First day of school again it was FANTASTICALLY AWFUL! hahahaha....Had so much homework pilling up...statistics,physics design question,physics homework! PERFECT MAN! I came home early since there isn't GP in the afternoon,had a good sleep and then started working around 4.30. I started off with stats first...took me 2hrs. After that had dinner and waste abit of time...started working again at 8.30 till 10.30ish. Had my shower...I actually forgot about it coz i didn't step out of the house today and I will not for the entire week since MPH is book for dancing sessions therefore badminton session is cancelled. After everything,I umm watched forensic heroes 2! I must say it's not bad..I like teh part where they investigate,they made it so real,systematic. I know syl must be over teh top when she sees this post coz she can't believe I watch a series without JESSICA HSUAN in..aahha! Thanks to BOREDOM and it's a good way to relax after revision and before bed!

That's basically what I did for the day...regarding yest,I spent errr 3hrs playing badminton...it was FUN! good players around...damn siok! Buttt...I got errr sort of scolded by coach:). Sorry laaa...I know i'm going down on badminton...slower than I used to be but I haven't been very consistent I knowww..and I broke the string so I had to borrow racket from anthony since both racket's string were broken! Superb aint i? :). I came home saying "mom, Can i have 50 bucks..I broke my racket's string..two rackets btw so it will cost me errr 20bucks to restring" Mom said "Very steady hor uuu...." Then I gave her the SWEETEST SMILE...huhuhuh:D. Let's see when I'll drop by town and get it sorted out,I'll change the grip as well. Do everything at once..

I guess that's about it? It's 12am...time for bed! Niteeee

Hoo laa!!! It's weekend ALREADY! school's starting on MONDAY which ISN'T A GOOD THING!! I can't wait to knowwwww.............waht shitS i'm going to have to go thru! i can't believe two weeks just went by like that,It hasn't been very productive really and I didnt feel like i've enough rest? I only know i didnt quite enjoy since i was partly sick so i feel UNSATISFIED in a way:( soobbbb!

Alright,I received a message from this number 8633453 asking if i wanna dine in thai restaurant tonight,I don't know whose number this is...but im sure its one of the gang laaa but however the dinner isnt on since kev didn't wanna go,he is their VIP and when this person sms-ed me I replied "haha...ur another VIP(me) can't make it too coz my aunt is here so i'll be a good girl staying home tonight" I did ask who are u but i got no reply...nvmm,i'm gonna ask minna,she might know who is this. Anyway,so yeah...back to the point,i stayed home the whole day. Last fun night spent like that? Abitttt ummm.....wasted but there's just no where to go here plus didn't quite have the urge/feel to go out. Carol's party is perhaps the last one for this month...awww:( or maybe the coming 4 months! JEEEEZZZZ!


I dont know what else to write excepttt SCH IS STARTING SOONNN!!! I know i sound crazy but thinking about how its gonna be is just driving me to the wall...sighhhhh:(

ALrighttt...soo,I was having lotsa convo before i'm here plus i had problem getting into this page for some freaking reason. Anyway,here i'm soooooooo FIRST OF ALL HAPPY BDAY TO MY SWEET PEA CAROLL!! she's LEGALLY 18! I can't wait for her to get her driving license then yay i'll have another driver...muahahahhaha!! Im a later baby so people just have to wait till it's my turn to be their driver,for the mean time let me ENJOY FIRST!

Carol celebrated her bday yest and it was really great although I was sitting around most of the time or the entire night when people are disco-ing coz I'm ummm currently UNFIT! Haahhaha...I'm slowly recovering,thank god for this,luckily its before sch reopens..so it's a good thing. Back to the party,they sang really nice songs and it was pretty good too,I was chit chatting most of the time to almost everybody..hahah! Improving social skills maa..;). One of the saddest thing that night is that among all the good food i can't eat much! I only had ONE PIECE OF CHICKEN! I didn't have the curry lamb,and took bit of noodles and the rest are VEGE!!!! I'm not saying that I do not like VEGE but it's sad that I don't get to eat the delicious meat! ARGHHH and and and.....I drank...WHAT?! WATERRRRRRR ONLY! JESUS CHRIST! It's okay...I'll have MOREEEE the next time round ahh...just hang on there! Ohh yeahh...while the DJs were singing a love song or smth like that ray came to hold my hand and sang along while looking into my eyes and then I just stared at him lah..then he said "so so? did u feel the elec?" Then i said "hahaha,NO! I don't think I will too coz u r not the right person!" Then he let my hand go and said "ohhh goddd,i'm sooo HURT!" Hahaha.....Then he did the same thing another time but this time i answered him differently,I said "if it didn't work the first time u tried it,it wouldn't work the second time either" Hahahahah...he just kept quiet...hahahahahha! Oh my,he's sucha funny guyyy:)

