As she lays down on her bed and the moment she closed her eyes everything flashed thru' her mind but there's only one thing that lingered in and played like a movie except that it was mute. She didn't understand why she had to be in this situation she thinks that it's just unfair on her side but later something seemed to come and tell her that life isn't always about her,it's not always about whether or not it should be fair. She shouldn't always be thinking why she's in this position instead she should be trying hard to overcome whatever she's facing. One part of her seem to understand that but another side of her is just so stubborn that she just don't want to even try to work for it. HOWEVER,it isn't end of the world yet..now at least she's trying to work everything out and all she need is TIME. It wouldn't take her long,it came naturally and it has got to go naturally too. She is slowing letting it go on its on,letting it just flow as freely as the bird and kiss it a last goodbye. She promised herself that IT HAS GOT TO GO REGARDLESS OF HOW TOUGH IT MIGHT BE and she's trying her very best to make it work. She reminded herself though not constantly that it came once and now since that it's gone,it will always be even if at this moment she tries to think that it's not entirely gone she's just dreaming basically and there's a point in time that she would have to wake up and face the reality. So why not do it now? She asked herself. All she could think of was "that's right? What am I still waiting for?" She then set herself free and took a step forward,she's hoping that she will soon be able to take many more steps forward without hesitating and walk right into a future that promises something.

Alrighty...back to my part now! Nothing so happening today..I finished class at err 1? I finished my test paper at 1 and I went to the toilet to.....................errrr....call syl(shhh!! not supposed to) because she msged me about ah sim wanting to have lunch and apparently she's super hungry! Class ends at 1.20pm actually and after the secretly made phone call I went back to class to have a short talk with miss tor. Hahhaa..everybody was still doing their work and we were chit chatting behind. Lolss..of course about academics la..though she did add in some of her own childhood stories,as always:)!

I left school around 1.30pm and quickly rushed home to shower because they kept reminding me that my poor ah sim is very hungry and I normally take a long time getting myself ready but still when they reached my hse I haven even bathed yet. I was still sorting out my stuff..excuse me but I can't just dump everything one side and rush into the toilet like nobody's biz right? So yup..they waited..ehehe,thank uu laaaa;)! I was already very efficient lei,I didn't enjoy my bathing time:(

Ray needed 15mins to get ready too anyways so I'm still not the slowest:)! Right,so we ended up in NAM WAH for lunch..it was already what? 3pm when we finished eating and TO MY SURPRISE ah sim was still hungry so we went to our regular place again for tea. Gosshh..like pig man! I wasn't full too because my food SUCKED in NAM WAH. I didn't finish it and so I had one tart and a piece of bread in jee juan coffee shop while ah sim who ate a whole bowl of laksa later had at least half a bowl of mee goreng with egg AGAIN?! she shared with syl who also then ate one plate of fried noodles. Doooinnkkk! But anyway,ah sim needed all those anyway. We hang around town for a bit before going to COURT FURNITURE for some reason syl was just being high that she wants to have a look. Well,one of the reason was for ah lou's chair? Or smth like that..but then she was exploring it more for her own self.

La di da di da.....after all that,I finally reached home at 5ish pm! Lolsss..haha! Fun day! Except that one of my other half(could most likely guess who) LEFT ME! Such beautiful weather today we were supposed to spend our evening together at the beach burning calories and watching sunset BUT she ABANDONED me:(! Ohhh noo..I'm so sad..I need to sign off now and sob harddddddddd...SOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB:(!

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