Tuesday, August 26, 2008 8:52 PM
CANN YOU SMEELLLLL THE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM?!!!! Hahahha..I CAN I CAN! Lolsss....It finally came to an end,GOD THANKS YOU! The whole process was alright abit and terrible for some. Anyway,I get to at least be away from sch for one day tmrw since some of them still have bio P1. I'm not trying to get myself to do anything tonight and tmrw,I just want to be totally off books for abit before the cycle begins AND REPEATS ITSELF AGAIN! The BIG AND FINAL one is coming,it's NOW OR NEVER! I will give in my best and I'd hope for the best to come to me and I shall say no BUT!
As for noww..All I could think off and want to do is just take a good and short break,have a kitkat! Lolss..seriously,I think i need to recharge and not get burned out in the mid of the upcoming intensive revision.
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GOD,
the coming days are gonna be tough I'm sure and I would love to have u by my side to guide me thru and to tell me that each time if there's any failure it's a stepping stone to being successful. I doubt I can do this alone so please please be with me under no circumstances and show me the light to the path which I'm supposed to follow. I REALLY NEED YOUUUU:("Well welll welll..Had really great badminton matches just now! Hadn't been on court for quite sometime but based on the performance just now it wasN'T all that bad. I'll be having a match tmrw evening if nothing is postponed or canceled.
There has been pretty much thoughts flashing thru my mind lately..I don't think I'm supposed to be thinking about it but I just can't help it. I've tried to pull myself away as far as possible but somehow it seemed like the harder I try,the more I fall into it. I'm jsut trying to stay as who I'm and where I'm now,why is that even so difficult? Feelings like this is nothing but a TORTURE! Grrrrr...RAWRRR!! Somebody please hold me tight and bring me alongg...don't leave me behindd:(:(!
JI EMO YI XIA! Lolss....but yeah lorrr...sighhhss!
JeSS loves you!