So todayyy...fridayy! Didn't do much,stayed home the whole day..cheryl and syl bought sushi and came over to my place. WE were supposed to go to lunch tog but I was hungry and had to take med so I ate at home. Anyway,they were in my hse till around 4pm,I was watching the L word season 1 again and cheryl did too,syl was walking round the hse,she was in my room using the comp or lying on my bed,I have no idea...my hse is like her hse..she comes here rather often bringing my CUTE LIL DARLING OSCAR!! I just loveee himmmm:). Sweetie pieee! Yup,went for badm..i'd say its not too bad,at least it isn't aching anymore and im able to move bit more than i could on wed which was really really terrible! Had dinner in aunty bee geok's hse...stayed to chit chat abit,came home did some stuff,watched bit of FH and here i'm now blogging and after this would be DREAMLANDD!!

I had a short chat with jieee...silly girl that I ALWAYS LOVE!

Jie: I love you!
Me: I don't understand that statement...explain
Jie: It's like when all i care about is you,you,youu
Me: I still don't understand,am I supposed to feel it? how come i never?
Jie: coz u don't love me
Me: Don't change it,tell me why I can't feel it when Im supposed to?
Jie: Because u don't love me..seriously! It's one sided
Me: ONE SIDED? that means YOU love me and I'm SUPPOSED to feel it right but i don't. u got prob with ur eng baby.

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Me:You have got nth to say? Why r u still up so late anyways?
Jie: Joce just arrived at 10 and we just came back. I love you is all I know.
Me: Ahh i see...U CAN CERTAINLY READ MY MIND:)


Then end of convo already...hahahahah! I was watching series and replying other convos the next thing i know,shes off already..PFFT!

OHH NOO..SCH STARTING SOON! IT'S GONNA BE A SUPER DUPER UBER BUSY SEMEESTERR!! nOOOOO....IM NOT READYYY!! CAN THE TIME PLS STOP NOOWWW!! :(:(

Sigghhh.....anyway,gdnite

This upcoming story would be a very good example of being STUBBORN!

On monday night,I had a terrible abdomen pain,it started around midnight and I couldn't sleep the entire night but I didn't to wake my mom up. I was walking around,standing up,sitting down,going in and out of the toilet. I was constantly hoping that it's morning soon,Finally,at 6.30am, my mom woke up and I told her how I felt and she said "okay okay,we go to emergency now!" but docs only come to work at 8am lei...then okay we reached the hosp at 7.30,placed the card and wait for the number,I was number 4! Not bad ehh..don't have to wait so long..after consulting the doc,she asked me to go for urine test coz it internal pain. Next stop is the urinary test centre,after having my pee in a small bottle,I went home since it takes 35mins for the result to be out. I went home to rest,I felt really sleepy,my eyes were barely opened then around 9.40 dad brought me and mom to the hosp to take my result and we went back to the same doc again,she said URINARY INFECTION!

I was prescribed antibiotics and also constipation med since I complained that I have this problem too. The doc said if the pain persists,I'd have to be referred to gyne(whatever the spelling is) and do ultrasound so pleaseeeeee.don't let that happeeennnn:(!

Why did I say its because of being stubborn? My mom always say drink more water,it help cleanse our body and since u have constipation problem take oats every morning and drink prune juice. I bought so many but u don't bother at all,whenever she starts lecturing I would say "yesss,I understanddd!" but I don't take action:). Now I'm in this position,what more can I say except to call myself the most stubborn girl on earth? Soooooo....I'd have to quit psk badminton match,I can't move much and fast,I've been bed resting alot really and sleeping everynow and then. Ohh welll....whatever has happened has already happened,I just hope it's gonna be alright soon and everything is gonna go back to normal again. :(

UNBREAK MY HEART...SAY U'LL LOVE ME AGAINN!! Woootss..I'm so in love with this song by TONI BRAXTON! It sums up so well..PERFECT LYRICS,BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL SONGG!!

