahahaha..I guess its coz people are back to sch,work and everything.

Aiyorr..I seriously need a massage! GOOD MASSAGE! My legs are soo weakk! Hmm,Miss Jessica alott mann..hope to see her msg posted ABOUT GOING TO SPORE SCHEDULE! PLEASEEEEE...

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Saturday, January 06, 2007 6:51 PM

Woke up at 6.45?!! Wahh..thats like so early,i dont know but my fone just off by itself? i was like ehh? 6.45? my alarm? Then my mom and lil bro was rushing and my mom said 'WAKE UP WAKE UP!! CANNOT BATHE ALREADY JUST CHANGED!' I was like 'WHAT?! NO!' Then she said 'I bring di di to sch first then i come back again' Hahhaa..I went back to sleep for a while more. Yep,I've got all the things done,Ive sent sals and fanny's stuff already. Cost me err B$18.60 all together! Hhahaha..i did the wrapping,simple one lar..looks OKAY lar..not tooooo bad but its like so obvious that my work is soo like rough? Hahhahaha..:d Then err,i ta pau noodles home to eat and i went to do alil of shopping,bought JUNKS coz the kitchen's liek quite empty already. I bought the viennese sandwich,FOX's brand i it tastes like quite BLAH,probably after eating mark and spencer,FOX is not soo okay after all. I can taste the DIFFERENCE! REALLY DIFFERENT! I bought mister potatoes also lor..Had a small bowl of porridge for lunch coz i was pretty full. Then I watched tv,played comp and bla bla..I had afternoon sleep from around 3 then at 5 my mum woke up 'weeii weii,WAKE UP! You gonna sleep really late at night again if u cont sleeping' Thanks mummy for waking me up,DIF4 on tv. Hahaha..I was 30 mins late but no problem lar. Heee:d

Err what else? Lipin's not in a good mood? Dont disturb her,keep some distance away! Well,gtg out now..farewell for HAFEZZ BIN MAJID! Hahahaha..He's leaving for aus on the 10th this month!

DB has already ended and hopefully the rating is gonna be GOOD! The previous one was indeed a disappoinment..its an OPEN ENDING and err audience ASSUME that bobby and JEssica are together n that means im NOT ENTIRELY WRONG? Coz TVB didnt exactly say the're tog just assumption and what i said was JESSICA ENDED UP WITH NOBODY. I make sense,right?

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007 11:11 PM

Im here again..hmm,nothing much to do so I decided to blog again! Hahaha..I have nothing much to say also anyway. Kekeke..just to get myself busy for a while. Ermm,i spent more than half of my day in front of the comp then at around 4.30 I left for badminton. Me and Jie headed to seria first to pick up one of her guy friend then to panaga club. Everybody was there..hahahha! ANTHONY WONG YEE LONG promised me to play badminton but he ended up playing football with ricky,nelson and calvin? Then then when he came over to change into slippers he was saying 'u guys have enough ppl that's why I went for football' I was like 'ohh rightt..anthony STOP!' Hahahha...We played till 7.15 only coz at 7.30 there'll be indoor football. WE were supposed to go to BSRC at 6.30 but we decided better not lar since we were bit late already might as well just continue in panaga. Sylves brought me some food from ayamku..so sweet of HIM! Hahaha..right time! I was bit hungry then..Heee:d

Tracy brought soo many different kind of chocs from labuan. I like one of the choc she brought,strawberry yoghurt in between of the choc. NICE NICE! Had chicken,VEGE n soup for dinner. After that I took orange as a desert! Went to aunty bee geok's house just now and I ate almost half of my ice cream which I left it there the other day. Hehehe..Right,I guess this is all for now. Goodnight~

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Luv,
JeSS

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12:52 PM

Taa dahh!! Back to schh for some people!! hahhahaa..Right,i woke up at 9.30 which is considered quite early coz previously I woke up only at 11 or 12ish. Heehhe..My parent's back to work,my lil bro back to sch,my eldest bro is still in KL(coming back on fri) and for now im all ALONE with my maid. Hahaha..my Jie's working too! I had no choice but to take cereal this morning. I need to get my dad or mom to buy some mee goreng and maggie mee! Cereal everymorning? definitely a NO NO! I finished my viennese sandwich biscuits from mark and spencers! Im still craving for it..LOVE IT! I can get it in supermarket too but its a different brand lar,FOX! Marks and spencer one is better,the price is also BETTER:)

Ohkay..my dad is back! time for lunchh..im straving noww..its already 1.01pm! I guess Jessica's back to REAL WORK already..hahaha,she was pretty free yesterday and yes im SURPRISED! I guess thats all for now lar. Oh yes..please send a BLANK SMS to +85250881903 to support SAA(society for abandoned animals). HK$5 will be donated to SAA. Support JESSICA HESTER HSUAN SUEN HUEN,SUPPORT SAA!!

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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Monday, January 01, 2007 5:41 PM

HAPPY NEW YEARRR!!!! Well its Year 2007,a year has just passed! 2006 was a year full of struggles as i was in form 5 but it was quite a good year to be mentioned. It marks my last year in SJS,like i've always said its the sch where I grew up,where i learn alot alot of things which will never be forgotten. SCH OF ROCK! I just wanna wish SJS the very best and to all my juniors GOODLUCK FOR YA GCE 'O' LEVEL! My wish for the year 2007 is still the same,all Im hoping is to achieve what im really trying too.

Yesterday was quite great! Spent one whole night in tutong with all my aunties and uncles and lil cousins! It has really been a while since i last saw my lil cousins running around,shouting,smiling,giggling and laughing loudly. I as playing UNO with them,damn funny coz they TAUGHT me how to play. I havent touched UNO cards for SOOOO SOOO SOOO SOOO LONGGG! I remember abit here and there though but still they ended up telling me everything,hahaha! So cuteee...love them all! Theen eerr this afternoon my dad brought them all to DQ! Haahah..they've been waiting since like forever? Sooo in LOVE with DQ lar,KIDS! I had the oreo cheesecake,taste sooo BLAH man! I took a few spoons only and i gave the rest to my lil cousins! Hahhahaha..then then my dad ordered coffee BUT after sometime only then they told my dad 'sorry,our coffee machine is not working'' hahahaha..I saw them trying and trying!

ohh good..IM HAVING FLU~ Its always like that when I go back to my other house to sleep,i guess its because its DUSTY as I hardly go back there. Been sneexing eversince morning man..my nose gonna run away soon,REALLY SOON! Im having some probs with BNET! Im trying to reply to some post but cant load..Internet connection quite badd due to teh earthquake in taiwan.

I guess its all for now,and ohh sylves is BACK from taiwan! thanks god he arrived safely.

Take care!
Luv,
JeSS

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