Sunday, September 21, 2008 11:53 PM
It has been a long quiet day. The weather has been seriously dull too and I spent the whole day at home. Well not exactly,I did abit of shopping in the eve with mum and I bought lotsa JUNKS:)! Thank u thank u..I'm master at it:D! Hehehe.. Right after that,I dropped by ah lou's mum stall to pass her the mangoes. I shall let her mummy enjoy those mangoes first and when she comes back,hopefully the tree still bears fruit:D! ANDDD ANDDD ANDDDD
AHHH LOUU,I MISS UU BOOO....;)
Looking at people around me,some are counting down the days to the start of A level,I'm of course with no shadow of doubt feeling really tense but I'm trying to keep it cool and do as much as possible as time goes on. I just hope that things would work out as planned. For the coming days till the 21st nov,I don't see and will not see any excitement in life. It's just gonna be school,home,study,sleep,eat. It's gonna be a draggy,tough,tedious,awful,sad,miserable month to come but no one would be able to taste the sweetness before they taste the bitterness so to make sure that the coming days in the near future are sweet,the bitterness that has to be endured now would be all worth it. I'm trying to be positive and not give up a slightest of hope:)!
Ohh and daddy is SICK:(! But he still went for golf (18holes) somemore. Before that we discussed something about chemistry and when he came back...
Dad: Hmm,I'm still abit confused about what u told me..I still don't quite have a clear picture
Me: Hmmm..maybe that's coz u r sick and not able to think :D :D :D
He stared at meeee and walked away to the bathroom. Hehehe..well,I do make some sense there don't I? Yes I dooooooooooo:)!
Anyway,it's cleared now. We found the solutions and did some research from books. Weehee..
I was VERY MUCH updated by a friend of mine about her life. YAY! Hahaha..not quite anything happy though but it's alright darling,time will tell and remember what I've said?
-It's hard to make someone love you but if you've loved them with all ur heart,it's up to them to realize ur worth:)! Because to love them wholeheartedly is the one and only thing you're able to give,u know you've done ur best and if it doesn't return let it go and in time you'll find ur true self again.
I'm waiting to her if you can resists those temptationS! Muahahahahaha....:p!
Goodluckk...tata;)
JeSS loves you!