Alright,today is quite an interesting day for me,why? Because I had to make a rather imp decision within a short period of time. I received a call about joining PSK badminton,they said it's only for 3days or probably only 2days,hoping that I would be able to take part. This aunty who calls me knows my mom too and she said "I can explain to ur mom.." Hahaha..I said "no no,it's alright,I'll tell her,I just don;t know if I wanna take part since it's gonna take up quite a lot of time and I have imp stuffs to do" Aunty said "Of course,I wouldn't want it to interrupt ur studies but I do hope you'll be able to join. Max 3 days only.."

I was in two minds,I couldn't make up my mind whether I should go for it or not but at that instant my heart tells me that I really want to and when I consulted my mom she said "it's up to u,if u think u r able to cope with ur work then go ahead since its holiday too but make sure u don't over exert urself,thats it. you're big enough to decide on ur own and for the decisions u've make,u take ur own responsibility" I was like "okayyy...that didn't quite assured my ans..haha..bye mum:)" Then...."Dad,someone just called me about the psk badminton thing...any suggestions?" Dad answered more or less same as mum...cheyyyyy!! Boringggggg....hahah! So I was left unanswered really...BUT I talked to a few friends online to take some opinion and I asked jie too she said why not? It's a good opportunity,don't just study..it's maybe ur last year to join,otherwise u will regret for life. Ta dahhh......ANSWER GIVEN...JOINED!

So the schedule is:

Wed:7pm
Thurs: 2pm
Fri: (depends on wed and thurs matches)


BUTTT i've got a problem AGAINNNNN!! It's my honey carol's 18th bday on thurs...I HOPEEEEE I'll be able to get back on time and join her...I'M REALLY SORRY SWEETHEART...REALLY AM! Pls pray that I come back super early so I can be there for uuuu... I WOULD LOVE TOOOOOO!!! BUTTT even IF I'm not there...my gift will be there,no worries bout that yaaa...it will reach u FOR SURE:). Or maybe buzz me so I can sing for uu;)

Okay,here comes toni braxton UNBREAK MY HEART LYRICSSS

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me


Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....


Absolutely superb:)

This is the 200th posts! Yay? Lols..okay,I was and still am super bored!!! You have NOOOOOOO IDEAAAAAA! This sunday is sooooo freaking DEAD! Jesus...I stayed home all day,I was on teh computer for almost the whole day doing nothing besides playing solitaire and trying hard to s tream the L word season 2 coz I've missed some parts from teh disc but god knows why it's far from completion! The fcking internet connection sucks like there's no tmrw! Godddd..ARGHH..ANNOYING!

I slept from 4ish to 6.30pm? Seee...it's just how bored I was...it's not any better now..seriously,at this moment,I wished I'm out somewhere partying or having dinner with my friends....SOMEONE CALL ME OUT PLS? DATE ME OUT AT LEAST? Well,ray did ask me out for sushi but I said I was lazy,that time it was LUNCH time okay..now night time it's different..why did he ask me at sucha time? Hahahhaa..:p.

Looking at the whole thing,today is just NOT PRODUCTIVE at all..and I CAN'T WAIT FOR PG LA! I NEED THE L WORD SEASON 6 TOO! sex and the city is BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..I couldn't finish..I need to search for new series againnn!!! sOMETHING THAT PIQUES MY INTEREST surely...ONE TREE HILL? Grey's anatomy? Jessica's series..far from now..still in the mid of shooting:(..I don't mind something on Jennifer Beals:). Kungfu panda perhaps;)


GET ME SOMETHING INTERESTING PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Nothing much for today..it was boring and I woke up kinda late. I catched the L word season one again coz i realized i left some imp part which made me not understand the beginning of season two the last time when I watched. Now i'm gonna watch season two again:)

I went out fora quick and good dinner..now i'm full! My parents went to bandar for dinner wedding,bro went out for bbq and here i'm at home with my lil bro. We rule the house...and its now time for SERIES MARATHON-ING!

Byeeeee:)

Dinner party dinner...is that what life is supposed to be about? It would beeee...NOT SOOO GREAT laa...it's fun yes but it can be tiring too. Okay...so yest I had italian dinner in fratini and it was kinda good but i didn't really finish coz pasta is normally VERY FEELING so i gave some to wei han. Hahaha.. yup and then errr what's funny is that when kar yee,me and ray were so into a convo suddenly everybody jsut stands up and say let's go let's go. I mean the situation is so random and unexpected..then kar yee was like what happened what happened? why suddenly when everybody's talking and laughing one min and the next just stands up and wanna go? And whats funny is that kar yee is the only one who finishes her seafood pasta and when she was the last one to walk away from her seat then there was a waiter waiting to keep the plates,the waiter asked kar yee " u finished ur pasta huh?" Hahahahha......funny lar! Yup,after dinner we headed to damian's hse to drink,as usual I don't drink,not my kinda thing so I was exploring mac book and were chit chatting,kept laughing and Im interested to see how umm they mix the alcohol and stuff like that but not having it down my throat. They played soem drinking games and I only watched. I wasn't there till too late,i reached home around 1am and umm I slept at only around 3am because I was THE L WORD marathon-ing. Hahahaha......finished everything,I would say NOT BAD! And Im glad that tina and bette are back together:)

