Wednesday, October 25, 2006 10:21 PM
IM SCARED!! FEAR is all that im facing right now. I cant sleep well,like yesterday i sleep at around 1 and i wake up around 3am? Turned and tossed till dont know what time,i kept thinking and thinking about exams,man im DAMN STRESSED! Goddd,pls take me out of this asap. I dont wanna live in fear anylonger!!!
I txted mr.ram this morning to ask him what do i have to learn or what is there to prepare for tmrw's prac exam then he replied 'txt u later,im on my way to bandar.' Right..he texted me at around 8 sumthing i guess,the fone was in the room and i checked only at 9ish and guess what he said 'YOU JSUT RELAX TODAY AND COME TO SCH AT 7AM TMRW' I was like 'Hoooo,GRRRRR.....EAT!'(bit sacarstic lar) Hahaha...this teacher always ask me to relax..i really dont understand leh. Haiyorr..he's making feel even more nervous!
A story to share..ppl nw are so busy playing fire crackers right and it made me recalled sumthing. This happened when i was 10 year old. I joined my bro and cousin bro outside the house garden during chinese new year for putting on those fire crackers lar. So there this kind of fire cracker that fly all the way up the sky and just bomb into different colours one. I saw my cousin bro placed it upright at the ground and light it so i being the smart one did the same thing and the worst thing of all my fire cracker didnt fly up to the sky like others instead it flew thru the KITCHEN WINDOW INTO THE DUSTBIN WHICH WAS LUCKILY WIDE OPEN THAT TIME. My maids who were busy washing plates was SHOCKED! 3 of them shouted like nobody's business! I was there saearching 'ehh? why no colours one?' Basically,my fam members who were sitting in the kitchen drinking wine or beer were shocked as well lar. Hahahaha...yes im sorta hyper! Im really fortunate that the dustbin was wide open else its just gonna kill someone there. PHEW..THANK GOD!
God bless me and all tmrw for phy prac!
Take care!
Luv,
JeSS
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