Thursday, January 17, 2008 11:40 PM
IM JUST FED UP WITH THE SHIT RIGHT NOW! DAMN IT,I GOT RUSHED HOME BY MUM AFTER DINNER! I finished like around 10ish and then headed to WYWY for a drink and chit chat,called and scold me over the phone saying "WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?" "YOU'RE A GIRL,SHOULDN'T BE OUT SO LATE,NEXT TIME U DON'T GO OUT!" I was like WHAT THE F?! I JUST FINISHED DINNER AT 10SMTH AND NOW I'M ONLY CHIT CHATTING WITH FRIENDS! NOT LIKE I'M TAKING DRUGS,DRINKING ALCOHOL OR WHATEVER SHIT! I'm 17years old,not going out for a 7 year old party where things end at like 10 the latest? I'm not saying I'm all grown up as well but I know there's a time where I have to get home plus I'm following a friend home so definitely it has to suit his/their time right?! Don't expect me to tell ppl when to drive me home and when not to.
I JUST DON'T F***ING GET WHY I HAVE TO BE HOME SO EARLY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When jokes are coming in and ppl are going high,I say "ohh,sorry but I have to go now?" F THAT MAN! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I don't go out like that too often cause A level isn't too free as in I don't really have the time to go out soo often,works are already drowning me. There wouldn't be any test for the upcoming days so I thought like I could go out,have some fun. HAPPY HOUR!
I,EVEN OVER MY DEAD BODY KNOW VERY WELL WHAT THE HELL I'M DOING OKAY! I DON'T LIKE TO BE TOLD WHAT TO DO,I KNOW WHEN TO COME BACK,I KNOW WHAT'S MY LIMIT AND I'M NOT THOSE WHO ARE IN FAVOUR TO STAY FOR TOO LONG WHEN ITS JUST AN OUTING WHERE WE COULD CHIT CHAT! AT LEAST,LET ME HAVE ALL THE FUN I WANT TO WHEN I GET THE CHANCE TO! DON'T F***ING CONTROL ME SOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHH! I KNOW,I'M CONSCIOUS,I'M CLEAR WITH WHATEVER IM DOING OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!
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