So comes today,I woke up at err 8.30am and watched the lastttt part of the L word coz I couldn;t finish it the night before,just a small lil part and after that around 12 I had somethings to do till around 2.30 I went out yam cha and headed to supa save for a bit before I go for badm which is at 4.30. Well,I reached home around 4pm and I decided to take a nap coz I felt sleepy and I told tracy to mc me when she leaves her hse so at least I can get ready but she FORGOT! When she came I was in my la la land and she came it.."time to wake uppp lor" I was like...ohh shitt! Why didn't u mc me? I was rolling on the bed for a bit before I eventually was forced to wake up. ohhh goddd...blurrr! Badm was fnu today,we had alot of players but left early coz of the dinner thing which starts at 7 but me and sylves reached at 7.25 ish only coz errr...he had to wait for me for a while outside the house. Hahahha....I had planned what to wear but I just remembered I didn't quite have the right shoes to go with it and so had to change outfit and the one I chose needs a belt to go with it but I couldn't find the belt that I once used and so had to dig and dig and I had to blow my hair nicely coz the one I went just now is kindaaaaa ummmm semi formal kind? We have to dress casual but smart in a way. It wasn't bad after all because when we reached it was just about time to start eating...thanks who? Hahhahaa...;)

Had a short chat with jie on msn this afternoon before I went yam cha. We were talking about series and I said I finished the L word. She asked me about it and I said its alright not too bad but not great great.

Jie: I'm surprised you like it
Me: that's coz I liek tina and bette, i basically fast forwarded most of the parts just to see them. Their love life only
Jie: haha,you're such romantic. Watch the orphanage,its so scary,damn good
Me: I can't watch it WITHOUT YOU!
Jie: You'll never watch it anyways. I realise how hard it is to get u to watch a whole movie,doesnt even have to scary one.
Me: That's USED TO BE okay....it's diff now! u just never realized coz u DON'T CARE,DON'T BOTHER TO AND U DON'T LOVE ME THAT'S WHY U DON'T OBSERVE!
Jie: sigh,do u still have ur period? you sound very emotional.
Me: You always make me emo when we talk!
Jie: Hahaha..likewise..I'm feeling sleepy!
Me: HA HA HA! sooo very the funny! Nothing unusual about u being sleepy...
Jie: Sighh...see? no care.
Me: Can't care anymore
Jie: Bye...
Me: I haven't finished my sentence yet okay...I said that coz I want u to be independent. I cant always be here to care for u right? We'll part someday.
Jie: Yeah yeahh!! What if I don;t wanna be independent? What if i still want YOU to be there for me?
Me: I'll continue to be there as long as I can be. I need to bathe now,going out soon.
Jie: anyways,im going to take a nap now..nights
Me: Nitess..

End of convo...:). I have another party coming up..on the 26th..my darling carol's bday! Woots..somebody is turning 18! Muahaha..driving license on the way babyyy:)

Jesus christ! I couldn't freaking download PGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! I keep getting dc from the internet and it's getting on my nerve! LINKSYS SUCKSSS!! I don't understand why some people couldn't just offer something better and not just care for the money....arghhh!!!! Anyway,let's not go deep into that issue..it just frustrates me alot!

I'm currently into the L word,I actualyl stayed home the whole day doing some imp stuffs and having L word marathon? Hahaha..I skipped badm,not because of that really but they wanted to play too early and I was up to something then and I thought it isn't too bad staying home the whole day and it's good to rest for a day at least right? Yesssss:)

Tmrw is a busy day for me..why? because morning I have to accompany my friend to the salon and have breakfast tog. I have party at night as well..so yup! Still hadnt decided whether to go to the party or not...still thinking coz it's drinking party so not quite my type plus syl my alcohol trash can isn't around and I supposed nobody would be sooo nice to gulp it down for me should I'm not able to finish what I'm supposed to specially when I'm always losing the games that they play. so yeah....the rest are soooooooooo "NICE AND SWEET" that they would do everything in the whole wide world to see me getting drunk? To force it down my THROAT! Oh welll....I shall decide again tmrw...that's all for today..nite!

