Saturday, July 21, 2007 11:34 AM
Here come's another LONG WEEKEND! God,THANK YOU..SERIOUSLY! Anyway,had a pretty good night yest in carol's hse. Drinking session and the part which I would NEVER NEVER FORGET is that I became a MAID! Sangkai was like soo drunk and he vomitted soo much..had to help clean up and wash and bla and bla...goshh,I never vomitted man..I was FREAKINGLYYY DISGUSTEDD!! Oh well..anyway..umm besides that BADMINTON WAS TOTAL SHIT! I didnt play well and I was soo frustrated,Left home pretty early...TOTAL SHITTT MANNN! I won ONLY 1 out of 7 games? HECKKKKK MAN! Never in my life soo far? My sort of big tourney coming up soon and this is how I perform? HOPELESSSS!!!
Jie jie went back tooo AUS already..sobbb,I missed her soo mcuh! Hahaha...im sure JONATHAN knows it well. Was saying soo much to jonathan after jie jie left. Like "aiyar..soo quiet and lonely nowww" and blaaaa...Although its jie jie's third year now,I always feel the same when she leaves. It never improves,like at least i can hold back my tears but I always FAILEDDD!!
Hm...nothing much to say already..shall get going now. Ciao...oh ohh before I forgot DRIVE OF LIFE IS GOOD! HAHAHHAA....I CAN'T STAND BUT TO LAUGH EACH TIME JESSICA APPEARS ON SCREEN BECAUSE SHE REALLY IS LADY LITE,EVEN THE WAY SHE TALKS..I FIND IT SOOOOOO FUNNYYY! BUT BUTTT BUTTTTTTTT..............
I LOVE CARMEN WAH CHING YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!I find this song sooooooooooo good! the lyrics means soo much!FRANKIE J LYRICS"Don't Wanna Try"
(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)
 (oooo)..don't wanna try no more (ooo)
..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try
 [Verse 1]i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
 they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
 i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain 
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently 
i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
 u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again 
and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry 
and ur tryin' to come back home
 ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor but baby i 
[Chorus]
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
 u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
 don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
 that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry 
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road
 baby just let it go
 don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
 tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
 [Verse 2]
u and i had many conversations on the telephone 
talks about one day we having a place of our own 
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table 
but all of that just seems so far away from me 
had to wake up face reality
 it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through 
and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry 
and ur tryin' to come back home
 u tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor but baby i 
[Chorus]
don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
 u keep insisting when u know
 our love is out the door 
don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things 
that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
 dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
 baby just let it go 
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
 tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
 
 [..fading into beat]
 (don't wanna try don't wanna try)
 (don't wanna try no more) 
(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)
 
 (don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more) 
(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)
          JeSS loves you!