Tadahhh...TOMORROW IS DOOM'S DAY! Here comes chem prac already..I hope that it's gonna go well for me as well as for the rest. May god be with me thru out the whole AS exam. I'm not feeling too well,my throat area,having this "dry cough" like it kinda hurts when i cough and also my lpymph node sweels up alittle,according to SMSA BIO STUDENTS its because of inflammation. Now, I went to visit the doc yest and I had the LOUSIEST doctor ever on earth. First,he doesn't speak much,only two sentence okay. He asked me which part swell up and I said "my lymph node" I pointed but wasn't proper which was a SMART ACT.. why? because when he came and touch it, I doubt he knew where lymph node is even coz he din seem to press the right area until i said "HERE!" My record book has stated that I have tonsillitis so he as a doctor should ask me to open my mouth wide open and check my throat? I got scolded by my mom for that,since she didnt follow me to the hosp as she's working,my aunt brought me. I was like "WTH?! He's the doctor now..If i'm to direct him what to do,whats the point of me going to him?"

After waiting for so lonnnnggg....I was prescribed COUGH MEDICINE! Holyyy.....yes,i know I do have cough but that's perhaps a slight part only. THE MAIN THING IS TELL ME WHY ON EARTH DOES MY LYMPH NODE SWELL UP! CHECK MY THROAT,TONSILLITIS HAS SMTH TO DO WITH IT through what I've researched!

I'm really wondering what it takes to be a doctor....it seems like SMSA BIO STUDENTS know better. congratulation,YOU ALL ARE IN THE RUNNING TO BECOME BRUNEI'S HOSP NEXT TOP DOCTOR!

SIGHHH...GOODLUCK PPL!

I forgot to blog yest..haha! I knew I had to,it was in my mind for a while but was too tired to do it as I went to miri to get my spects done and stuff. I slept really early yest night,around 10.30? Super tired laa...anyway umm, regarding teh spects it's just OK LIVE WITH IT! I don't like wearing them anyway but no choice. My right eye is 75 degree and the left one is so far PERFECT! I saw one which is some sort similar to Jessica's one, I don;t know her brand but the one I saw was LEVIS. Wanted to get that but dad said no point getting such an exp one if I don't use it so often. I need it only when I read or study. so okay lor..true also!

I just realized that my lymph node below my ears swell up abit,one side only la and I felt so scared,I went to do some research on the net. One of the reason is TONSILLITIS which suits my case coz I just had tonsils the other day. It inflammed! It's kinda okay now so hopefully the swelling goes away too.

Yupp..and umm, I "ESCAPED" GP class this afternoon..not exactly la..I really did have gastric pain so went out to eat. can't tahan...hahah! Oh yeah...had no chem class today coz the labs are now SHUT for the pracs exam this thurs. GAHHHHH!!!!! It's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!



Sweat sweatingggg......wish me luck! I'm too lazy to post quotes today..sorry! I got to go wash my face then walk around/hang around and go to bed!

Right,lazy saturday! Had such a great dinner in buccaneer! Today is adeline's bday celebration but I'm not there. Hahaha..not the right time to party,even if I go I wouldn't enjoy so pointless. It seemed like I have things on everyday saturday but they're all of the wrong timing! Hahahaha..lol!

I'll be going down to miri tmrw to choose and make my spects! ahh god damn it laaa...no more 20-20 eyesight and it's rather annoying to me to wear spects. I wanted to use contact but my mom said NO! N.O..u understand?! She said she's worried that I don't know how to take good care of it and its dangerous. Oh well,mothers! I don't blame them. I hope to get some nice ones,one that I would wear and not feel awkward! Hahah...I never looked nice in spects...the question now is WILL THERE BE ONE WHICH WILL CHANGE THAT LOOK? Well,we'll see!

Right,here comes the quotes!

"The future is not a gift - it is an achievement."
Harry Lauder

[I never thought it's a gift,I mean to be able to stand where i'm today and be part of the world or just a DUST PARTICLE IN THIS GALAXY,they're all achievements! NO FREE LUNCH! but still thank god for guiding me till where I'm today and please do continue to provide me ur guidance]


"If life were measured by accomplishments, most of us would die in infancy."
A. P. Gouthey

[Hahaha..lols!]

"There is no great achievement that is not the result of patient working and waiting."
J. G. Holland

[WAIT?! I've always been..how much time do I get? I wait,I've waited and I WILL CONTINUE TO WAIT until the day comes where my hardwork are seen to be paid off. I will continue to do my part and the rest I shall leave it to the nature to decide.]

I'm feeling really sleepy today! I did go for badminton but played for a bit only coz I felt totally blurr and LAZY! My eyes were on the verge of closing. Anyway, I talked to jie this afternoon and this was our conversation.

Jie: Love me?
Me: Surely!
Jie: what else what else? you not playing in src today?
Me: Ive not been playing for so long. Only started playing yest. Later panaga. Go src sure die
Jie: oh poor baby. who's picking my mei mei up? Tracy and her fling?
Me: Tracy..ha!
Jie: what's the latest goss?

Me: I'M DYING SOON!
Jie: NO WaY! I'll die with you!!!
Me: donnttt..I dont wanna affect the others
Jie: It's not possible even if the other is ME?!? our hearts are connected rmb?? u said that yourselF!
Me: noo...not even my most loved sister..I would want u to cont with the live that u're currently having and since our hearts are connected even if I die,I would still feel that I'm alive just in a way that I don't have to suffer anymore.
Jie: why are u talking rubbish? I dont want to hear anymore. you're making me depressed only. wat r u doing now?
Me: finding ways to end life
Jie: why are u feeling sad? exams?
Me: Im feeling STRESSED! not SAD! I feel like I cannot breath
Jie: relax. dont worry. brb, shower first.
Me: I'm leaving for badm soon but bringing books. I can't leave the books aside,they're MY LIFE! I will die the min I get separated from them.
Jie: sighhh....I think you've memorised practically everything in the books already. dont worry so much. relax, breathe!