I woke up like SUPER EARLY today..at 6.30am coz we had to leave home at 7am. Went to seria yam cha till around 8pm and we drove to tutong where my other house is and also where my grandma and two aunt stays in to pick up my lovely grandma coz she wants to follow us to airport to see her darling grandson from UK. We reached bandar around 9 and we stayed in my aunt's hse for a while since my bro arrives only at 10am,I mean supposed to land at that time but somehow it was delayed,not too bad la,it's maybe coz we were in airport at 9.50 already so we felt abit long while waiting..he landed around 10.10am? After that,I went to do my things that is buying THE L WORD season TWO and FIVE and also sex and the city. I've got the L word ones but sex and the city I bought only 1 and 2 since they do not have 3 so i thought no point buying 4 5 and 6 otherwise it's just gonna be funny when I miss the entire season 3 and cont watching. I might wanna go back again some other day to check if they have it again. I started watching the L word season two,this was the one jie didn't buy,perhaps they didn't have when she bought the other seasons so I bought to complete everything. Yeah,started watching and so far the cd is alright,I didn't try since I was in a rush coz mummy had an appt with teh doc at 1.45pm so had to rush home and bro was tired which is understandable. Welll,sweet and good sister,what to say lei? Hahahhaa....yeah,ko told us alot of stories and he bought my LOVEEEEE VIENNES SANDWICH FROM MARK AND SPENCER! muahhhhsss...I jsut love it babyyy!! Then he bought me errr perfume as well,I couldn't stop laughing when I smelled it coz it smelled so sweet and I just laughed my ass off at my bro's taste. Ohh well...I think i'm gonna love it over time and I should appreciate which I REALLY DO! Thankkksss kooo..he's sleeping right now.hahha! Too tired...he was like some big ppl coz the moment he reached home he had so many calls and before he could sort his things out and talk to my yiyiS his friends were already outside waiting for him. Lolsss....... Then one afternoon passed,I left for badminton at 5.15 and played till 9pm! woooshh....wasnt good today but I enjoyed...it was rather frustrating in a way due to so many mistakes but had good matches really.

I guess that's about it, I can't wait to watch my L word later tonight and PG! I MISS AUNTY BOR-LINGGGGG:(

RESTLESSSSS!! I don't know why but I felt super restless today...I woke up at 10.30 am only which is considered to be VERYYYYY LATE to me and I had this weirdest dream ever,don't wanna say it but yeah I was shocked too. Anyway,so umm I wen tout for lunch at 11.30pm with aunty bee geok,went for thai buffet which was disappointing coz I didn't think it was good but it's not terrible la. The previous times that we went were much much better. So yeah,after that I slacked,I don't know why but i kept lying on the bed today and I feel so dead andddddd I kept searching for food for some reason? Like a preggo seriously and I walked around the house over and over again,I just couldn't sit for long or watch tv for long..I get distracted from whatever I don't know.

And ohh the queen called today..we had quite a long talk on the phone about everything that is happening here in Brunei..hah! Funny sia.... she's having exam tmrw and we were crapping on the phone just now...steady leiii;)

koko will be reaching at 10am tmrw from london so yup we'll be picking him up and also err I wanna get my series THE L WORD AND SEX AND THE CITY! PLEASE PLEASE...WE NEED/HAVE/MUST/UNDER ALL CIRCUMSTANCES TO THE DVD SHOP and hopefully they have what I'm looking forr!!!

I guess that's all for now..I have too err do something important...ciao:)

I got screamed at by mom this morning,well not at my face but outside my room door coz she came back from yam cha and I'ms till sleeping,supposed to be ready for saloon coz she has made an appointment. Sorry but can't blame me right,didn't tell me the exact time. Anyway...I ended up waking up at 9.15 and err after I was ready we went to the saloon. It was already around 10ish and what really happened was that they washed my hair so manyf reaking times coz they said it's sticky for some reason and it doesn't feel nice and waited for my hairstylist to finish his job with another customer,it all ended at around 12.15 ONLY! Jesus!

