Monday, September 08, 2008 6:18 PM
Becauseeeee........I received this today from a USA fan! Thank uu thankkk youuuu:D! I LOVEEE ITTT!!
A picture of Jessica Hester Hsuan Suen Huen with her signature of it!!! Muahhaa..Actually,I have two more,sent by another spore fan sometime last year if I'm not wrong.
Both of these pics are taken while she was in spore! I've always appreciated what other overseas fan do for me or on my behalf because I have yet to have the chance to meet her in person yet,I don't know if I ever will in my life but being able to be a fan of hers is truly something great. Unknowingly,I've been supporting/liked her for coming to 7 years now. I remember when I first spotted her was when I was 11 years old and the series which I was watching was DETECTIVE INVESTIGATION FILES IV! It brings back pretty much sweet memories when it comes to this series. :D!
I've been feeling pretty much insecure lately and frustrated. I don't know if it's the hormones that are changing. I very much feel like I'm slacking lately,I don't feel the stress studying and this makes me feel scared! Really scared..it makes me think that I've not done anything or even if I did,I don't know what I've done because I just don;t feel the pressure behind. I want to feel the stress so that I at least feel the satisfaction about what I've done. Am I thinking too much? Or is it because when I study I do one topic per day for either physics or chem,it alternates and I'm now making a point that maths has to be done everyday so that I don't have to cramp maths in the end. Or is it because I haven been solving problems yet? Basically,just reading.. Thus I don't feel the stress when I don't know how to do or answer those ques or is it because I leave those ques that I initially didn't know how to answer and go back to it again and so I don't go crazy at that point? There seem to be alot of possibilities there,I'm just not used to this feeling..I JUST FEEL LIKE I'VE SLACKED AWAY and NO WAY I can afford to. It's just 1 or 2 months away. Tell me somebody tell me am I doing the right thing? Am I doing okayyy???? Assure mee please..I'm feeling scared seriously! If this feeling isn't a sign that I'm slacking away,just that I'm changing the way I approach things, GOD! I THANK YOU but before that please let me know if I'm doing fine here.
STRESSS MEEEE OUUUTTTTTT,BOOKKSSS!!
Some might think I'm mad,who would want to be stress out right? Well,I don't mind being stressed to the max these coming months as long as it promises me something. I would do anything it takes and sacrifice what I could to get what I'm aiming for. Promise me I will get it and I promise you I will give u all that u want.
MY DARLINGS + SWEETHEARTS and I went yum cha this afternoon and we ate soooooooooo much! The whole table was full man! Lolss..Now,I'm having a problem. This is a very very bad habit. I always ordered and I only take one or two bites after that I pass it to people around me. I have no idea but I just don't exactly feel like eating,I just want a mouthful of it,get it's taste and that's it. I hardly feel hungry thesedays for some reason even if I eat very little in the morning.
Haaiiyerr..why like alot of problems de lei? Very sien de laa...Don't give me all these crap at times like this lei..sighh!! I need guidance from upstairs..GUARDIAN STAR,where areee youuuuuu???? :(:(
STEPHH! Thank you soooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhh! ❤
JeSS loves you!
A picture of Jessica Hester Hsuan Suen Huen with her signature of it!!! Muahhaa..Actually,I have two more,sent by another spore fan sometime last year if I'm not wrong.