There's more but I'm lazy to post already. Kind long..so yeah! At least the one I've posted won't leave any readers hanging. Good enough. Some rather personal stuffs after this also. Anyway,here comes the quotes again,

New topic: A C H I E V E M E N T

"Throughout the centuries there were men who took first steps down new roads armed with nothing but their own vision."
Ayn Rand
"To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream, not only plan, but also believe."
Anatole France

[Mr.Nyiau said BELIEVE..DECIDE..ACT!]

"Don't limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as you mind lets you. What you believe, you can achieve."
Mary Kay Ash

[Mr.Lim once said what you're mind conceive you will achieve]


That's about it for today. Gdnite

Oh yes, I had sushi for the second time of this week and this sunday I'll be going again as it;'s MOTHER'S DAY! Syl, I know u would feel so much like killing me but DON'T because U NEED MY WISH OF GDLUCK for ur driving test tmrw! Hahaha..get it over and be my DRIVER baby! :D

I'm feeling rather uncomfortable. Had running nose eversince this morning or to be precise yest night and now I'm feeling bit of sore throat. God please save mee..I MUST NOT fall sick anytime soon. After the AS exam please...PLEASEEE! Had a real good dinner in JOLENE RESTAURANT! My aunt will be going back to sydney tmrw so yup family dinner! The other one is just 3days away? sushi dinner that will be! Hahhaha....MOTHER'S DAY! Alright,here comes the quotes again and umm apparently "SOMEONE" who needed inspiration isn't inspired AS YET okay. That girl is hard to be motivated really I think. Hahahhaa....EII MIN NAA!!! If after all the quotes that I've put up before the day AS level exam starts u r STILL NOT MOTIVATED it DOESN'T PROVE THAT I'M A FAILURE but more likely you need more extreme ones like MR.NYIAU'S WORDS and IF THAT STILL DOESN'T HELP YOU ARE JUST MEANT TO BE TOLD GONE CASE!

"Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it."
Lou Holtz

"Great ability develops and reveals itself increasingly with every new assignment."
Baltasar Gracian

[Please give me more assignments then,I've yet to find my true ability,as in the field that i'm supposed to be in where my ability shines!]


"We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we have already done."Longfellow

[Realistic enough,isn't it? good thing maaa...lol]

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Alright "CLASS"[I assume I have like what? a handful of "STUDENTS" only? i had no publicity!]..let's start a new topic today..hahaha:p

"People are always ready to admit a man's ability after he gets there."
Bob Edwards

[I supposed that's what u call action speaks more than a thousand words? unless you're really achieved and proven it people tend to call u "NATO" which means NO ACTION TALK ONLY:D]

"The world cares very little about what a man or woman knows; it is what a man or woman is able to do that counts."
Booker T. Washington

[Hmm..interesting isn't it! I'm able to do lotsa R.U.B.B.I.S.H leii,count also? lolsss]

"We all have ability. The difference is how we use it."
Stevie Wonder

[Ahh,this quote is helping me boost up my confidence. I THINK I HAVE THE ABILITY,I'M JUST APPLYING IT WRONGLY? HAHAHAH!]


"What I need is someone who will make me do what I can."
Ralph Waldo Emerson

[Shouldn't this be ur ownself? If one refuse to change,no matter what others do to them they'll still remain as who they're. Only they themselves can give themselves a REAL WAKE UP CALL! Naggings ans scoldings are only for a moment,they will turn into "MUSIC" it's just a matter of time. I never believed in punishment as well. The kids just gets even more rebellious. Teach them,communicate with them NICELY! With that,HELLO MR RALPH WALDO EMERSON,MAYBE U WOULD WANNA ALTER THAT A LITTLE? HEEEEE:D]

That's about it for today..ciao!

"Don't let go of your dreams. If you have determination and belief in your dreams, you will succeed in spite of your desire to let go."
Catherine Pulsifer

"A man can be as great as he wants to be. If you believe in yourself and have the courage, the determination, the dedication, the competitive drive and if you are willing to sacrifice the LITTLE THINGS[HEELLLLOO,JUST SO U KNOW I'VE GIVEN UP THE BIG ONES TOO BUT STILL....] in life and pay the price for the things that are worthwhile, it can be done."
Vince Lombardi

"You've got to get up every morning with determination if you're going to go to bed with satisfaction."
George Lorimer

[Well,sometimes i'm not determined to get up not because i do not want to go to bed with satisfaction but it's coz i know what lies ahead of me is nothing but problems awaiting me and what's not giving me chance is TIME!]

Oh yes, GOODLUCK to you CYAN! I wish u well;)

I think at this point of time,what I really need is motivation,determination and the internal strength to pull me through my coming exams and better still thru' the entire year. With the guidance that I hope god will give me or if he has been giving me all these time please continue. I really need it.

Right, I shall be posting up a few quotes everyday,nice ones that I come across. Hopefully this will play a part in helping me myself and my peers who's in the same boat.


Determination

"Determination gives you the resolve to keep going in spite of the roadblocks that lay before you."Denis Waitley

"The surest way not to fail is to determine to succeed."
Richard B. Sheridan

"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination."
Tommy Lasorda

[and the SPELLING:D! lols]

"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can't accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through."
Rosalyn Carter

Question: There are some cases where no matter how determined you're,goals are still not achieved. how do u account for that? All that could be done has already been done,there shouldn't be any question asked upon how much one has given in but result just doesn't show?

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