After saloon,it was lunch appointment in escapade AGAINNNN!! Didn't eat much really...quite sick with sushi,I don't think I would suggest escapade again anytime soon,more than enough but I'd love to go back to fratini ones more,I've got one tuna pasta or some sort of that kind that I wanted to try but didn't since my uncle ordered like ALOT the other night. So yeah,back to today...umm,after lunch I felt tired for some reason,sleepy so came home...surf for a bit,chit chat here and there and dooom fell sleep till nearly 4pm when my phone rang for the 5th time. I knew there were a number of messages and calls but the phone wasn't anywhere near me..it's down the bed and two steps away from me and I was damnn lazy to wake up. I forgot to place it on the table beside my bed..hah! Then rushed for badminton which was at 4.30. Goddd...

It wasn't fun fun today...just alright coz tracy kho sing wen who was supposed to be around ended up in her bf's house without letting me know...this girl ahh!! TERRIBLE! Anyway,it was still alright la..at least I get to sweat and it feels fresh! After all the games,me jon lim,gav lim,jon foo stayed back to chit chat,it was whole lot of fun..hahahah...soo funny man those gossips...hah! FUN FUN FUN!! We actually finished playing at 7 and I reached home only at 7.45? Hahha..we talked for almost 35mins long...laughing and stuff. Had dinner at home FINALLY...my yiyi cooked chic rice thennnnn my uncle and aunty brought choc fudge cake for FATHER'S DAY and after eating suddenly my dad was shouting "TIGER WOODS TIGER WOODS" then both my uncle and aunty who too watch golf actually ran over to the tv and they were all so excited. I was like "can someone at least explain to me how is this gold game played,like every single rule of it?" Hahaha....oh well,I think it's an old man game:)


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL THE FATHERS IN THE WORLDDD! Cheerrrsss:D

Ta dahhh.....pri.1 picture? hahaha..and now i'm in FORM 6 2nd year...this is soooooooooooo ages ago man...time just fliesss! Woosshh....now i'm grown adn OLD! sobb soobbb....anyway,I still remmeber "MOST" of them in the pic..not bad ahh..hehehe:)

Yupp,I just got back from sushi dinner....ate quite alright and we went for italian dinner too yest. Been eating out lately..oh right,talking bout eating outside..Jie and I had this text messages....

Jie: "Sigh,you guys are going to escapade again?! forever eating out man. we're so good eating porridge and salmon at home"

Me: "We ate porridge this afternoon. Your one meal out in the whatever restaurant which is soo high class equals to MORE THAN ONCE in escapade and you wanna compare?!"

Jie: "But it's so fun to eat in such restaurant,you get to dress up and put make up on,when I go back in brunei we wear really casual clothes!"

Me: "Oh v.low class right? Don't then if it makes you embarrassed to go out like that"

Jie: "Haha..embarrassed? Fun la to go out liek that also. Why so sensitive? Your period still here is it? I miss your temper tantrums. Ding(a guy friend) was saying you look so cute when angry"

Me "Haha,no lah, I purposely answer that way. WHAT?! When did he see me being angry? I NEVER SCOLDED you also,I'm just CORRECTING you most of the time."

Jie: "Got,when we went for the IM charity night and stayed in bandar apartment together. Until now he keeps saying how you always scold me and look so cute when you lose your temper"

Me: "I never scolded you la. I'm just CORRECTING your mistakes. If that is considered scolding then you were KILLING me all these while you know."

Jie: "HA HA HA HA HA HA HA! Puh leese! You always lose temper with me. you don't miss me? so sad.

Me: "HAHAHAHA MORE AGAIN?!"

Jie: "Nooooo repliess....hahahha:D! I always win...oh well,what can I say? Hahahhahaa..:p"

Okay yeah then that's about it. I went for badminton today and I was pretty okay unlike yest I felt chest pain after playing in src. I think it's because it was too stuffy in src and I exerted myself too much. I should just have light games yesterday since I jsut got back on court after like a month. Today's games in panaga was very interesting too....it was REAL FUN! Supposed to have a match today but was cancelled which isn't a bad thing after all:)!


I might want to play again tmrw,it depends on weather or not we have enough players and there is when all the calling and messaging comes in:(! It's tedious u knowwww just to message and call everybody. And it's ALWAYS/MOST OF THE TIME.....MY JOB:(! Anyway anyway...its okay..no problem so long we have GOOD GAME:D

I'm currently enjoying life..sorta enjoying laaa before I start doing work again,its a good break...something I've wanted longggggggggggggggggggggggggg agooooooo,AGESSSSSSSSSSSSS AGOOOOO.......LONGGGGGGGGGG TIMEEEE BACKKK....I'VE BEEN YEARNNINNGGGG/LONGINGGGGG!! okay..I should stop here laaa...ciao;)

can u smeeellll theee FREEEDOMMM?? Hahaha...well,i'm on holiday already...I'M FREEEE FREEEEEE FREEEEEEEE AND FREEEEEEEEEEE!! It jsut feels sooo good,it feels fantastic,it's just HEAVENNNNN baby!

