Friday, August 01, 2008 11:35 PM
It wasn't that she didn't have choices or chances,it was purely because she couldn't open up herself to the outside world. Her windows were tightly locked and she has bottled herself all these while. She has always had opportunities ringing beside her but she let it slipped away without even trying to take a hold of it. She's afraid that everything that is gonna come will remind her of the past which she does not want to face again at all even knowing that it might be a good start for her and not letting her closed it all up to herself again but her being nothing but stubborn chose to lead the life that she has been leading. She certainly doesn't find it really that comfortable because she knows it clear that she might be missing something good but somehow her heart is just reluctant to take any action instead she drove it away herself. That's because she didn't like the other party? The other party has not touched or moved her at all? The questions left unanswered. Now that she has revealed the untold,is she ready to start a new chapter or has she just placed the book down but still left it unclosed?
HAHAHA! Nice thoughts? I'm boredd..just finished doing maths! Let's see,I went yum cha today with ray,gav,ah sim,lou lou,syl,zhao ren! Well,ray suddenly showed up in my house which gave me a big shock..
Ray: Let's go let's go..yum cha,lou lou ask me to pick u up!
Me: Looking blurr..Huh? What? Now? Buttt...
Ray: Don't buttt liaw laa...change noww! I wait for u in the car...
Me: buttt..I wanna play badm already lei at 5
Ray: Play waht la,no need to play..let's gooo...CHANGEE!!
Me: Okay okayyy...but i'm asking gav some maths prob
Ray happily typing while I went to change,when I got out of the bathroom he said okay...let's move! got to pick gav now! I was like lolsss...that's fast! Whatever,I rushed lar..packed my badm stuff and zoomedd!! I was hungry but didn't quite felt like eating,had a slice of bread and tea only. I changed my badm time from 5 to 5.30 coz I certainly can't make it at 5 since I was still in town. So we left the shop around 5 and what really happened was ah sim and lou lou were trying to STALK on someone so we drove around town for like so longggg! Sighh..these two "CHILDREN!" I ended up late for badm lor..what to say leeii? My driver like that..hahah! Had really good games though..and it's sad to say that the no of people is so much lesser. There was only 6 of us there man! SO SADDD! Anyway,I came home..didn't have dinner as well coz I don't feel hungry,don't ask me why coz I cant ans you too.
NOOO! ASSEMBLY TMRWWW! ARGHHH! Sieenn ahh..please RAINNNNN! Rain in the afternoon better...cooler during phy class,can pay better attn? Hahhaha..So yup,we'll see if ray's sixth sense is accurate. Ciaooo noww...
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