Saturday, January 27, 2007 11:29 PM
People kept telling me that results gonna be out TODAY,27th JAN but suprisingly NO NEWS! Its possible to be released on monday but not too sure accor to mr.ram. I just texted him just now. I was in such anxious state the entire day. It started yest night. I couldnt sleep,I cried! For what? I dont know..tears just ran down my cheeks. I couldnt help but to worry,its driving me NUTS seriously. Im not looking forward to it yet I dont want to be in this state any longer. what do I want?! Sighss...my emotions are very very unstable,I ADMIT! Im sorta PMS-ing! This afternoon around 12 ish I was online and one of my ex classmate asked me on msn if I have the results and I said "Nope," and he asked me "do u want?" At that instant,My heart was beating extremely FAST. I didnt reply imemdiately and he nudged me. I then told him "I'll jsut wait for the sch and if I really want it I'll tell u" He then replied "No la,im just JOKING. MOE hasnt updated yet" When I read this sentence I was damn pissed off,NO JOKE! I replied him in no time "YOU THINK ITS VERY FUNNY IS IT,IM DAMN ANNOYED BY ALL THIS SH**." He has never seen me soo angry before or rather no one has ever except for ONE who yes annoyed the hell out of ME! My ex classmate then apologized and I just shut off the convo. Of all things he chose to play with RESULTS! I was basically waiting to be updated about the results today but then till 4ish I still got nothing,I decided to call up for badminton. Jie jie wants to play too so yeah we played at 4.45 till 7.15. Jie left early coz she has dinner and I stayed back. Im supposed to follow her to the dinner as well coz its JONATHAN LIM KOK HAU'S BIRTHDAY AND I HAVE MY SO CALLED MEI MEI MICHELLE KHENG'S BDAY PARTY TOO but because I feel tired and moreover I sort of pulled my ankle the other day I decided to just stay home. Furthur more,I went out till pretty late the other day. Back to me being soo worried..Jie jie said "sigh,my so po mei mei" Uncle lai kept telling me "aiya,why u worry? dont worry la..nothing one" I cant be easily convinced..I know I get unecessarily worried..thats one of my biggest prob if not my BIGGEST PROB. Thats what my teachers complained about me specially MR.RAM! Ive been trying to not think about it,just go with the flow coz afterall I cant change anything but it always FAILED! ARGGH...NERVE WRECKING!! I should be confident yet relax and enthu yet calm! TAKE IT EASY!!!Jessica's updates:Number 1:- Flying to taiwan tmrw at 8.45AM. Flight number CX 460.
- Accompanied by Bosco Wong
- Purpose is to promote Dicey Business
- Be back to HK on 29th ie sunday
Number 2:
- Head off to spore at 8.00 on 30th Jan ie tuesday. flight number SQ001
- Accompanied by Carri Ma
- Purpose is to promote Parental Guidance(sitcom)
- Be back to HK on 31st ie wed
Parental guidance is SOO SOO SOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD! Its mainly because of Jessica's excellence in SPEAKING ENGLISH. Her pronounciation,acting skills,emotions and EVERYTHING is really second to none! ITS A MUST WATCH!
Take care!
Luv,
JeSS
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