But I have got a problem here....my CD ROM has a CD stuck inside and it just can't be ejected! Arghh..its not my fault,its my bro who put the disc in and he blamed me now when the problem arises coz he said that in the very first place while it's loading I was clicking some other stuffs in the computer and made it lag thus this problem comes. WTH lil boy...that's not the issue....sighh,anyway I asked kevin and richard,they told me the same thing except that richard said if all that he has said doesn't apply I have got to be computer mechanic. Lolss...not my kind of thing...I shall call computer technician tmrw;)

Sighh..today's chem paper was fcking tough I must say. Its like unsure unsure...but whatever is done is done...hopefully miracles do happen and it's gonna be fine. Oh well...its time to relax now and not worry about all those stuff.

Worry is a waste of today's time to clutter up tmrw's opportunities with yesterday's problems. Perfect quote!

And one more that i love is "God's delays are not god's denial. He will reward you" I hope all these while it's really god's delay and not thinking that i'm just hopeless but I hope that he wouldn't delay any further because I really need his help and him at this point of time in life.

I guess that's about it ya....gdluck to bio students!

I just finished reading a friend's blog and umm she talked about some sort like don't give up just because we fail to achieve what we're targeting as we have much more imp things/people that we love and vice versa around us,its just too selfish to leave them and not wanting to care how they would feel deep down. Well, I would like to say yes life has its own ups and downs and now we're given a chance to be here we're to take them down and challenge them,not be taken down by them but how strong can we possibly be? how much can we do and how far could we go? How determined can we be and how much more could our minds,souls and hearts hold? Specially when you're in a position where u just couldn't understand why did it turn out the way IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE despite u putting all that you could in the very first place,setting ur heart and doing what's right,doing what is within ur control. You just can't help but to feel discouraged,disappointed,sad and the worst thing is u don't feel disappointed and sad FOR YOURSELF because when u question yourself u just couldn't find an answer as to why that happens. It's just left unanswered and it plays in the mind like music,it just keeps on repeating. Every time u try to work you would just have this mindset behind the back of ur mind telling u "what's the whole point? it's just not gonna work!" and after that u say to urself "NOOO....TRY AGAIN OKAY,TRY ONCE MORE..IT MIGHT WORK THIS TIME,THERE IS AT LEAST 50% CHANCE THAT IT MIGHT TURN OUT THE WAY U WANT IT TO!" Do u know how tired and harsh it is to have to motivate or convince urself every now and then that it isn't over yet but u just don't deserved to be told "coz u've not worked hard in the first place,that is why u would have to go thru' it again this time" Can u not help but to think that perhaps you're just not A potential? That;s just it? that's the answer to all the WHYS? No piece of shit,I would want to accept that really. And so you tell urself "work harder the next time....BUT I'VE WORKED VERY HARD ALREADY? IT COULDN'T BE ANY HARDER,COULD IT? you might think" Soo,what are u gonna say to that?

The question is "WHY?!" and the answer is just "..........SILENCE" Nobody could answer that,not even yourself. Anddd the shittiest thing is that when ppl around u with better achievements come saying "OMG! that's just soo surprising,how did i even get that? I didn't even really study" Ohhhh.......FUCK THAT! JUST FUCK THOSE WORDS! I can just tell u how much I HATE people like that the hell out of my guts! Trying to boast around what a smart ass you are that u can just get that easily,U HAVE THE POTENTIAL? You may never know luck so happen to be just by ur side.


Well,some who knows me would know it somehow reflects a part of my life and i do not hope this to be spread around like news or anything like that. It's where I rant,i speak and I...........SWEAR:D when I'm just not happy or when I'm feeling really stressful like now OR WHEN I'M LOSING THE WONDERFUL THOUGHTS OF LIFE AND ONLY SEEING THE DARKEST SIDE OF IT! So please,whoever that is reading or will be reading,keep this low...read,laugh(if u like) and forget them. Not something inspiring anyway...but if u so happen to be INSPIRED,let me know..I'm a great writer perhaps,it's a gifted talent yet to be discovered.MAYBEE?...hahahahhaha....:p


Lucks to all my friends for tmrw's papers and also bio students for fri's paper.

CONGRATULATE MEEE!! For what? "BEING NOT PREG!" hahaha..I finally had my thing..well,normally ppl don't get so high or over the moon when it's time of the month,I don't too of course normally but the last time mine visited me was in MARCH? Hi friend,it's JUNE now..3 months and its here again so I should be happy coz it proves that errr....she's STILL CAPABLEEE!!!!!!!!! Ahahaha...lols! Alright,cut that...

The L word is getting more interesting and I like Bette porter that character...she did it rather well. Hahaha.... and I find her features very strong,unique...attractive of all the females there. It's quite a okay series i must say and i'm in love with the swimming coach TIM! Wooootsss..hahah! Ohh yesss....I took a wedding quiz/test in facebook and it predicted that I would get married in.............. 4YEARS 3MONTHS TIME! wow,hello..I'll only be errr 21yrs old? approching 22?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the heck....WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONGGGGG! Jesusss christ...AT 22?! goddd... anyway.....i gtg now..off to books AGAINNNNNNNNNNN!

The heading says all..migrane STRUCK me AGAIN! It happened a few times before and once with this pounding headache I went for badminton,wow and I'm still alive here! Hahaha.. okay not funny! Errr.... today's maths P1 was INTERESTING coz it didn't go smoothly for me. Well,seriously I couldn't be bothered coz I've sat for the AS paper and this is only school. It might be inappropriate to have sucha attitude but really I've got too much to handle and I just can't do much for my sch exam,AS is already driving me nuts and its much more imp. I'm hoping to get math and at least one of the sci out of the way.

Last paper will be on 12th june and I've already got plans for the 14th? hahaha...sushi dinner then damian's hse. then 15th will be sushi lunch again..wow wow weee!!! Sushi sushi sushi...and I'm planning to go to bandar as well...after 12th june its basically holiday..not officially yet as the real one starts on 15th june. You see,12th is thurs and 13th is friday(sch day off),14th is sat(no class surely) and 15th is a sunday and that's when holiday officially starts so I declare one day off lor. Hahahhaa..shan't be missing anything anyway.

Ohh,I think I'm pms-ing..I keep swearing whenever possible...I don't know..I just feel so fcuked up like my hormone is imbalance or smth. Yes,I supposed it is coz my friend had'nt visited me for almost 3months! Goshh..pimples everywhere,perhaps thats the cause of my migrane? I don't know but now I'll go read up something about migrane. What's the reason behind,I know one which is sinus coz jie has it. Oh well....

This freaking internet connection is driving me NUTSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! I kept getting disconnected for nooo damn good reasons and it's so annoying coz the stuffs that I'm downloading can't seem to be completed anytime soon? HelllOOOOO...I WANT TO WATCH PG2 OKAY!

Alright,about half of the nightmare is gone,my nxt paper will be on 12th june,a week from now and it's paper 1. Its not easy easy and it definitely doesn;'t mean i can play around and relax but i've been PROCRASTINATING,HOW NICE RIGHT? Or maybe i should put it in a better way,I'm studying but in a relaxing mode. Hahaha...p1 is equally cirtical too..It helps in determining the final grade in some cases. Why do I say I'm relaxing? coz I have time for THE L WORD series? Haha... I thought I'm bit free like at least I have bit time for some other stuffs so I thought what could be better than a series marathon? Then I saw THE L WORD and THE HOUSE cds in Jie room so I decided to watch. I LOVE TIM THE SWIMMING COACH IN THE L WORD! Okay...the series is basically about how lesbians are looked at by the society and what pressure they face in trying to set up a normally family/having babies and also how stressful work can be for them. It's not GREAT GREAT but it isn't BORING too laa....I mean all fits when one is bored? ahahha.... next in list will be SEX AND THE CITY! Top in box office..55.7 million!!! I was told that it's great so I just asked ricky if he has but he said not at the moment and he's planning to buy it too,I guess I might get the cds in bandar or smth laaa. I'm not into any TVB series at the moment until JL2 comes out.


Exam MONTH has been keeping me at home most of the time and I hadn't really exercised until last friday the 30th when I had my chem p2,paper before 12th june so in between I go for badminton and it feels AWESOME really when u get to sweat and ur cells are like so active and smiling(maybe??)..FRESHH! And I guess I need to party? after exams maybe have a night out or smth like that to RELAXXXXX!!!! LAUGH,GO CRAZY,GO WILD,GO HIGHHH!! WOOOOOTTTS!


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